Joan Haste by H. Rider Haggard (ereader manga .txt) 📕
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coachman, he jumped down from the cart, and, bidding him drive on a
few yards, waited by the roadside. Presently Samuel caught sight of
him, and stopped as though he meant to turn back. If so, he changed
his mind almost instantly and walked forward at a quick pace.
“Good day, Mr. Rock,” said Henry: “I wish to have a word with you. I
have heard some strange news this morning, which you may be able to
explain.”
“What news?” asked Samuel, looking at him insolently.
“That you were married to Joan Haste yesterday.”
“Well, what about that, Sir Henry Graves?”
“Nothing in particular, Mr. Rock, except that I do not believe it.”
“Don’t you?” answered Samuel with a sneer. “Then perhaps you will
throw your eye over this.” And he produced from his pocket a copy of
the marriage certificate.
Henry read it, and turned very white; then he handed it back without a
word.
“It is all in order, I think?” said Samuel, still sneering.
“Apparently,” Henry answered. “May I ask if—Mrs. Rock—is with you?”
“No she isn’t. Do you think that I am fool enough to bring her here at
present, for you to be sneaking about after her? I know what your game
was, ‘cause she told me all about it. You were going up to town to-day
to get hold of her, weren’t you. Well, you’re an hour behind the fair
this time. Joan may have been a bit flighty, but she’s a sensible
woman at bottom, and she knew better than to trust herself to a scamp
without a sixpence, like you, when she might have an honest man and a
good home. I told you I meant to marry her, and you see I have kept my
word. And now look you here, Sir Henry Graves: just you keep clear of
her in future, for if I catch you so much as speaking to her, it will
be the worse both for yourself and Joan—not that she cares a rotten
herring about you, although she did fool you so prettily.”
“You need not fear that I shall attempt to disturb your domestic
happiness, Mr. Rock. And now for Heaven’s sake get out of my way
before I forget myself.”
Samuel obeyed, still grinning and sneering with hate and jealousy; and
Henry walked on to where the dogcart was waiting for him. Taking the
reins, he turned the horse’s head and drove back to Rosham.
“Thomson,” he said to the butler, who came to open the door, “I have
changed my mind about going to town to-day; you can unpack my things.
Stop a minute, though: I remember I am due at Monk’s Lodge, so you
needn’t meddle with the big portmanteau. When does my mother come
back?”
“To-morrow, her ladyship wrote me this morning, Sir Henry.”
“Oh! very well. Then I sha’n’t see her till Tuesday; but it doesn’t
matter. Send down to the keeper and tell him that I want to speak to
him, will you? I think that I will change my clothes and shoot some
rabbits after lunch. Stop, order the dogcart to be ready to drive me
to Monk’s Lodge in time to dress for dinner.”
To analyse Henry’s feelings during the remainder of that day would be
difficult, if not impossible; but those of shame and bitter anger were
uppermost in his mind—shame that he had laid himself open to such
words as Rock used to him, and anger that his vanity and blind faith
in a woman’s soft speeches and feigned love should have led him into
so ignominious a position. Mingled with these emotions were his
natural pangs of jealousy and disappointed affection, though pride
would not suffer him to give way to them. Again and again he reviewed
every detail of the strange, and to his sense, appalling story; and at
times, overpowering as was the evidence, his mind refused to accept
its obvious moral—namely, that he had been tricked and made a tool
of—yes, used as a foil to bring this man to the point of marriage.
How was it possible to reconcile Joan’s conduct in the past and that
wild letter of hers with her subsequent letters and action? Thus only:
that as regards the first she had been playing on his feelings and
inexperience of the arts of women; and that, as in sleep men who are
no poets can sometimes compose verse which is full of beauty, so in
her delirium Joan had been able to set on paper words and thoughts
that were foreign to her nature and above its level. Or perhaps that
letter was a forgery written by Mrs. Bird, who was “so romantic.” The
circumstances under which it reached him were peculiar, and Joan
herself expressly repudiated all knowledge of it. Notwithstanding his
doubts, perplexities and suffering, as might have been expected, the
matter in the end resolved itself into two very simple issues: first,
that, whatever may have been her exact reasons, Joan Haste had broken
with him once and for all by marrying another man; and second, that,
as a corollary to her act, many dangers and difficulties which had
beset him had disappeared, and he was free, if he wished it, to marry
another woman.
