For His Pleasure by lOVES TO WRITE nEWWRITER (bill gates best books txt) 📕

was scared and really didn’t want to do this. It was either this or sit back and watch while her child be raised by her aunt and uncle. If she was to die for this crime she was committing then so be it. Bella’s legs were pulled upwards and spread apart.

“It is crucial that you remain still. There will be pain M’lady.”

“I am not a lady,” Bella said as she took the piece of hard material out of her mouth so she could reply.

“You don’t fool me and you wouldn’t be the first to visit me here,” The woman said firmly with a knowing look in her eyes.

“Just do it and be done,” Bella said as she tried to relax.

 

It was done. It was the most excruciating pain she had ever felt. Bella couldn’t help but feel as if a piece of her had died.  She had no choice but to stay at the cottage until morning. Despite not having much strength, as soon as it was morning Bella headed back. Her stomach ached with painful cramps. After a while riding the horse was a no go. The motion and being up so high suddenly made her dizzy. She had to stop several times to throw up along the way. Bella walked the rest of the way leading the horse behind her to make it back to see a small raging battle and mad hysteria all around.

She caught her pudgy aunt running in the direction of a carriage, her close maids behind her with jewels in their hands, and Edmonds nurse carrying him along to join his mother. Fate was a funny thing and worked in strange ways. Bella couldn’t help but laugh.

“M’lady we have been looking all over for you. Rosehaven as you can see is under attack and have killed the lord,” A serving maid said as she ran towards Bella.

“What do you speak of,” Bella said as she stopped to give her attention to the maid.

“Your husband was killed in his chambers. You aunt and uncle said so.”

“You were told a lie. Your master was long dead before then,” Bella said before walking away, leaving the servant looking at her mouth agape. There had been rumors he might have been but no one was going to question such a thing aloud.

The pain in Bella’s stomach was getting worse. It felt as if a thousand knifes were being stuck at her abdomen at the same time. She fought the urge to lay down on the ground and curl up into a ball. There was nothing here for her anymore. She needed find a ship and follow right behind Mary.

“I have been looking all over for you,” A harsh voice said from the left of her. She looked there to see a giant of a man in make his way towards her. Bella was too far gone in her pain to feel any fear. The man took of his head gear as he stopped in front of Bella. She looked up into those eyes she’d come to know so well, he was the father of the child that was no more. His eyes were filled with so much hate.

“I ask that you kill me swiftly and not drag your feet about it.”

“I won’t kill you yet when you carry my child,” He said in rage as he roughly grabbed her by the arm. Her face went pale from the pain and fear combined.

“There is no child,” Bella said in a whisper as she was led away from the chaos.

Chapter Three

Bella was left in the care of a guard as her now enemy returned to finish and take his rage out elsewhere. She tried to seek information from the man tasked with the order to guard her but he only ignored her questions.

Bella’s clothing became soaked from her sweat. She couldn’t bare much more of the pain she was feeling. It seemed to amplify with each passing minute. Clenching her teeth together and breathing evenly didn’t help. It started to feel as if she was truly dying.

“You don’t look so good,” The guard said as he caught her from falling to the ground.

“I’m dying,” Bella said as she bended over and threw up.

“You’d better have a sit. I don’t think you are dying just a little sick is all.”

 

“I’m dying,” Bella repeated again before passing out. 

Bella woke up disoriented to the sound of voices above her. One belonged to a man and the other to a woman. She wanted them to hush because of the pounding headache she had. She only mumbled her request.

She dosed off again but not before she heard the woman speak yet again.

"There is no longer a babe M'lord."

 

Bella drifted in and out of consciousness. She would always be met by someone forcing her to drink and eat. Which she would just vomit back up. She would always feel someone wetting her face with a cool rag in a soothing manner.

One the fourth day Bella awoke to the sound of a woman humming a lullaby beside her. Her eyes flew open.

"Mama,"she said as she sat up in the bed. Realization hit her hard that her mother was dead. She sagged into the mattress as she laid back down.

"Aw,you are awake?"The woman who had been humming said as she got up from her seat by the window seal.

Bella looked over at the woman and sat back up. She overlooked the woman's appearance; she didn't look like a maid and wasn't dressed like one. Bella placed the woman in her forties.

"Where am I?Bella said as she sat back up.

"You are in Brookshire."

"How did I get here?"

