Girl Lost in Life by Trichele Danee` Moone (book club books .txt) 📕

So me I’m pissed off and I say, “ You gay little punk I said don’t put your hands on me again.” And he says, “ I do what I want when I want.” So I punch the crap out of him and I got my bag and left the school and Tony started to follow me and I said, “ Go away Tony now.” And well, he did go away but I kind of wanted him to stay. By time I got home Jane was there and she was pissed so she grounded me for two weeks. I told her I’m ok with that because I’m not going out with anybody and I went upstairs and started to play my guitar which is midnight-blue with moon and stars on it with my nickname Moone, and I got tired so I went to bed around nine pm.


Chapter Four


I’m in my bedroom and it’s been a week and a day since I’ve been grounded. I haven’t been in school since my first day at Lafayette High but I doubt that I’ll ever go back. It’s ten at night on Sunday I’m in my room playing my guitar then all of a sudden my moms comes in my room and says, “ Baby its time you do something to this room.” And me, well, I wasn’t paying attention to her. I’m still playing my guitar and I really don’t feel like talking to her but I don’t want her getting mad since I’m already grounded, so I say, “ Whatever. But what if I want to paint my room a different color? Will you help me paint it or what?” She looks like that’s what she wants to do and she says, “ Yes, I’ll help you and Mr. Williams and his son Tony can help if you want them to.” Then she smiles kind of sneaky-like and I’m thinking ` oh my god I can’t believe she just asked me that! ` So I say “Sure, fine, ok, whatever.” then she walks out my new room. I’m thinking the only reason she’s going to ask Mr. Williams to help is she has a crush on him but that woman needs to think he tried to rape me, but maybe I’ll go out with Tony Williams and see what he’s likes and if he’s my type I’ll consider dating him but for now I got to take my punishment like a grown woman right now and see if I can get along with Jane. I probably won’t even last long enough at school so I might as well start kissing up to her now and not later and make up for what I did on my first day at a new school. And Anyway, Tony’s kind of cute like his father but wait, what if his dad told him that I kissed him but he kissed me back and tried to rap me. Ok, maybe I’m taking it a bit too far but it’s true. Well, I guess we’ll see if his dad told him or not when it’s time to paint my new bedroom. But he likes me already and I know it because I know everything…. Well almost everything that is.


Chapter Five


Today Jane, Mr. Williams, Tony and myself or going to be painting my room and they don’t know what color we’re going to be painting it…. well it’s kind of a surprise I guess. So everyone walks in my room and they all stare at me then Tony says, “What is the color we’re painting your room?” So I said, “ What is everyone staring at?” No one answered me so I said, “ We’re going to be painting my room midnight blue my favorite color, and does anyone have questions?” Nobody said anything everyone just took a couple of paintbrushes and dip their paint brushes in the paint and we were painting, but then Tony said, “ I’m thirsty may I have something to drink please?” I’m thinking if I can get him down stairs with me I can ask him a few questions so I said, “Yeah, sure if you come down stairs with me.” He look pleased when I said that Tony didn’t say anything he nodded twice and he followed me out of my room and down the stairs and into the kitchen and I look in the freezer. And Tony just standing there and I handed him some bottles of water and then he sat at the kitchen table and I sat down too so I can ask him the questions but then he stands up and I was about to get up and follow him out the kitchen but he pushed me back down in the chair and that kind of scared me then Tony said, “ Do you like me Trichele?” and I looked at him for a long moment and he stares at me while he waits for me to answer his question but he’s just so cute I stood up and got a little closer then our lips met each other and we were kissing but this is the crazy part is that our parents came down stairs and they didn’t say anything they just up stairs then we went back up stairs because we didn’t know they had came down the stairs until we went back up stairs and found them going back up the stairs. I really didn’t care that they seen us kiss it was kind of romantic in a weird way though. The next day I went back to school because Jane said that I need my education I haven’t been in school for a fucking month and now she wants me to go back but, I went back everyone stayed out of my and even Bailey and I don’t know why she was supposed to be my friend but it seems not but I really don’t care because she seemed like a mean know it all who wants to be fashionable but she already is and she doesn’t see that yet but I can help her see that only if she’d talk to me. So I went to my next class with Tony and he says he’ll call me later and I walked into the class and sat next to Bailey and she just looked at me but I was scared she wouldn’t talk to me. Then I said, “ Hi, Bailey.” She looked at me and then said, “ Sorry I can’t talk to you anymore we all know you are dating Tony Williams and we’re scared that you’ll become a mean stuck up popular girl.” I was dumbfounded I was really hurt by that I didn’t think she could be so hypercritical so I looked at her for a moment then I said, “I can’t believe you just said that too me I may be going out with Tony the cool guy if you will but no guy will ever change.” I was actually crying and she were just staring at me then I continued, “ You are my only friend but if you don’t see that then don’t ever talk to me again. People are always judging me and saying I’m a bad person but I’m not so if you think I’m a bad person then never and I mean never talk to me again.” They didn’t say anything they just stared straight behind me and I knew at that instant that Tony was behind me so I turned around and looked at him and walked away from all of them and the rest of the our classmates I didn’t want to be embarrassed I only went to that damn school once.