Henry was no fool, and when the first bitterness was past, and he
could consider the matter, if not without passion as yet, at least
more calmly, he saw, the girl being what she had proved herself to be,
that all things were working together for his good and the advantage
of his family. Supposing, for instance, that he had found her out
after marriage instead of before it, and supposing that the story
which she told him in her first letter had been true, instead of what
it clearly was—a lie? Surely in these and in many other ways his
escape had been what an impartial person might call fortunate. At the
least, of her own act she had put an end to an imbroglio that had many
painful aspects, and there remained no stain upon his honour, for
which he was most truly thankful.
And now, having learnt his lesson in the hard school of experience, he
would write to his friend the under-secretary, saying he could not be
in town till Wednesday. Meanwhile he would pay his visit to Monk’s
Lodge.
DISENCHANTMENT
It was Sunday evening at Monk’s Lodge, and Henry and Mr. Levinger were
sitting over their wine after dinner. For a while they talked upon
indifferent subjects, and more particularly about the shooting on the
previous day and the arrangements for the morrow’s sport. Then there
was a silence, which Mr. Levinger broke.
“I have heard a curious bit of news,” he said, “about Joan Haste. It
seems that she is married.”
Henry drank half a glass of port wine, and answered, “Yes, I know. She
has married your tenant Samuel Rock, the dissenter, a very strange
person. I cannot understand it.”
“Can’t you? I think I can. It is a good match for her, though I don’t
altogether approve of it, and know nothing of the details. However, I
wasn’t consulted, and there it is. I hope that they may be happy.”
“So do I,” said Henry grimly. “And now, Mr. Levinger, I want to have a
word with you about the estate affairs. What is to be done? It is time
that you took some steps to protect yourself.”
“It seems to me, Graves,” he answered deliberately, “that my course of
action must very much depend upon your own. You know what I mean.”
“Yes, Mr. Levinger; but are you still anxious that I should propose to
your daughter? Forgive me if I speak plainly.”
“That has always been my wish, and I see no particular reason to
change it.”
“But do you think that it is her wish, Mr. Levinger? I fancy that her
manner has been a little cold to me of late, perhaps with justice;
and,” he added, rather nervously, “naturally I do not wish to lay
myself open to a rebuff. I find that I am very ignorant of the ways of
women, as of various other things.”
“Many of us have made that discovery, Graves; and of course it is
impossible for me to guarantee your success, though I think that you
will be successful.”
“There is another matter, Mr. Levinger: Emma has considerable
possessions; am I then justified, in my impoverished condition, in
asking her to take me? Would it not be thought, would she not think,
that I did so from obvious motives?”
“On that point you may make your mind quite easy, Graves; for I, who
am the girl’s father, tell you that I consider you will be giving her
quite as much as she gives you. I have never hidden from you that I am
in a sense a man under a cloud. My follies came to an end many years
ago, it is true, and I have never fallen into the clutches of the law,
still they were bad enough to force me to change my name and to begin
life afresh. Should you marry my daughter, and should you wish it, you
will of course have the right to learn my true name, though on that
point I shall make an appeal to your generosity and ask you not to
press your right. I have done with the past, of which even the thought
is hateful to me, and I do not wish to reopen old sores; so perhaps
you may be content with the assurance that I am of a good and ancient
family, and that before I got into trouble I served in the army with
some distinction: for instance, I received the wound that crippled me
at the battle of the Alma.”
“I shall never press you to tell that which you desire to keep to
yourself, Mr. Levinger.”
“It is like you to say so, Graves,” he answered, with evident relief;
“but the mere fact that I make such a request will show you what I
mean when I say that Emma has as much or more to gain from this
marriage than you have, since it is clear that some rumours of her
father’s disgrace must follow her through life; moreover she is humbly
born upon her mother’s side. I do trust and pray, my dear fellow, that
it will come off. Alas! I am not long for this world, my heart is
troubling me more and more, and the doctors have warned me that I may
die at any moment; therefore it is my most earnest desire to see the
daughter whom I love better than anything on earth, happily settled
before I go.”
“Well, Mr. Levinger,” Henry answered, “I will ask her to-morrow if I
find an opportunity, but the issue does not rest with me. I only wish
that I were more worthy of her.”
“I am glad to hear it. God bless you, and God speed you, my dear
Graves! I hope when I am gone that, whatever you may learn about my
unfortunate past, you will still try to think kindly of me, and to
remember that I was a man, cursed by nature with passions of unusual
strength, which neither my education nor the circumstances of my early
life helped me to control.”
“It is not for me to judge you or any other man; I leave that to those
who are without sin,” said Henry, and the conversation came to an end.
That night Henry was awakened by hearing people moving backwards and
forwards in the passages. For a moment he thought of
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