Dieing never felt so cold it was as if i was drowning in the river by Tatyana Thomas (simple ebook reader txt) 📕

telling me. You better not get in my way i am planing on marring your mother. I never got in my mom's way where are you getting this from ? You just better stay away from your mother and me that's all i am saying. Oh and if i don't what will happen ? Something that you will never forget he said walking away. I jumped screaming oh my god he did kill me . Amanda are you alright? what happend ? asked Justin. Noting i told him just a bad dream that all. I didn't want him to know who killed me. I needed to take care of it myself. I'll stay in here with you if you would like. No thank you but i am alright really. If you need me i will be down the hall to the right frist door. Thank you i said closing the door. I needed to think of a plan fast and make sure Justin won't know.

Chapter Four- My plan

My plan was to get pass Justin with out him knowing i was gone. I needed to go see for myself that my family was safe from Tom. If he tryed to kill anyone else i would have to kill him there was no way i was going to lieave him alive if he is a killer. I can't imagen what if will do to my mom if they get married. There is just on ething i needed to do before i go to my house. I wrote a note so Justin knew i was safe.
Justin i don't know how to thank you for everything.
There is something i need to do by myself.
I promise you i will tell you everthing when i am done.
I need to do this . Please don't look for me.
Amanda.
Leaving the note on the his bed. She looked at the note then walked out into the rain. Why did she ever think she can falling in love with him that is just something in her heart that is telling her this is fake . As she walked now the street thing were falling apart. Her life was over, there was noting she could do, noting that will make this right. Amanda felt so cold even though she is a vampire, she couldn't stand it. Maybe if she tried to kill herself things will be easy on everyone and she wouldn't need to hide to make sure no one see's her. Every day will be hard knowing that i can't be with my family anymore because of my mom's boyfriend. I hope that there will be an Angel watching over them because i can't, not when i'm going to leave this city so no one has to face me when i look dead. Amanda went to her house to get her thing. She put her clothes and everything else in the car. She got in the car and took off with out saying goodbye. Driving took away her pain, her weakness. Amanda made herself not to feel love anymore. She wished that her and Justin would have lasted but it's to much. She felt like she was drowning with pain. Amanda didn't look where she was going when a little dog stopped and looked at her. She got out and picked up the dog and went back to her car with him. Hoping was the last thing from her mind, she felt the world falling all around her, no matter where she would go. Going to the house where she first lived when she was five was something she never though she would do but she had no where else to go. Amanda got out of her car and picked up her thing. When she opened the door there was one light on in her room she got the bat under the rag. She walked slowly to the room and looked inside but no one was there. Amanda turned around and standing there was Justin with his arms folded.
He looked so pissed as if he wanted to kill someone. To broke the silence Amanda said, What are you doing here ? I got your note he said. You didn't say that you were going to move out of my house he looked at her. Justin i need to be alone. She didn't want to say that he was everything to her, that she looked him but instead of that she asked how did you find me ? It wasn't easy i came home and looked in your room then mine. I read the note and went looking for you but i couldn't find you first. Then i saw a car that i though you would drive only. You pulled up to the house and got out of the car. I was waiting for you for three hours said Justin. Why ? I told you i don't need your help didn't i ? said Amanda. It didn't fucking matter! I care what happens to you and your not ready to be on your own yet said Justin. The hell with it said Amanda, i am not some fucking kid ok i can take care of myself, besides your not my dad are you ? just leave me alone thats all i am asking for. You know that i can't he said not even looking at her but the ground. Things won't always go the way you want them to so why can't you just got over it and just let me go ? There things you need to know and learn first before you can be on your own Amanda, you can't just go off by yourself. There are people that want to kill vampires. They would love to get there hands on one and do tests on us! Do you want that to happen to you? he asked looking pissed off as hell. No but i don't want to be living here with you ! why ? do you think i will do something to you ? I don't fucking know and i don't even know you that well. Dammit Amanda would you fucking get a hold of yourself! I will be sleeping in my room and i promise i won't get near you, is that good enough for you ? Yea i guess that will have to do she said looking at him. Fine now let get some sleep. Um we can't sleep you said that. I know what i said but you can still close your eyes and think or do what you want. Fine then get out of my room Amanda said looking pissed. No problem see you tomorrow he said closing the door.
When i got up there was a note under my bed.
Amanda i want out to hunt
be back in two hours
don't do anything stupid
See you then .
God i can't believe him. What is his problem ? Well this should be fun i have the house to myself for two hours awesome!! What should i do? hm.... before she could think of something to do the phone rang. Hello ? Amanda don't you even think about going anywhere do you understand ? Who the fuck is this ? and i can go anywhere i want ! It's Justin . Dam so you just called me to tell me not to leave the house ? that was stupid of you . No it wasn't there is someone looking for you or me i don't know yet . Why would they look for me ? Well let's see your not in your grave and your vampire. Im pretty sure your family though someone took your dead body and was trying to hide it or something he said. God that is so stupid ! I was going to go for a walk but i guess i'll stay inside for now. Good girl i'll see you in five minutes he said as he hanged up his cell phone. Dammit why is this happing to me ? I don't understand why i said i loved him when he is suck a jerk and why in the world did i fucking kiss him ? He can't tell me what to do i am going to go for a walk and there is noting he can say that will stop me from doing what i want to do ! As Amanda walked to the door and was about to go out the door opened and he was standing there looking like an angel from heaven . Dam he looks good no no no i can't be thinking that when i am mad at him . What do you want i though you said you will be back in five minutes not like one minute. Well i heard what you were going to do and you didn't care about what i said so that's why i came back . Oh were you worded about me? Dammit Amanda i said i didn't want you to go anywhere but what i say doesn't matter to you does it ? Hmmm let me think, nope i don't gave a dam about anything you say. I wasn't going to bring this up but do you remember when we kissed and you said you loved me ? Yes so ? Did that change do you feel the need to hate me Amanda ? I don't know ok i just don't see why i can't be on my own that all. I told you why but you still don't understand. I don't know what else to say or do to make you realize what will happen if someone finds out that your still alive when your suppose to be dead ! Do you know what will happen if the world finds out vampires are real ? Nope but your going to tell me right ? she laughed. Yes but only so you know that what you are doing or thinking of doing will kill you somehow. Fine just fucking tell me already Justin. If people find out that vampires are real then the world will go to hell. Why ? There are a lot of different vampires and not all vampires are good or evil some are just crazy, that they will do anything to get there way. It would be bad for people to know we are here on earth with them. That's why we try to hide ourself's or try to find in with them. So this has noting to do with me.