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too small, Martha.โ€™

 

Martha went out and ordered the lamb, and packed it as desired quite

clean in a napkin, and fitted it into the basket, and arranged with

Giles Hickbody to carry it down for her early in the morning to the

station, so that she might take the first train to Lessborough. It was

understood that she was to hire a fly at Lessborough to take her to

Nuncombe Putney. Now that she understood the importance of her mission

and was aware that the present she took with her was only the customary

accompaniment of an ambassadress entrusted with a great mission, Martha

said nothing even about the expense. The train started for Lessborough

at seven, and as she was descending from her room at six, Miss Stanbury

in her flannel dressing-gown stepped out of the door of her own room.

โ€˜Just put this in the basket,โ€™ said she, handing a note to her servant.

โ€˜I thought last night Iโ€™d write a word. Just put it in the basket and

say nothing about it.โ€™ The note which she sent was as follows:

 

โ€˜The Close, 8th April, 186-.

 

MY DEAR DOROTHY

 

As Martha talks of going over to pay you a visit, Iโ€™ve thought that Iโ€™d

just get her to take you a quarter of lamb, which is coming in now very

nice. I do envy her going to see you, my dear, for I had gotten somehow

to love to see your pretty face. Iโ€™m getting almost strong again; but

Sir Peter, who was here this afternoon, just calling as a friend, was

uncivil enough to say that Iโ€™m too much of an old woman to go out in

the east wind. I told him it didnโ€™t much matter for the sooner old

women made way for young ones, the better.

 

I am very desolate and solitary here. But I rather think that women who

donโ€™t get married are intended to be desolate; and perhaps it is better

for them, if they bestow their time and thoughts properly as I hope you

do, my dear. A woman with a family of children has almost too many of

the cares of this world, to give her mind as she ought to the other.

What shall we say then of those who have no such cares, and yet do not

walk uprightly? Dear Dorothy, be not such a one. For myself, I

acknowledge bitterly the extent of my shortcomings. Much has been given

to me; but if much be expected, how shall I answer the demand?

 

I hope I need not tell you that whenever it may suit you to pay a visit

to Exeter, your room will be ready for you, and there will be a warm

welcome. Mrs MacHugh always asks after you; and so has Mrs Clifford. I

wonโ€™t tell you what Mrs Clifford said about your colour, because it

would make you vain. The Heavitree affair has all been put off; of

course you have heard that. Dear, dear, dear! You know what I think, so

I need not repeat it.

 

Give my respects to your mamma and Priscilla, and for yourself, accept

the affectionate love of

 

Your loving old aunt,

 

JEMIMA STANBURY.

 

P.S. If Martha should say anything to you, you may feel sure that she

knows my mind.โ€™

 

Poor old soul. She felt an almost uncontrollable longing to have her

niece back again, and yet she told herself that she was bound not to

send a regular invitation, or to suggest an unconditional return.

Dorothy had herself decided to take her departure, and if she chose to

remain away so it must be. She, Miss Stanbury, could not demean herself

by renewing her invitation. She read her letter before she added to it

the postscript, and felt that it was too solemn in its tone to suggest

to Dorothy that which she wished to suggest. She had been thinking much

of her own past life when she wrote those words about the state of an

unmarried woman, and was vacillating between two mindsโ€”whether it were

better for a young woman to look forward to the cares and affections,

and perhaps hard usage, of a married life; or to devote herself to the

easier and safer course of an old maidโ€™s career. But an old maid is

nothing if she be not kind and good. She acknowledged that, and,

acknowledging it, added the postscript to her letter. What though there

was a certain blow to her pride in the writing of it! She did tell

herself that, in thus referring her niece to Martha for an expression of

her own mind after that conversation which she and Martha had had in

the parlour, she was in truth eating her own words. But the postscript

was written, and though she took the letter up with her to her own room

in order that she might alter the words if she repented of them in the

night, the letter was sent as it was written, postscript and all.

 

She spent the next day with very sober thoughts. When Mrs MacHugh

called upon her and told her that there were rumours afloat in Exeter

that the marriage between Camilla French and Mr Gibson would certainly

be broken off, in spite of all purchases that had been made, she merely

remarked that they were two poor, feckless things, who didnโ€™t know

their own minds. โ€˜Camilla knows herโ€™s plain enough,โ€™ said Mrs MacHugh

sharply; but even this did not give Miss Stanbury any spirit. She

waited, and waited patiently, till Martha should return, thinking of

the sweet pink colour which used to come and go in Dorothyโ€™s cheeks

which she had been wont to observe so frequently, not knowing that she

had observed it and loved it.

