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Martha went out and ordered the lamb, and packed it as desired quite
clean in a napkin, and fitted it into the basket, and arranged with
Giles Hickbody to carry it down for her early in the morning to the
station, so that she might take the first train to Lessborough. It was
understood that she was to hire a fly at Lessborough to take her to
Nuncombe Putney. Now that she understood the importance of her mission
and was aware that the present she took with her was only the customary
accompaniment of an ambassadress entrusted with a great mission, Martha
said nothing even about the expense. The train started for Lessborough
at seven, and as she was descending from her room at six, Miss Stanbury
in her flannel dressing-gown stepped out of the door of her own room.
โJust put this in the basket,โ said she, handing a note to her servant.
โI thought last night Iโd write a word. Just put it in the basket and
say nothing about it.โ The note which she sent was as follows:
โThe Close, 8th April, 186-.
MY DEAR DOROTHY
As Martha talks of going over to pay you a visit, Iโve thought that Iโd
just get her to take you a quarter of lamb, which is coming in now very
nice. I do envy her going to see you, my dear, for I had gotten somehow
to love to see your pretty face. Iโm getting almost strong again; but
Sir Peter, who was here this afternoon, just calling as a friend, was
uncivil enough to say that Iโm too much of an old woman to go out in
the east wind. I told him it didnโt much matter for the sooner old
women made way for young ones, the better.
I am very desolate and solitary here. But I rather think that women who
donโt get married are intended to be desolate; and perhaps it is better
for them, if they bestow their time and thoughts properly as I hope you
do, my dear. A woman with a family of children has almost too many of
the cares of this world, to give her mind as she ought to the other.
What shall we say then of those who have no such cares, and yet do not
walk uprightly? Dear Dorothy, be not such a one. For myself, I
acknowledge bitterly the extent of my shortcomings. Much has been given
to me; but if much be expected, how shall I answer the demand?
I hope I need not tell you that whenever it may suit you to pay a visit
to Exeter, your room will be ready for you, and there will be a warm
welcome. Mrs MacHugh always asks after you; and so has Mrs Clifford. I
wonโt tell you what Mrs Clifford said about your colour, because it
would make you vain. The Heavitree affair has all been put off; of
course you have heard that. Dear, dear, dear! You know what I think, so
I need not repeat it.
Give my respects to your mamma and Priscilla, and for yourself, accept
the affectionate love of
Your loving old aunt,
JEMIMA STANBURY.
P.S. If Martha should say anything to you, you may feel sure that she
knows my mind.โ
Poor old soul. She felt an almost uncontrollable longing to have her
niece back again, and yet she told herself that she was bound not to
send a regular invitation, or to suggest an unconditional return.
Dorothy had herself decided to take her departure, and if she chose to
remain away so it must be. She, Miss Stanbury, could not demean herself
by renewing her invitation. She read her letter before she added to it
the postscript, and felt that it was too solemn in its tone to suggest
to Dorothy that which she wished to suggest. She had been thinking much
of her own past life when she wrote those words about the state of an
unmarried woman, and was vacillating between two mindsโwhether it were
better for a young woman to look forward to the cares and affections,
and perhaps hard usage, of a married life; or to devote herself to the
easier and safer course of an old maidโs career. But an old maid is
nothing if she be not kind and good. She acknowledged that, and,
acknowledging it, added the postscript to her letter. What though there
was a certain blow to her pride in the writing of it! She did tell
herself that, in thus referring her niece to Martha for an expression of
her own mind after that conversation which she and Martha had had in
the parlour, she was in truth eating her own words. But the postscript
was written, and though she took the letter up with her to her own room
in order that she might alter the words if she repented of them in the
night, the letter was sent as it was written, postscript and all.
She spent the next day with very sober thoughts. When Mrs MacHugh
called upon her and told her that there were rumours afloat in Exeter
that the marriage between Camilla French and Mr Gibson would certainly
be broken off, in spite of all purchases that had been made, she merely
remarked that they were two poor, feckless things, who didnโt know
their own minds. โCamilla knows herโs plain enough,โ said Mrs MacHugh
sharply; but even this did not give Miss Stanbury any spirit. She
waited, and waited patiently, till Martha should return, thinking of
the sweet pink colour which used to come and go in Dorothyโs cheeks
which she had been wont to observe so frequently, not knowing that she
had observed it and loved it.
