if you only knew by shelby sears (good non fiction books to read txt) 📕

I heard him moan again. hi I smiled. I missed you, I kissed him again I missed yah 2. I kept going until I knew I had him like puddy in my hands. hay baby i said between kissing him. hum? you dated my sister? what? he managed to say. you dated car? I shoved my tong down his throught . yea he said. when you to date? um be 4 we met. really I grabbed the back of his neck and shoved his face between my Brest yea it um didn’t work to well between us. and why didn't you tell me? I ah i kissed him again. it never came up. did you hurt her? yea when we broke up she took it hard cause she really fell for me. so how long was that? before i met you ? OK I said and got off him glad your home love yah IM going to bed I kissed his cheek and walked away. What he said when I walked away . maybe tomorrow I said,
I really wanted to know what was going on so I waited until he went to a meeting at work to go search his office. I loved him and I trusted him. Didn’t I ? would I be doing this is I really cared for him? I went through his computer his desk everything and nothing. I went to the book case last and as I went through it a box fell off the top of the shelf. And all the items fell out on the floor. I picked up the items and put them back a sap when I came over a birth certificate for Matthew lee Maguire what? Father was David Maguire and mother Diana martin I couldn’t breathe Matty was my baby? When was I pregnant is that what this scar is? Is that why I feel a connection to him ? I heard David coming in the door so I put everything back In the box and walked in the joining door to our room.
He came in kissed me and went to the shower. I had to find out when I had a baby and when did I forget. Can you forget something like that?
The next day when he went to work I went through that box and found records of a mental clinic what in the world. It said that David’s wife went there after a car crash with her and their son matty were there she was thrown from the car and the baby was fine as could be. Well what the fuck? If im mattys mother than when the fuck was I in a mental hut.
When David got off work we went out to dinner and a club after. I figured I get him liquored up and thank ask some questions. Hay baby I whispered in his ear while we were at the club. Yea baby. Dance with me. I gave him a sexy smile and led him to the dance floor, when I kissed him it was like parks of electric shot out from the tips of our lips, fuck me I whispered. What hear. Yea right here right now. he didn’t take me for real so I jumped up on him and wrapped my legs around his waist and un did his pants fuck me now. And he did no second worries for him. While we were in the middle of this I thought would be the best time to ask some questions. Baby I asked. What he panted out. Were u married before. I saw a sad look pop over his face. Yes he finally said. What happened? Um there was a car crash and she hit her head and she forgot who she was. Is she still alive I asked. Yes he whispered,
We went home and he seemed a little different. I couldn’t wait any longer is matty your son? He turned around and staired at me. What did you just say? Are you mattys father? I guess he could see the sadness in my ryrs cause he told me the truth. Yes I am his father
Chapter 4
Oh ok I got sick to my stomach.. so you’re the one guy she slept with and said was a jerk. No it wasn’t like that. Than how was it David cause IM dying to understand. He came up and grabbed my face aw Diana if you could only understand. Make me understand David please. I can’t he whispered. Am I his mother? He just stared in my eyes. Did you remember something? No um kind of. I found his birth certificate and it said I’m his mother plus lately there have been some dreams. And I can’t really explain them. But am I his mother?
He was crying he shook his head up and down. Yea you are. One more question. He looked pained that I would keep talking after that. Am I your wife? Are we all ready married? He crested my face in his hand and he kissed me. Yes my sweet we are. What happened to me David the truth please. Um we were newly married and you had taken matt to see your dad and you too got fighting. You stormed out of the house and by that time it was storming so bad out you couldn’t see anything. Your dad asked you to stay there and you could stay in your old room or to just leave matt there. But you left any way and um a car ran you off the road and you went down a cliff and you were thrown from the car. But matt was fine he only had some scratches and stuff but you, you were a different story.
David why were me and my dad fighting? He um didn’t like the fact we got married so young. You were only 17 and I was a lil bit older than you, but your father didn’t approve and you too went at it for a while you too fought so bad you weren’t on speaking terms . why does car have matt why didn’t you keep him. After you forgot about me I couldn’t deal with being hear any more. So you left our son. Yea. So where we really meat. A party that’s one reason your dad hated me. But you loved me. I always have. When they told me you were awake I couldn’t believe it I came back as soon as I could but one thing they didn’t tell me was you forgot me and matty . so after I woke up you stuck around? No I left went back to my job but a course my job led me hear. Where your sister was in my class and I met you.
As I sat there I tried to remember us me and him pregnant with matt all of it but I couldn’t . David said we should get some sleep so we layed down and he didn’t come near me so I went to him. I wrapped myself around him. Hay this me knows you and she loves you. And I’m not going anywhere you hear me. He kissed me and fell asleep.
When I finally fell asleep I had the strangest dream it was me but the old me. When I met David. Getting pregnant with matty, him telling me he wouldn’t leave me alone and proposing to me 3 months after I got pregnant . the big fight and my sister running me off the road. I jumped up in a huge sweat. David pulled me into his arms cause I couldn’t breathe he was trying to calm me down.
David I remembered it all, all of it you , me , matty all of it. And Carmen running me off the road. Diana he whispered. Yea baby it’s me I’m back.. and I’m never leaving you again I whispered.. I want my baby David now . well hes not really a baby any more. Still I want to see him. Does he know ? yea he does he understands you got hurt and lost your memory. But he has been waiting until you came back to him. And me and when we could be a family. So has he always known you’re his father. A course why wouldn’t he? I don’t know. Come on I jumped out of bed and got dressed and he followed right behind me. Should we call car I asked him. No she will be up you know her eairly bird gets the worm stuff. Yea your right.
Chapter 5
Carmen I entered the house calling her name in the office she shouted, Carmen I ran into the room. What, what is it? I want my son. She sank down into her chair. Oh my god she whispered. Yea I said I remember everything and I do mean everything. Diana come on I was mad I didn’t mean to . yes you did you men’t to hurt me like I hurt you.. you wanted my baby cause you can’t have any and you were mad cause he came to me and not you. Because the fabulous Carmen got everything she ever wanted but when one man turned you down for your sister you couldn’t let me be happy someone wanted me . and you couldn’t stand it, now I’m taking my son and I’m going home.
I went to walk out of the room when she came up behind me with the sissors in hand she stabbed me in my chest and I fell to the ground. He’s mine she yelled. You can’t have him I