Fairy Tale Gone Wrong by Sabrina Smith (open ebook txt) 📕

matter what I do, I cannot love him.
Fail…
Anyway, I am pissed off at him. Just…seriously. I don’t like explaining this, because it sounds like a stupid reason to be pissed…I mean angry. Wesley started this stupid conversation about “getting some boo bees” for a tube top. It was just so…inappropriate? Finally, I turned off chat to all but Helen and the group chat. I could read what they were saying, but I wouldn’t talk to them. They were just making me angry. And then earlier today I was talking to Wes, and he started making pictures with question marks, and making pictures of woman out of question marks and other things on the keyboard…
I wanted to slap him upside the head. Hard.
I mean, have some respect dude! Gosh.
Anyway, I’ve been talking to Cee and Ben a lot since I am pretty much ignoring Wes. Because he’s ignoring me. Anyway, I talked to Ben about prom and school and randomness, and then I talked to Cee about prom dresses and wedding dresses and all sorts of randomness about USA Blockhead (AKA, Uber Sexy Awesome Blockhead, AKA, Ben). We’re going to go prom dress searching! It’ll be way fun! And, I have a SECRET. A secret that I can’t tell Cee until I see her. She’s going to get annoyed at me, but it’ll be worth the wait, I know. I gave Ben the idea earlier, and he LOVES it.
I am behind in school. Still. Yes, yes, I know, catch up Juliet, catch up! But it’s hard. <--- This is me complaining, just FYI. ;) Anyway, not much has been happening. I went to mutual. We did certification for camp (first aid, to be precise), and I got cookies and muffins and SUGAR! I love sugar. It is my best friend. Besides Cee. And Bex. And Ren. And…yeah, I have a lot besties :)
Home life is…meh. Not my favorite. If I didn’t know better I’d think they all hated me. If I didn’t know better <--- Key words there.
Anyway, I am tired. I’ve been helping Helen find a prom dress (SO MUCH FUN). I can’t wait until Friday. Auditions :)
Yours,
Juliet

Thursday, February 25, 2011
Dear Diary,
I have been in a debate about Abortion for the last couple days, and am getting seriously ticked. It’s very hard not to say “I am right, you are wrong, so there!” My beliefs are my beliefs. This is what the conversation looks like from where I joined in:
Jo
Alright, I'm going to play Mr Stickup for a minute here. I think that abortion is a terrible thing and that the government has no right to regulate it in any way. I also think that abortion, although yes it is very evil, is not always the wrong choice. When a person is not ready to take on the responsibility of parenthood, and they were forced into an intimate relationship, then they should not be expected to take on that responsibility. If they so choose, I think they should be allowed to abort the child for their own sake and the child's sake as well. Other than that, abortion is nothing more than taking the life of another in order that you may attempt to escape the consequences and responsibility of your actions. It is not the government's place to make it illegal and Definitely NOT it's place to fund it. You guys may know this, but the Health Care bill is one thing that provides for the funding of abortions - at a national level too. >:(
Touchy Subject
Matt
Jo thats what adoption is for ;D
[My view on abortion is that it is entirely evil. I also believe that it was a major mistake for the States to obey the Roe v. Wade ruling. The Constitution gives the Supreme Court or the Federal Government no power to control such domestic policy and murder laws. If people give the government whatever power they claim they have, the Republic will not last long. :( Nowadays abortionists, and the judges who votes for Roe, ought to be tarred and feathered by angry mobs...]
Totaly agree. Thomas jefferson believed that rebellion to tyrants is obedience to God ;D
Me
[Alright, I'm going to play Mr Stickup for a minute here. I think that abortion is a terrible thing and that the government has no right to regulate it in any way. I also think that abortion, although yes it is very evil, is not always the wrong choice. When a person is not ready to take on the responsibility of parenthood, and they were forced into an intimate relationship, then they should not be expected to take on that responsibility. If they so choose, I think they should be allowed to abort the child for their own sake and the child's sake as well. Other than that, abortion is nothing more than taking the life of another in order that you may attempt to escape the consequences and responsibility of your actions. It is not the government's place to make it illegal and Definitely NOT it's place to fund it. You guys may know this, but the Health Care bill is one thing that provides for the funding of abortions - at a national level too. >:(
Touchy Subject]
I agree with all of this.
Matt
Why do you Juliet??
Me
Because, that is what I believe is right. Saying everything again would be just a waste of time when he said it so perfectly. ;)
Matthew Gwynn
So you don't think the unborn child shouldn't have any chance for life no mater the circumstances??
Ben
But that's not what Joseph said...
Matt
not exactly no but in a way yes he did. What right does the women have to kill an unborn baby that does not have any chance to be harmed. thomas jefferson said, “No man has the natural right to commit aggression on the equal rights of another."
