How Can You know the Agony of Heart by Rida Shoukat (books to read for teens TXT) 📕

The evening has been turned into night as darkness started dissipating. It was the time when she tried very hard to open her lashes and then look in her surroundings.

No one was in the room right now. As Shanzal was in little Gurhya's room stroking her hair trying to make her sleep. He was narrating her princess and prince story in an attempt to remove Hoor ul Ain's tension from the little child's mind.

After ensuring little Gurhya is asleep he came back to his room and find Hoor ul Ain taking the support of a pillow was engaged in crying profoundly while without bothering about her surroundings.

"Can I ask the reason for your crying, Hoor ul Ain?"

Leaving the door wide open, he lazily walked to her and sit near her. When in an instant she rubbed her eyes and said in a sulking tone.

"You are asking me the explanation of those tears which you himself filled in my eyes."

"This is not the answer to my question, Hoor ul Ain."

There appears no difference in his silent-filled desperate eyes.

"I'm not liable to answer any of your questions, why did you take me to your bedroom?"

In an attempt to shout loudly, she started huffing.

"What happened between you and Faisal, please tell me."

His soft tone still seems to be dry. In an answer, she again shouted.

"Why I tell you? Who you are to interfere in my personal life...."

"Hoor ul Ain..... just answer me of what I am asking you."

In a moment, his facial expressions changed, and his soft tone instantly turns into harsh. Hoor ul Ain becomes startled and fearfully looks at him.

On his red face, there was nothing other than rigidness. Only then did she hide her face in both of her hands, and started crying more profoundly.

"He is going to marry a rich woman and divorce me. I will die but I can't endure anymore disrespecting myself."

Her information was indeed worrisome. But how strange it is that his heart wriggles happily with an unknown feeling instead of getting worried. On his mushy lips, a soft smile came himself.

"It's good, Hoor ul Ain that headsman is leaving your life that easily."

His heart wish can't stop coming to his lips. In response, Hoor ul Ain glares at him with resentment and tears-filled eyes.

"I don't want him to leave me, after taking the label of kidnapped girl I can't label myself again as a divorced girl, I can't listen to the taunts of people."

Her voice became rasped. In response, Shanzal Ali Shah gets up from the bed and came to the window which is opening to the lawn.

"You are so much concerned about people, think something about yourself."

Putting both his hands in his jean pockets he said to her in a faint voice. When she wipes out the tears flowing on her cheeks and said.

"I lost the right of thinking about myself."

On Hoor ul Ain's strict answer, he becomes mum for a few seconds. Then again don't know what takes him to ask her another question.

"I can ask you a question if you don't mind."

"What's mind Mr. Shanzal...... it's been days that I lost my feelings."

On her such harsh answer, he came back to her.

"Tell me truly Hoor ul Ain...... is Faisal giving your legit rights?"

His brownish eyes were fully focused on staring at her when he asked her. She becomes perplexed and immediately lowers her eyes.

His question was not such a deep one that she doesn't know the meaning of it, but right now answering him truly was not possible for her. With lower eyes, she keeps sitting silently.

"I have asked you something Hoor ul Ain.....?"

Don't know what was his doubt that he was so adamant about clearing it. For now, it becomes hard for Hoor ul Ain to maintain all-good exposure. Then she turns her face away and said to him coldly.

"I'm not liable to answer any of your questions."

"Don't, but I am sure enough Faisal can't be courageous enough to neglect your alluring figure."

Though he was completely in his senses but his words were misleading him. On that Hoor ul Ain was enraged.

"Shut up...... Mr. Shanzal, like you not everyone is lustful in this world."

In contempt, she looks at him and shouted at him. He squeeze his lips and said in somberly.

"What lust I have shown you......? You are evident of my piousness.......if anyone doesn't know but you know it that keeping you in my prison for twenty days I didn't let go of my piousness, anyways, where Faisal has been gone to now."

"I don't know, he doesn't tell me wherever he goes."

Saying to him harshly, she made an effort to get off his king-size bed.

"Where are you going, Hoor ul Ain.....? You are not feeling well."

Finding her getting off the bed, he immediately came back to ask her. When she said to him rudely.

"I can take care of myself Mr. Shanzal, you don't need to get much worried about me."

"Hoor ul Ain you......."

Instantly he came to her to say something to her when she glares back at him with a cold look and said.

"I don't want your empathy.....to test my patience why you keep appearing in front of me, for God's sake go from here, Shanzal for the sake of your beloved relative go from Pakistan, please."

Saying to him rigidly, she feels like breaking in the end. In a desperate attempt to control herself, but still her eyes filled with tears.

In response, he slowly looks away from her and bites his lip in extreme pain.

"I will go, I will go soon, but you take care of yourself, please."

After saying he came out of the room taking long strides.

It's eleven at night, the weather is feeling a bit foggy outside. But his mind was feeling numb. His nerves feel like exhausted. Unwillingly, he sit on the driving seat and started his car.

The cold breeze keeps blowing which feels good for his burning eyes. He doesn't want to feel concerned for her but he can't stop himself from doing so. He doesn't want to think of her for a moment but his mind was not letting him think of something other than even her for a moment.