Why by By: zzmbrashear (novels in english txt) 📕

memories from the past.

So look me in the eye
and tell me what you see
a girl so broke inside
who's been through misery.

And now I’m moving on
with the pain that kills inside
but I’m starting to forget
by reminding myself, how you lied!

I know there is someone out there for me. Someone who will never let go, and until I find him, I must go through life wondering Why? Why him? Why now? Why me?


Funny how it seemed, I never wished it was you
As years passed by, I grew up to realize that we were impossible
You put me through so many emotions, so many tests
I kept saying "what if" or "what could have been"

It's been years since the first time I felt it calling
And life has been a roller coaster ever since
It's not that you didn't know, or you didn't care
But there was nothing else you could do to make it better

Many times, I prayed you could just disappear into this thin air
I wished you could have walked away forever and never come back
You sounded so concerned about me being even more hurt
And you chose to sacrifice our friendship to save my life

But it was just another empty promise
You said it, you convinced me, and you made me believe
And today you pull me in to the same picture like ever
Trying to get my life to live in a replay



From time to time, I just wished I could put "hate" into my mouth
Or just gather some hatred to erase you from this heart
Could you have been gone since that time
Things would have changed and I would not be writing this now

Leave me once and for all, would you?
Stay away from my life and never called me again
The lost of our friendship would not make much impact on your life
Trust me, losing each other is the best for both of us

Because I hope and I want to wake up one day
Not thinking or even knowing about your existence in this very life



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Publication Date: 04-05-2011

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