CHAPTER LXVII

RIVERโ€™S COTTAGE

 

Three days after Hugh Stanburyโ€™s visit to Manchester Street, he wrote a

note to Lady Rowley, telling her of the address at which might be found

both Trevelyan and his son. As Bozzle had acknowledged, facts are

things which may be found out. Hugh had gone to work somewhat after the

Bozzlian fashion, and had found out this fact. โ€˜He lives at a place

called Riverโ€™s Cottage, at Willesden,โ€™ wrote Stanbury. โ€˜If you turn off

the Harrow Road to the right, about a mile beyond the cemetery, you

will find the cottage on the left hand side of the lane, about a

quarter of a mile from the Harrow Road. I believe you can go to

Willesden by railway but you had better take a cab from London.โ€™ There

was much consultation respecting this letter between Lady Rowley and

Mrs Trevelyan, and it was decided that it should not be shown to Sir

Marmaduke. To see her child was at the present moment the most urgent

necessity of the poor mother, and both the ladies felt that Sir

Marmaduke in his wrath might probably impede rather than assist her in

this desire. If told where he might find Trevelyan, he would probably

insist on starting in quest of his son-in-law himself, and the distance

between the mother and her child might become greater in consequence,

instead of less. There were many consultations; and the upshot of these

was, that Lady Rowley and her daughter determined to start for

Willesden without saying anything to Sir Marmaduke of the purpose they

had in hand. When Emily expressed her conviction that if Trevelyan

should be away from home they would probably be able to make their way

into the house so as to see the child, Lady Rowley with some hesitation

acknowledged that such might be the case. But the childโ€™s mother said

nothing to her own mother of a scheme which she had half formed of so

clinging to her boy that no human power should separate them.

 

They started in a cab, as advised by Stanbury, and were driven to a

point on the road from which a lane led down to Willesden, passing by

Riverโ€™s Cottage. They asked as they came along, and met no difficulty

in finding their way. At the point on the road indicated, there was a

country inn for hay-waggoners, and here Lady Rowley proposed that they

should leave their cab, urging that it might be best to call at the

cottage in the quietest manner possible; but Mrs Trevelyan, with her

scheme in her head for the recapture of their child, begged that the

cab might go on and thus they were driven up to the door.

 

Riverโ€™s Cottage was not a prepossessing abode. It was a new building,

of light-coloured bricks, with a door in the middle and one window on

each side. Over the door was a stone tablet, bearing the name Riverโ€™s

Cottage. There was a little garden between the road and the house,

across which there was a straight path to the door. In front of one

window was a small shrub, generally called a puzzle-monkey, and in

front of the other was a variegated laurel. There were two small

morsels of green turf, and a distant view round the corner of the house

of a row of cabbage stumps. If Trevelyan were living there, he had

certainly come down in the world since the days in which he had

occupied the house in Curzon Street. The two ladies got out of the cab,

and slowly walked across the little garden. Mrs Trevelyan was dressed

in black, and she wore a thick veil.

 

She had altogether been unable to make up her mind as to what should be

her conduct to her husband should she see him. That must be governed by

circumstances as they might occur. Her visit was made not to him, but

to her boy.

 

The door was opened before they knocked, and Trevelyan himself was

standing in the narrow passage.

 

Lady Rowley was the first to speak. โ€˜Louis,โ€™ she said, โ€˜I have brought

your wife to see you.โ€™

 

โ€˜Who told you that I was here?โ€™ he asked, still standing in the

passage.

 

โ€˜Of course a mother would find out where was her child,โ€™ said Lady

Rowley.

 

โ€˜You should not have come here without notice,โ€™ he said. โ€˜I was careful

to let you know the conditions on which you should come.โ€™

 

โ€˜You do not mean that I shall not see my child,โ€™ said the mother. โ€˜Oh,

Louis, you will let me see him.โ€™

 

Trevelyan hesitated a moment, still keeping his position firmly in the

doorway. By this time an old woman, decently dressed and of comfortable

appearance, had taken her place behind him, and behind her was a slip

of a girl about fifteen years of age. This was the owner of Riverโ€™s

Cottage and her daughter, and all the inhabitants of the cottage were

now there, standing in the passage. โ€˜I ought not to let you see him,โ€™

said Trevelyan; โ€˜you have intruded upon me in coming here! I had not

wished to see you here till you had complied with the order I had given

you.โ€™ What a meeting between a husband and a wife who had not seen each

other now for many months, between a husband and a wife who were still

young enough not to have outlived the first impulses of their early

love! He still stood there guarding the way, and had not even put out

his hand to greet her. He was guarding the way lest she should, without

his permission, obtain access to her own child! She had not removed her

veil, and now she hardly dared to step over the threshold of her

husbandโ€™s house. At this moment, she perceived that the woman behind

was pointing to the room on the left, as the cottage was entered, and

Emily at once understood that her boy was there. Then at that moment

she

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