Rampolli by George MacDonald (epub ebook reader txt) 📕

glow Ever melted the heart in trembling waves; Whose eye ever opened so As to fathom The bottomless deeps of heaven- Will eat of his body And drink of his blood Everlastingly. Who of the earthly body Has divined the lofty sense? Who can say That he understands the blood? One day all is body,
One body: In heavenly blood Swims the blissful two.

Oh that the ocean Were even now flushing! And in odorous flesh The rock were upswelling! Never endeth the sweet repast; Never doth Love satisfy itself; Never close enough, never enough its own, Can it have the beloved! By ever tenderer lips Transformed, the Partaken Goes deeper, grows nearer. Pleasure more ardent Thrills through the soul; Thirstier and hungrier Becomes the heart; And so endureth Love's delight From everlasting to everlasting. Had the refraining Tasted but once, All had they left To set themselves down with us To the table of longing Which will never be bare; Then had they known Love's Infinite fullness, And commended the sustenance Of body and blood.


VIII.

Weep I must-my heart runs over: Would he once himself discover-
If but once, from far away! Holy sorrow! still prevailing Is my weeping, is my wailing:
Would that I were turned to clay!

Evermore I hear him crying To his Father, see him dying:
Will this heart for ever beat! Will my eyes in death close never? Weeping all into a river
Were a bliss for me too sweet!

Hear I none but me bewailing? Dies his name an echo failing?
Is the world at once struck dead? Shall I from his eyes, ah! never More drink love and life for ever?
Is he now for always dead?

Dead? What means that sound of dolour? Tell me, tell me thou, a scholar,
What it means, that word so grim. He is silent; all turn from me! No one on the earth will show me
Where my heart may look for him!

Earth no more, whate'er befall me, Can to any gladness call me!
She is but one dream of woe! I too am with him departed: Would I lay with him, still-hearted,
In the region down below!

Hear, me, hear, his and my father! My dead bones, I pray thee, gather
Unto his-and soon, I pray! Grass his hillock soon will cover, Soon the wind will wander over,
Soon his form will fade away.

If his love they once perceived, Soon, soon all men had believed,
Letting all things else go by! Lord of love him only owning, All would weep with me bemoaning,
And in bitter woe would die!


IX.

He lives! he's risen from the dead!
To every man I shout; His presence over us is spread,
Goes with us in and out.

To each I say it; each apace
His comrades telleth too- That straight will dawn in every place
The heavenly kingdom new.

Now, to the new mind, first appears
The world a fatherland; A new life men receive, with tears
Of rapture, from his hand.

Down into deepest gulfs of sea
Grim Death hath sunk away; And now each man with holy glee,
Can face his coming day.

The darksome road that he hath gone
Leads out on heaven's floor: Who heeds the counsel of the Son
Enters the Father's door.

Down here weeps no one any more
For friend that shuts his eyes; For, soon or late, the parting sore
Will change to glad surprise.

And now to every friendly deed
Each heart will warmer glow; For many a fold the fresh-sown seed
In lovelier fields will blow.

He lives-will sit beside our hearths,
The greatest with the least; Therefore this day shall be our Earth's
Glad Renovation-feast.


X.

The times are all so wretched!
The heart so full of cares! The future, far outstretched,
A spectral horror wears.

Wild terrors creep and hover
With foot so ghastly soft! Our souls black midnights cover
With mountains piled aloft.

Firm props like reeds are waving;
For trust is left no stay; Our thoughts, like whirlpool raving,
No more the will obey!

Frenzy, with eye resistless,
Decoys from Truth's defence; Life's pulse is flagging listless,
And dull is every sense.

Who hath the cross upheaved
To shelter every soul? Who lives, on high received,
To make the wounded whole?

Go to the tree of wonder;
Give silent longing room; Issuing flames asunder
Thy bad dream will consume.

Draws thee an angel tender
In saftey to the strand: Lo, at thy feet in splendour
Lies spread the Promised Land!


XI.

I know not what were left to draw me,
Had I but him who is my bliss; If still his eye with pleasure saw me,
And, dwelling with me, me would miss.

So many search, round all ways going,
With face distorted, anxious eye, Who call themselves the wise and knowing,
Yet ever pass this treasure by!

One man believes that he has found it,
And what he has is nought but gold; One takes the world by sailing round it:
The deed recorded, all is told!

One man runs well to gain the laurel;
Another, in Victory's fane a niche: By different Shows in bright apparel
All are befooled, not one made rich!

