but we're still young ( part 1 ) by brea isomee (good summer reads txt) 📕

was on my mind all day and as we passed notes in every class i started to feel something . If he wrote me something sweet i'd look in his direction and smile and if i wrote him something sweet he'd lean over and kiss my cheek . I was getting a feeling i couldn't explain at all .


Chapter 2 -

*Chanel-

When we got home that evening from school i just wanted to spend time with Carlos so while Carlos was in his room changing i laid a blanket on the ground outside and laid on it waiting for him to hurry up and come out . But while i waited i was thinking . How could i be forced yo marry a boy and actually start to like him . That is crazy . I mean , he does have a lot of good features , and i'm not talking about just his face and body but his personality as well . How can a boy be so . . . . so . . . .

" waiting on me ?"

Carlos came to the back yard , laid on the blanket next to me and turned his head to face mine " nope , i was just , enjoying the sky ."

" yeah , yeah , yeah . Can i ask you something ?"

I wanted to say no . I didn't want to completely reveal myself to him just yet but i said yes any way .

" how do you feel about this arranged marriage thing ?"

"to be honest ? Um , " i bit my bottom lip and thought " i don't too much know . I mean , i might like it . I don't know . At first i wasn't sure but , now that i'm getting to know you , your an okay husband ."

The rest of he night was , relaxing . We laid out in the back yard , my head laying on his chest and his body keeping me warm . We talked about nothing and everything all at the same time . I learned all about him and him the same with me . I told him what i liked to do , i told him about all my worst ex's , and how fast i'd grown up over the years . But i wanted to do more than just talk , i wanted him . . . . . i mean , we are married ! So I'm entitled to have him , i think . He would never know i wanted him though . I wouldn't have him think i was some kind of whore who'd just give it up to anybody when in reality i'd never given my body to any one . Shocking i know right . People think because i have a tongue piercing , tattoo and i love to party that i'm some kind of . . . . . of . . . . hoe . But i'm not ! And i wouldn't have Carlos think i was one and i most certainly would not be treated like one .

" i want to go to Hawaii , China too . I want to explore the world and . . . . and see so much more than what's written in a history book , you know ? "

Carlos stood up off the ground pulling me with him and into the house . We sat on the couch . He layed down on it and pulled my body with his , my back to his front , his body keeping me warm " i want you to have everything you want . That's my job . You are . . . so beautiful and you deserve so much out of life . I'm not trying to sound corny or nothin' but , i'm really starting to feel you , Chanel . And i'm glad my parents picked you to rock my last name . "

My heart fluttered . The way he said my name . . . the way his words were so smooth and held so much love even though he'd just now really started to get to know me was crazy . But i held the same love for him . No i wasn't in love with him and no i didn't love him but i was developing love for him . In just a short time he'd made his self a place in my heart . And i was loving it .

" hold me tighter ."

He did as i said . As soon as i got ready to tell him how i was feeling his phone rang . I rolled me eyes , pulled myself away from him and sulked all the way back to my room . His phone ruined a good moment that i didn't feel like trying to repair .

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*Carlos-

" hold me tighter ." she said . And i did exactly as she asked , pulling her body even closer to mines if it was possible . I could smell her sweet sent and it was intoxicating . I wanted nothing more than to take her right there on the couch . But i respected her to much to try . I knew she wasn't that kind of girl , but that didn't stop me from wanting her that much more .

My ring tone filled up the comfortable silence of the quiet room . Damn !

Chanel pulled away from me , stood up and walked quietly to her room and slammed the door . I didn't blame her . I mean , i was pissed too . As soon as we get time to bond it's fucked up . I'd definitely have to make up for that . Maybe we'll take off from school tomorrow and i'd take her on a shopping spree like one she's never had . Yeah , that's a good idea . Then i'd take her out to eat at some high end restaurant .

I pulled out my phone and without looking at the screen i answered it " this better be good . Speak ."

" so that's how you answer yo' phone now ?" it was Keshia , a girl i'd met a week or two ago at the mall . She was no doubt cute and her attitude had me chasing her but i was happy to do it . All thoughts of Chanel vanished from my mind " and here i was thinking we could have had something ."

" oh no , my bad mami , i was just sleep . You know you don't like people interrupting you while you sleep either ."

" yeah , you right .so . . . what's up with me and you ?"

I thought for a minute and looked down at my hand , staring right back in my face was a million and two reasons why i should hang up the phone . . . my wedding band . I took a deep breath , have fun with Keshia or go console the girl i might be falling for ? I was weighing my options heavy . But obviously in the end i had no choice but to pick Chanel and it was a good choice if you asked me .

When i hung up with Keshia i thought to my self , i'd have to get my number changed , entirely too many people had it , mostly girls , and i didn't want that to cause any problems between me and Chanel . I needed to focus on her and only her if i was going to be faithful . And i wanted that more than anything .

Before i knew it i was standing outside Chanel's bedroom door knocking and waiting on her to answer . When she opened the door she was wrapped in a towel and her body was soaking wet from head to toe . How could i resist ? I grabbed her by her waist and pressed my lips against her's . A light moan escaped her lips as i pulled her body to mines until we were pressed against each other and her body heat was combining with mines .

The kisses were getting heated , each one was hotter than the next and each one had my head spinning more any more . I mean , she had to know how bad i wanted her . She was so sexy and the rock on her finger said i had the right to do to her what i was feeling .

I backed her up until she was laying on the bed and climbed on top of her looking deep into her eyes . It had never taken me this long to have sex with a girl but i wanted to take my time with her . I needed to show her just how special she was to me . I brushed her hair off her face and noticed how short her breath had become . " can i ?"

She shook her head yes and pulled my face back to hers so we could get lost in another kiss . My tongue danced with hers and her hands were running over the little hair i had on my head .

I stripped her down to nothing and slowly kissed and licked every inch of her body , i even nibbled on certain places and it drove her wild . She was begging for it . Begging for me to do to her what we both knew was gonna happen .

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*Chanel-

We did it , again and again and again . In the bed , In the hall way , in the shower . And the next morning while i was cooking breakfast . It was wonderful . Losing my virginity to the boy i felt so deeply for was like a dream come true . And plus we were married . I felt like i wanted to go back to last night and start back from the beginning so i could feel him enter me all over again . I didn't even expect us to end up doing that but i was happy about it .

When we were done all i could keep thinking was i just had to tell Evelyn ! She wouldn't believe it .

" baby ," Carlos pulled me body in between his legs while he sat on the couch " please ?"

I shook my head and rolled my eyes trying to hide my smile " no ."

" just one more time ? I promise . Just one more time today ." he whispered as he lifted up my shirt and kissed down my stomach and around the waist band of my pants .

" no ! " i shiver a little and pulled away from him laughing , he was so cute " anyways , didn't you say you had a surprise for me ? I didn't skip school for nothing ."

I could tell he was kind of disappointed but i didn't care at the moment . I wanted my surprise !

chapter 3 -

*Bucky-

I was finally back home . It was like nothing i could have dreamed of . The feeling i got when i stepped foot off that stuffy plane and smelled the air i'd smelt for the first time in 2 months , it was like a