Me
What if the said woman was forced into that relationship? What if she didn't not have any choice to the matter?
Matt
They put it up for ADOPTION its been done before
Matt
There is no reason that the unborn child should die
Cecilia
I'm on Matthew's side. Just because two(or sometimes just one) people made a mistake, does not mean that a murder should be committed.
Matt
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
Cecilia
The child isn't the mistake. The act of creating the child was. The child should be allowed to live, no matter who is responsible for his conception. He or she is a human being and will continue to be such. It's a murder no matter which way you cut the cake.
Matt
True, The child did nothing to deserve death
Cecilia
The "removal" from the child does not undo the violence and trauma done to a women when she is forced into an intimate relationship. If anything, it highlights it.
Me
So, the woman should have to suffer for 9 months carrying that child that will only be a reminder of the trauma she has been through? She could put it up for adoption, yes, but what if that woman is not a woman after all, but a child of 13, 15, or even 16? Should they have go through that experience?
Matt
You are treading on the unalienable right of the unborn child to life. The damage has allready been done the women or "child" will allways have some sort of a reminder of that experience. And should they go through out that experience? What is done is done and there is no reason to tread on other peoples rights unborn or not
This all truly makes me angry.
A woman has her rights, just the same as the unborn child. If she was raped, it was not her choice. She didn’t want that, and she should not be subjected to the humiliation (that inevitably comes), the pain and burden of carrying the child, and having the struggle of finding suitable parents for the child (if she decided to give it up for adoption). It is a different story if the woman made the choice. If she made the choice, then that is her mistake.
Let me lay it out like this:
I believe that if the woman is raped, then she should have the right to abort the pregnancy, without condemnation. That is my belief. (<---my response to the thread)
I know you may be thinking “why in the world would I want to read about this?” and I’m sorry for putting it all on here, but it was a big part of my day, so…yeah. I was supposed to get all my home work for US History and American Lit finished today, but I didn’t. I’ve been so tired! I didn’t eat breakfast (it was oatmeal, ew), or lunch (left overs, double ew…), or dinner (tomato soup, yuck). I just now realized that I haven’t eaten anything all day. Well no wonder I’m tired. I usually don’t get tired when I don’t eat. But now I am ever so tired and ever so hungry.
I’m going to get a peanut butter and jelly sandwich…my daddy just came home with lots and lots of food from the store. I’m talking to Helen about prom dresses. We’re getting together on the 12th of March to search for dresses.
*Later*
Shakespeare went well. We did auditions. I completely and totally failed. I didn’t get my stuff memorized, so I kept add libbing, making it sound terrible. But they said I had good inflection, even if my memorizing was a zero and my movement was flippy floppy (<--- terrible awful ick)
Anyway, we did cold readings, which was kind of fun, but I only read twice. I then went babysitting at 5:50 pm to 11:00. Angel children! Went to bed when told, got PJ’s on…amazing. Earlier today after Leadership I got into an elluminate classroom with Cee, Ben, and Wes. It was so much fun! Cee and I were singing (mostly Cee, I was backed up), and Wes and Ben were in a break out room, talking about guy stuff, I guess.
My convo with Cee:
oday
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:47pm
oh yesh high five
[You]
11:47pm
hold on, ima change into my pjs
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:48pm
:):) have fun
[You]
11:49pm
haha
fuzzyneeeeessssss
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:49pm
boom clapp boom deep clap de clap
oh good times :):)
[You]
11:49pm
hahahaha
hum dee dum
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:50pm
i am dancing in my bed :D:D
[You]
11:50pm
helen, that could be interpretted very wrong
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:50pm
and i feel like.... oh ya. no cussing :P:P
[You]
11:51pm
nice cover up
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:51pm
mybody...
hahahaha oh i know :D:D
[You]
11:51pm
did I ever tell you about the time Levi was hitting on me? Levi Lawson?
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:51pm
umm no
[You]
11:52pm
...oh dear
you've missed out
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:52pm
looks slightly scared
[You]
11:52pm
haha
he first tried to set me up on an elluminate date with Andy Mac
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:53pm
WTH?????
[You]
11:53pm
then, tried to impress me adn make me jealous by telling me all the girls that have a crush on him
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:53pm
ew
[You]
11:53pm
then he started saying things like "I think its cute the way you say 'hum dee dum'"
and then asked me who I like
and then started guessing who I like
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:54pm
bahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
[You]
11:54pm
and then I said something about liking names and stuff
and he asked "do you like the name Levi?"
it was just...yeah
weird
[Helen Marie Lindamood]
11:54pm
how do u know this dude?
EEEWWWWWWW
[You]
11:55pm
elevation, friends