Hath He not then to you appeared?
Have ye forgot Him turning wan Whose side for love of us was speared-
The scorned, rejected Son of Man?

Of Him have you not read the story-
Heard one poor word upon the wind? What heavenly goodness was his glory,
Or what a gift he left behind?

How he descended from the Father,
Of loveliest mother infant grand? What Word the nations from him gather?
How many bless his healing hand?

How, thereto urged by mere love, wholly
He gave himself to us away, And down in earth, foundation lowly,
First stone of God's new city, lay?

Can such news fail to touch us mortals?
Is not to know the man pure bliss? Will you not open all your portals
To him who closed for you the abyss?

Will you not let the world go faring?
For Him your dearest wish deny? To him alone your heart keep baring,
Who you has shown such favour high?

Hero of love, oh, take me, take me!
Thou art my life! my world! my gold! Should every earthly thing forsake me,
I know who will me scatheless hold!

I see Thee my lost loves restoring!
True evermore to me thou art! Low at thy feet heaven sinks adoring,
And yet thou dwellest in my heart!


XII.

Earth's Consolation, why so slow? Thy inn is ready long ago; Each lifts to thee his hungering eyes, And open to thy blessing lies.

O Father, pour him forth with might; Out of thine arms, oh yield him quite! Shyness alone, sweet shame, I know, Kept him from coming long ago!

Haste him from thine into our arm To take him with thy breath yet warm; Thick clouds around the baby wrap, And let him down into our lap.

In the cool streams send him to us; In flames let him glow tremulous; In air and oil, in sound and dew, Let him pierce all Earth's structure through.

So shall the holy fight be fought, So come the rage of hell to nought; And, ever blooming, dawn again The ancient Paradise of men.

Earth stirs once more, grows green and live; Full of the Spirit, all things strive To clasp with love the Saviour-guest, And offer him the mother-breast.

Winter gives way; a year new-born Stands at the manger's alter-horn; 'Tis the first year of that new Earth Claimed by the child in right of birth.

Our eyes they see the Saviour well, Yet in them doth the Saviour dwell; With flowers his head is wreathed about; From every flower himself smiles out.

He is the star; he is the sun; Life's well that evermore will run; From herb, stone, sea, and light's expanse Glimmers his childish countenance.

His childlike labour things to mend, His ardent love will never end; He nestles, with unconscious art, Divinely fast to every heart.

To us a God, to himself a child, He loves us all, self un-defiled; Becomes our drink, becomes our food- His dearest thanks, a heart that's good.

The misery grows yet more and more; A gloomy grief afflicts us sore: Keep him no longer, Father, thus; He will come home again with us!


XIII.

When in hours of fear and failing,
All but quite our heart despairs; When, with sickness driven to wailing.
Anguish at our bosom tears; Then our loved ones we remember;
All their grief and trouble rue; Clouds close in on our December
And no beam of hope shines through!

Oh but then God bends him o'er us!
Then his love comes very near! Long we heavenward then-before us
Lo, his angel standing clear! Life's cup fresh to us he reaches;
Whispers comfort, courage new; Nor in vain our prayer beseeches
Rest for our beloved ones too.


XIV.

Who once hath seen thee, Mother fair, Destruction him shall never snare; His fear is, from thee to be parted; He loves thee evermore, true-hearted; Thy grace remembered is the source Whereout springs hence his spirit's highest force.

My heart is very true to thee; My ever failing thou dost see: Let me, sweet mother, yet essay thee- Give me one happy sign, I pray thee. My whole existence rests in thee: One moment, only one, be thou with me.

I used to see thee in my dreams, So fair, so full of tenderest beams! The little God in thine arms lying Took pity on his playmate crying: But thou with high look me didst awe, And into clouds of glory didst withdraw.

What have I done to thee, poor wretch? To thee my longing arms I stretch! Are not thy holy chapels ever My resting-spots in life's endeavour? O Queen, of saints and angels blest, This heart and life take up into thy rest!

Thou know'st that I, beloved Queen, All thine and only thine have been! Have I not now, years of long measure, In silence learned thy grace to treasure? While to myself yet scarce confest, Even then I drew milk from thy holy breast.

Oh, countless times thou stood'st by me! I, merry child, looked up to thee! His hands thy little infant gave me In sign that one day he would save me; Thou smiledst, full of tenderness, And then didst kiss me: oh the heavenly bliss!

Afar stands now that gladness brief; Long have I companied with grief; Restless