"You were brought here by my brother. Lay down you need your strength."

"Thank you but I must be on my way. I have my sister-"

"Rest. You have been consumed by a fever for almost a week now."

"I was."Bella said as she tried to remember what happened before then.

"Yes," The woman said as she pulled the blanket back up.

"Thank you Lady-

"Victoria,"she said with a smile. Bella weakly smiled back. She couldn't help but notice that Victoria resembled somebody she knew. For the life of her she couldn't think of who that was.

"Have me met before?"

"No. This is your first time meeting me and the same for me. I am sorry but we have not met before," Victoria said as she patted Bella on the arm.

"You just remind me of someone."

"Rest now. I will get one of the maids to send you up some porridge." Victoria said before leaving.

"Thank you."Bella said before the door closed behind her. Bella frowned when she heard the sound of voices shouting. She heard Victoria yelling 'leave the poor girl alone,' along with the sound of feet pounding down the hallway. That didn't sound good at all to her.

 

Bella sat up and threw the blanket off of her. She'd swung her legs over was about to place her feet firmly on the ground when the door flew open.

"Godric enough. Allow the lady to regain her strength."Victoria said from behind her brother.

"Victoria I am master here and will do as I choose."Godric said before shutting the door in his sisters face. Victoria hiked up her skirts and left with a huff.

Bella couldn't see him but she knew that voice. If he was Victoria's brother then he was the lord. Bella cursed her uncle. Of all the men his man had to capture this one.

She was trembling in fear as he made his way to her in the poorly lit room. She wouldn't look up when he stopped in front her. She fought the urge to.

 

"I should kill you but that would only anger my sister and mother."

"What kind of lord worries what a woman thinks of him?"Bella bite her lip at what she'd said. She expected him to reply back in some violent way.

"What kind of woman allows herself to miscarry a child?" Godric said in heated anger." You should have been resting. Not indulging yourself in a exertion behavior."

Bella closed her eyes and groaned. She couldn't let this man think that she'd lost the babe through natural causes.

"That is not how I lost the child."Bella said in utter fear.

"I don't care. You lost it none the less. I could choke you to death for what you have done to go about it to get one from me. That is the most vilest thing a woman could do. A woman shouldn't even- ..... ...its not in their nature. You must be the devil in the flesh."Godric said as he paced back and forth in front of her.

 

"I only did it because I had no choice. As I told you before lives depended it."

"Damn their lives. What of mine? You weren't taken in the middle of the night. Going about your business. To be knocked unconscious. Chained not knowing your fate at the end of it all. Weather you would live or day the next day."

"You should have a understanding then. Doing things and being used against your will."Bella spat at him in anger as she folded her arms. This was not her fault. She wasn't the one to go and kidnap him." I didn't want to come to you and do those things. It was forced upon me. A lady does not engage in such a manner but when threats upon your life come into play things change. If that weren't the case I would have never done it. With you are any man."

"Boo hoo. If you want pity wench forget it. You wont be getting any from me."Godric shouted as he stalked over to her. Bella closed her eyes and licked her lips.

"Don't do that."Godric growled. Bella opened her eyes and dared to look up.

"What?"she asked.

"Lick your lips like the vixen you are."

"I not a vixen nor a wench sir and wont allow for you to continue to call me such names."

"I will call you what ever name I please. And you shall not object."

"Well then if you have no means to kill me and since I no longer carry your babe I would like to be on my way." Bella said as she stood up, head held high, and her chest poked out."M'lord,"she added.

 

"Aye you aren't carrying my babe but now I can have my revenge."

"Then as I said to you before do so quickly and swiftly."

"No I won't kill you."Godric said with an evil smirk on his face. He sniffed the air in the room." It smells quite awful in here. You need a bath wench. Take one,make yourself ready and present yourself to me in my chambers. I shall tell you of my revenge."

 

Bella's face was flaming red.

"And if I don't,"Bella said as she worked to mask her anger.

 

"I guess we shall cross that bridge when we get there. Be advised that would be unwise. Don't keep me waiting." Godric said before making his exit.

Bella rolled her eyes. She needed to think of a way to escape this mess. So she could finally be with Mary.

"I was sent to help."a short lady said as she hurried into the room.

"Aye,it would appear so." Bella said. A hand went up to the necklace around her throat. She gasped when she didn't feel it.

"My necklace." she said as she looked at the bed feeling around."

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