the side of darkness you dont see by leanne (the unexpected everything .TXT) 📕

new girl who she think is out his out of your league” I look at him for a while he smiles at me so I turn back to my group and ask if anyone wants a drink and get up to go to the drink machine I got myself a orange juice I turn away from the drink machine to find Theo standing behind me he smiles down at me I don’t smile back at him. I try to get pass him he blocking my only exit by putting his hands either side of me my head and boxing me in he leans towards his eyes always on me “so crystal are you going to tell me what freaked out yesterday outside of school” I stared at him I tried to think of something to say to him. He get closer to me I open my mouth but nothing came out he asked me again in my ear without meaning to tell him “I felt eyes watching me not in a nice I felt scared so moved near to you I felt safe with you when we got to the top of the stairs I turned round there was no one there” I was breathing fast I like a ran a marathon he looks at me not smiling he turns away but before I could move he turned back round told me to promise him not to go outside on my own ever his has disappeared completely I just nodded and he walked.
My first lesson is English with Mr. Gold he quite old with a bit of grey hair coming through to his black hair. I sat trying to keep up with what he was talking about but all I think about was Theo walker ever since he made me promise not to go outside on my own. I been trying to figure out what he meant by that. God I hate English for two reason the first is I’m really bad at it and two is the boy next to me won’t keep his hands to himself if he carries on touching me like this I’m going to hit him as if the boy reading my mind he moved his hand a bit farther up my thigh. I turned a waked him Mr. Gold turn towards me and tells me to get out of the classroom I turn back towards to the boy he smirks at me. I pick up my thing and leave the classroom Mr. Gold follows me out of the room. I turn towards him he doesn’t look very happy “Miss Wood this is your first day here and already your setting a bad impression on me so I want you to go and say sorry to tom now do you hear me” he defiantly looked mad but I’m not going to say sorry to that pervert he started it. He started to tap his foot and asked me again if I heard him I nodded “so you going to say sorry” I shake my head tapping stopped and he looked at me “no Miss Wood why not” he glares at me “I’m not apologizing to tom he should be one saying sorry to me” he stares at me his face gone very dark looking “and why is this Miss Wood” this is getting really annoying this isn’t my fault “sir for most of the lesson he hasn’t kept his hand to himself” I could see that he was getting pissed off now “what is that supposed to mean” god sake is he that stupid this is the last straw “it mean sir that he is a pervert who couldn’t keep his hands to himself if you’re that stupid it means he kept touching me in places where he shouldn’t be” by the end of the last word got out of my mouth my voice has risen so most of the people in the classroom could hear. After my outburst Mr. Gold looked really livid he tells me to go to the headmistress office and he walks back into the classroom. I walked into the receptionist office she told me to sit down and Mrs will be right with me. Sat there for a while before Mrs. Coop came out and called me in I followed her into her office what is very bright with two big window behind her desk and a couple of painting and a bookshelf jammed with loads of books. She tells me to take a sit opposite her desk “so crystal I heard from your English teacher that you hit a boy you were sitting next to then when he told you to say sorry you refused to do as you told because you said he couldn’t keep his hands to himself and you called Mr. Gold stupid so is it that what happen” she stares at me but she didn’t seem mad at me she looked a bit thoughtful. I nodded then she asked me explain from the beginning so I told her that sir put me next to tom and that after a few minute of sitting next to him he started touching in places I didn’t like i slapped him so told me to go outside and so on.
When I finally got out of Mrs. Coop office I missed my second lesson so it was break I went to find Tiff where she told me to meet her this morning. I walked into the lunch room most of the people turned and stared at me the only one who wouldn’t quite smirking at me was tom god he was annoying me I wanted to hit him again. I turned my gaze to the table where my mates were sitting waving at me. I walk over to the table I dropped my bag down on the floor and took a sit next to Tiff she smiles her warm welcoming smile at me I smile back her “so tom a pervert then” she starts to laugh I laugh with her when we stopped I told her what happen we started to laugh again. Tiff stares right past me so I turn round to see what she was looking at when something caught my eye it was Theo staring at me again he wasn’t smiling this time it looked like he was examining me like he wanted to find something I turned away from him his stare was to intense. I got up from the table to get a drink from the machine I could sense Theo behind me so I turned round to face him he smiles down at me not his cocky smile but a smile I haven’t seen before it made smile back at him without me realising I was smiling at him I turn my head away from looking a bit embarrassed. As I feel him move closer to me I look up at him we stayed like this for ages staring into each other’s eyes then he “that it is dam there saw it coming but I didn’t” I stood there staring at him confused. I went to turn away because I thought he was crazy but he grabbed hold of my hand and pulled me round to look at him he was smiling the same one what make my whole body tingle he rubs his thumb over the back of my hand I look up at him trying to figure out why I felt scared of him when we first met but now I feel safe with him holding my hand and rubbing my troubles away with the stroke of his thumb against my skin. I just wanted to stand there for a while longer but it was all too good to be true. Emily walks over to us and asks Theo to help her with her homework he tells her to go and wait by table and he will be there in a minute. He turns back towards me and smiles again he lets go of my hand and steps away from me before he leaves he asks me to not to go alone outside again I promise him that and he walks away from I stood there for a while then I turned back towards the table where my friends were and walked back there and sat down
At lunch I sat with my group of friends we were talking about what we were going to do tonight because it was Bridie’s 15th birthday and we want to do something special for her but she keep saying she wants something cheap. When she went off to go and see her boyfriend we all started to organize Bridie’s little birthday bash we were thinking of going to the cinema then to coco’s. We sat there on the grass outside for ages until we organize everything first we go to the cinema watch very girly movies then we go to the club coco for under 18 then after the club we go back to the school. But before we can do any of this we have to get the headmistress to agree on this.
When we finish discussing what we were going to do we went to see Mrs. Cooper we told her are plans she agreed with to be back at nine a clock no later or we would be banded for leaving the school grounds for three weeks we agreed. We left her office to get to our next lesson for me it was history Bridie had that with me we walked together. Our history teacher was a very young woman her smile was very bright and friendly she had bright blue eyes a bit like Theo eyes she always so have the same chocolate brown hair as him I wonder if she related to her. I turned to Bridie she smiles “isn’t she pretty that Theo’s mum he got her eye and hair colour” she giggle a very girly one like she fancy him. The entire where through history I had the same senses I had near Theo yesterday and today like I was safe near her and her son. I tried to work but there was something wrong around I feel the eyes watching me again it felt like it felt when I first got here. I turned toward one of the windows where I felt someone staring at me but no one was there i felt a shiver go through. Bridie turns towards me and give me a puzzling look “Crystal are you ok you gone really pale” her voice filled with concern I just nodded and turned back to my work. After I finish a bit of the essay we were supposed to be doing I look up and Mrs. Walker was staring at me like the way Theo did on the first day on the steps but this time I didn’t feel like moving towards her but I did feel like telling her what happen my I restrained myself from doing it. I looked away before I spilled everything out to her and I don’t really want to do that. I was so glad when the bell rang I got all things up and rushed out of the door before Mrs. Walker could stop to talk to me. Bridie wasn’t very happy that I didn’t wait for her I broke down crying she makes me sit down on a bench in the shade where people couldn’t see that I was crying she rubs my back “it ok Crystal tell me what wrong” she sounded really worried I turn toward her and wipe my eye “Bridie I don’t know what to do it feel like my family forgotten about me i miss them i want to go home I do really like you guys but I miss my mum so much it hurts” i finish speaking