RIVERโS COTTAGE
Three days after Hugh Stanburyโs visit to Manchester Street, he wrote a
note to Lady Rowley, telling her of the address at which might be found
both Trevelyan and his son. As Bozzle had acknowledged, facts are
things which may be found out. Hugh had gone to work somewhat after the
Bozzlian fashion, and had found out this fact. โHe lives at a place
called Riverโs Cottage, at Willesden,โ wrote Stanbury. โIf you turn off
the Harrow Road to the right, about a mile beyond the cemetery, you
will find the cottage on the left hand side of the lane, about a
quarter of a mile from the Harrow Road. I believe you can go to
Willesden by railway but you had better take a cab from London.โ There
was much consultation respecting this letter between Lady Rowley and
Mrs Trevelyan, and it was decided that it should not be shown to Sir
Marmaduke. To see her child was at the present moment the most urgent
necessity of the poor mother, and both the ladies felt that Sir
Marmaduke in his wrath might probably impede rather than assist her in
this desire. If told where he might find Trevelyan, he would probably
insist on starting in quest of his son-in-law himself, and the distance
between the mother and her child might become greater in consequence,
instead of less. There were many consultations; and the upshot of these
was, that Lady Rowley and her daughter determined to start for
Willesden without saying anything to Sir Marmaduke of the purpose they
had in hand. When Emily expressed her conviction that if Trevelyan
should be away from home they would probably be able to make their way
into the house so as to see the child, Lady Rowley with some hesitation
acknowledged that such might be the case. But the childโs mother said
nothing to her own mother of a scheme which she had half formed of so
clinging to her boy that no human power should separate them.
They started in a cab, as advised by Stanbury, and were driven to a
point on the road from which a lane led down to Willesden, passing by
Riverโs Cottage. They asked as they came along, and met no difficulty
in finding their way. At the point on the road indicated, there was a
country inn for hay-waggoners, and here Lady Rowley proposed that they
should leave their cab, urging that it might be best to call at the
cottage in the quietest manner possible; but Mrs Trevelyan, with her
scheme in her head for the recapture of their child, begged that the
cab might go on and thus they were driven up to the door.
Riverโs Cottage was not a prepossessing abode. It was a new building,
of light-coloured bricks, with a door in the middle and one window on
each side. Over the door was a stone tablet, bearing the name Riverโs
Cottage. There was a little garden between the road and the house,
across which there was a straight path to the door. In front of one
window was a small shrub, generally called a puzzle-monkey, and in
front of the other was a variegated laurel. There were two small
morsels of green turf, and a distant view round the corner of the house
of a row of cabbage stumps. If Trevelyan were living there, he had
certainly come down in the world since the days in which he had
occupied the house in Curzon Street. The two ladies got out of the cab,
and slowly walked across the little garden. Mrs Trevelyan was dressed
in black, and she wore a thick veil.
She had altogether been unable to make up her mind as to what should be
her conduct to her husband should she see him. That must be governed by
circumstances as they might occur. Her visit was made not to him, but
to her boy.
The door was opened before they knocked, and Trevelyan himself was
standing in the narrow passage.
Lady Rowley was the first to speak. โLouis,โ she said, โI have brought
your wife to see you.โ
โWho told you that I was here?โ he asked, still standing in the
passage.
โOf course a mother would find out where was her child,โ said Lady
Rowley.
โYou should not have come here without notice,โ he said. โI was careful
to let you know the conditions on which you should come.โ
โYou do not mean that I shall not see my child,โ said the mother. โOh,
Louis, you will let me see him.โ
Trevelyan hesitated a moment, still keeping his position firmly in the
doorway. By this time an old woman, decently dressed and of comfortable
appearance, had taken her place behind him, and behind her was a slip
of a girl about fifteen years of age. This was the owner of Riverโs
Cottage and her daughter, and all the inhabitants of the cottage were
now there, standing in the passage. โI ought not to let you see him,โ
said Trevelyan; โyou have intruded upon me in coming here! I had not
wished to see you here till you had complied with the order I had given
you.โ What a meeting between a husband and a wife who had not seen each
other now for many months, between a husband and a wife who were still
young enough not to have outlived the first impulses of their early
love! He still stood there guarding the way, and had not even put out
his hand to greet her. He was guarding the way lest she should, without
his permission, obtain access to her own child! She had not removed her
veil, and now she hardly dared to step over the threshold of her
husbandโs house. At this moment, she perceived that the woman behind
was pointing to the room on the left, as the cottage was entered, and
Emily at once understood that her boy was there. Then at that moment
she
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