Chapter Six

I went home after that and today was Jane’s day off and she asked why I was crying and why I was I home so early I told her why and she told me just to cry and the pain will go away and it did until Tony call Jane answered the phone she told him to hold on a moment and then when I heard his voice I hung up I couldn’t talk to him I was scared he would be mad at me. The next day of school was the hardest day of my life Jane dropped me to school because I didn’t want to walk because Tony would stop me and try to talk to me. I seen Tony by my locker so I decided it was time to tell him what I’m thinking so he was smiling and I was so nervous I was hesitating when I was getting closer to him but he didn’t seem to notice then Tony said, “Hey, cutie pie what’s up with you. You’ve been acting very weird lately like you’re not yourself or something.” I was so nervous I think I was sweating but I wasn’t so I started off by saying, “ Tony we’ve only been dating for a month and my friends hate me because they think I’ll become a stuck up popular girl like all the others and I told them I guy will never change and guys don’t change me but I think it’s time spilt up for a while I just don’t want to be hurt.” He looked at me like he was pissed then he said, “You think that doesn’t hurt me that you want to breakup it hurts a lot I hope you know that Trichele.” He was very angry and I was crying again and then I said, “ I know it hurts but I think it’s for the best for now can’t we talk about this later we don’t need to talk about this at school this is private.” Tony just nodded and walked away I was still crying and then Bailey and her friends came while I was crying and was kind of mad at them so I said, “Now you are going to talk to me when I break going to up with Tony? Well I don’t want to hear it.” And they seemed pissed at me to well I really didn’t care mind was on Tony at the moment I got the books I needed for Mr. Ledet’s class I wiped my tears away and walked to class I sat down thinking about my mad almost ex-boyfriend Tony Devon Williams sitting right behind me. I can feel his eyes on me it makes me feel awkward. Then Mr. Ledet called on me because he knew I wasn’t paying attention so I answered him with the wrong answer I said 24 but the answer was three numbers off which was stupidly weird. So it was after school Jane came pick me up and I was happy I didn’t see Tony’s face yet I; he also called on my cell to tell me he’s coming over at five o’clock so we can talk in private like I wanted, but I was completely nervous what if Felix tells Tony before he comes to my house I think it’s time to tell Tony what happened between me and his father.


Chapter Seven

Well, it’s five thirty in the afternoon he’s thirty minutes late I want to cry so badly it hurts so bad to breakup with him and to know that he is hurting badly because he loves me and we only been dating for a month. I just heard a car door I think it’s over here. I told myself to get ready for either yelling or crying. I heard a knock at the door so I got up and went answer it. It was Tony he still looked pissed off at me but I managed to talk I said, “ Tony are you still mad at me for what happened at school this morning?” he nodded I can’t believe