The Maid of Maiden Lane by Amelia E. Barr (mobi reader android txt) 📕

my own youth! But this enchanting creature cannot make of her father—anything but what he is.”

“This time I am desperately, and really, in love.”

“So you were with Mollie Trefuses, with Sarah Talbot, with Eliza Capel, with Matilda Howard—and a galaxy of minor beauties.”

“But it has come to this—I wish to marry Miss Moran; and I never wished to marry any other woman.”

“You have forgotten—And by Heaven! you must forget Miss Moran. She is not to be thought of as a wife—for one moment.”

“Sir, you are not so unjust as to make such a statement without giving me a reason for it.”

“Giving you a reason! My reason ought to have sprung up voluntary in your own heart. It is an incredible thing if you are not already familiar with it.”

“Simply, sir, I profess my ignorance.”

“Look around you. Look east, and west, and north, and south,—all these rich lands were bought with your Uncle William’s money. He made himself poor, to make me rich; because, having brought me up as his heir, he thought his marriage late in life had in a manner defrauded me. You know that the death of his two sons has again made me the heir to the Hyde earldom; and that after me, the succession is yours. Tell me now what child is left to your uncle?”

“Only his daughter Annie, a girl of fourteen or fifteen years.”

“What will become of her when her father dies?”

“Sir, how can I divine her future?”

“It is your duty to divine her future. Her father has no gold to leave her—he gave it to me—and the land he cannot leave her; yet she has a natural right, beyond either mine or yours.”

“I give her my right, cheerfully.”

“You cannot give it to her—unless you outlaw yourself from your native country—strip yourself of your citizenship—declare yourself unworthy to be a son of the land that gave you birth. Even if you perpetrated such a civil crime, you would render no service to Annie. Your right would simply lapse to the son of Herbert Hyde—the young man you met at Oxford—”

“Surely, sir, we need not talk of that fellow. I have already told you what a very sycophant he is. He licks the dust before any man of wealth or authority; his tongue hangs down to his shoe-buckles.”

“Well then, sir, what is your duty to Annie Hyde?”

“I do not conceive myself to have any special duty to Annie Hyde.”

“Upon my honour, you are then perversely stupid! But it is impossible that you do not realize what justice, honour, gratitude and generosity demand from you! When your uncle wrote me that pitiful letter which informed me of the death of his last son, my first thought was that his daughter must be assured her right in the succession. There is one way to compass this. You know what that way is.—Why do you not speak?”

“Because, sir, if I confess your evident opinion to be just, I bind myself to carry it out, because of its justice.”

“Is it not just?”

“It might be just to Annie and very unjust to me.”

“No, sir. Justice is a thing absolute; it is not altered by circumstances, especially for a circumstance so trivial as a young man’s idle fancy.”

“‘Tis no idle fancy. I love Cornelia Moran.”

“You have already loved a score of beauties—and forgotten them.”

“I have admired, and forgot. If I had loved, I should not have forgotten. Now, I love.”

“Then, sir, be a man, a noble man, and put your personal gratification below justice, honour, and gratitude. This is the first real trial of your life, George, are you going to play the coward in it?”

“If you could only see Miss Moran!”

“I should find it difficult to be civil to her. George, I put before you a duty that no gentleman can by any possibility evade.”

“If this arrangement is so important, why was I not told of it, ere this?”

“It is scarcely a year since your Cousin Harry’s death. Annie is not fifteen years old. I did not wish to force matters. I intended you to go to England next year, and I hoped that a marriage might come without my advice or my interference. It seemed to me that Annie’s position would itself open your heart to her.”

“I have no heart to give her.”

“Then you must at least give her your hand. I myself proposed this arrangement, and your uncle’s pleasure and gratitude were of the most touching kind. Further, if you will have the very truth, then know, that under no circumstances, will I sanction a marriage with Doctor Moran’s daughter.”

“You cannot possibly object to her, sir. She is perfection itself.”

“I object to her in-toto. I detest Doctor Moran, personally. I know not why, nor care wherefore. I detest him still more sincerely as a man of French extraction. I was brought very much in contact with him for three years, and if we had not been in camp, and under arms, I would have challenged him a score of times. He is the most offensive of men. He brought his race prejudices continually to the front. When Lafayette was wounded, with some of his bragging company, nothing would do but Doctor Moran must go with them to the hospital at Bethlehem; yes, and stay there, until the precious marquis was out of danger. I’ll swear that he would not have done this for Washington—he would have blustered about the poor fellows lying sick in camp. Moran talks about being an American, and the Frenchman crops out at every corner. But HE is neither here, nor there, in our affairs; what I wish you to remember is, that rank has its duties as well as its privileges; and you would be a poltroon to accept one and ignore the other. What are you going to do?”

“I know not. I must think—”

“I am ashamed of you! In the name of all that is honourable, what is there to think about? Have you told this Miss Moran that you love her?”

“Not in precise words. I have only seen her three or four times.”

“Then, sir, you have only YOURSELF to think about. Have I a son with so little proper feeling that he needs to think a moment when the case is between honour and himself? George, it is high time that you set out to travel. In the neighbourhood of your mother, and your grandparents, and your flatterers in the city, you never get beyond the atmosphere of your own whims and fancies. This conversation has come sooner than I wished; but after it, there is nothing worth talking about.”

“Sir, you are more cruel and unreasonable than I could believe possible.”