How I Became a Murdurer by Jocelyn Smith (e books for reading txt) 📕

  I stand in front of the human-sized mirror, and look at my outfit. A black skirt that comes to my mid-thigh and black stockings to my bottom knee with a black tank top, and for the final touch I put on a black leather jacket. Yeah yeah, you might think Oh my gosh it's a goth girl, but really it's because I just like black it's my favorite color, and my whole closet is filled with only black clothes. I look at myself one last time until I'm satisfied with myself, and grab my dufflebag from my chair next to my bed and go downstairs. "Morning!" our housemaid says. Her names Carrie, she's been our housemaid since I was a baby, so we consider her as a family. "Good morning Carrie, you look like you're in a good mood". I say to Carrie while setting my bag down next to the chair next to me, and sit down at the dinner table. "Why yes of course I am, you finially agreed to go to school!" Carrie says with happiness. "Who's finially going to school?" my brother says from behind us. Carrie is obviously frighten by him cause she becomes pale like snow. "Well good morning L..L..Lev" says Carrie. Lev smiles knowing that having any experission on his face, especially smiling, frightens Carrie. I watch him with no expression on my face, while he sits next to me. "Good morning to you too Lucia" my brother says to me. I just look at him and nod. "Well here you guys go, eat up and hurry and go to school you two" says Carrie and rushes into her bedroom. I thank Carrie and start eating my frypan sausages. "Soooo you're going to school now?" Lev says. I swallow down my sausages and say"Why, is it a big problem?". "No, no problem at all just curious after the 'incident'" says Lev and he starts to eat his sausages. I freeze at the word 'incident', and stare down at my sausages, not feeling hungry anymore. I stand up and set my plate on the counter and get my journal or my 'diary' as Lev references as. "Hurry up and eat your sausages or I'm leaving without you." I say at Lev. He nods and starts to eat his food quickly. I walk toward the front door and yell good bye to Carrie and shut the door. I stand in front of my motorcycle and Lev's motorcycle. The motorcycle was a gift from my uncle who sells motorcycles at the most common brand Harley Davidson. Lev comes out of the door and gets on his motorcycle, I do the same. Carrie stands in the door way making sure we go to school. Lev and I both start our engines and start to head toward school. We both drive not saying a word to each other. We both stop at the red light in front of the traffic which means, more people can get a better view at us. I see teens,women,men, and even the little kids loking at us like we're crazy. "I is this normal for people just to stare at us?" I ask Lev. "Yeah, but what would you think if you saw two teenagers riding a motorcycle?" Lev says to me. "Normal." I said and the light turned green. I started to speed up a little and then next thing I know I'm in front of the high school.       

    Lev drives into the school and I follow. I see people at the corner of my eye watching us while we drive into the parking lot. I park my motorcycle next to Lev's and get off. Lev starts to walk toward the school and I follow. "Okay just to make sure no one here hates you right?" I ask Lev hoping he's not the hated kid here. "I don't know sis why don't you ask the bruises that I get on my body and face everyday?" Lev says with a little harshness in his voice. I just stare at him while we get in the entrance of the school. "What did you expect better from me or something?" Lev asks. I just smile at him and Lev flinches a litttle. "Of course not dear brother" I say and walk toward the main office. When Lev walks by the office he looks a little worried and he walks inside the main office. "What do you want know?" I ask Lev. "Nothing just wondering if I could give you a tour of the school during lunch with the principle's permission." says Lev. I just shurg at him and then the principle calls me into his office. I walk into the office and Lev follows me, but I don't argue with him about why he's following me. "Why hello you must be Lucia." the principle says while taking a look at me to make sure I'm the right person. I nod at him and say yes at the same time. "Well I just wann-" the principle pauses when he see's Lev. "Lev what are you doing here?" the principle says with suspicious. "Well Principle Gress I was wondering since my sister here,Lucia is new to our school, I was wondering if I could give her the tour of the school?" Lev asks Principle Gress. "Well I guess that won't be a problem unless Lucia here is umcomfortable, are you okay with this Lucia?" asks Principle Gress. "I don't know since I already know Lev and I want to meet new people, would it be fine if someone else gives me a tour?" I ask Principle Gress. Lev looks at me like I did the wrong decision, but I just give him the look saying this-is-what-I-what look and shrug. Then the bell starts to ring. "Well thats the bell kids go to your classes, and Lucia meet me during lunch I'll give you someone to give you the tor of the school." says Principle Gress. I nod at him and Lev and I start to walk toward the silent classroom. When I get to my locker I start to shove my duffle bag inside of it and grab my personal journal and my notebook for class. When I close it shut I see a group of at least four or five buys walking toward my way. Crap not now I think to myself, but I shove all the frighten thoughts into a vault in my head and start to walk in their direction to get to class. When I walk by them I don't dare look at them, but just look what's in front of me. All the five guys watch me just walk by them as if they weren't there. I don't look back and next thing I know I'm right in front of my first period classroom door. On the door it says ELA in bold letters, but I ignore them and open the door. When I walk inside the classroom all eyes are now on me. 

"Hi, sorry is this a bad timing?" I ask hoping no one is looking at me like I'm delusional. A woman in her mid-thirties looks up at me. "No no not at all you must be the new student, Lucia right?" asks the woman. I nod at her. "Well that's great my name is Mrs. Pomeroy and I'll be your ELA teacher for the year, and over there in the back you can sit next to Ian." says Mrs. Pomeroy. She points to a boy that wears black ripped up jeans with a little loose black shirt, with black hair and mysterious looking blue eyes. I start to walking toward Ian, but before I reach my table I trip over something and fall, but I don't hit my head because when I look up I see Ian holding me in his arms. "You okay?" Ian asks me, and I nod at him. Every single person, including Mrs. Pomeroy stares at us. Ian let goes of me and we both awkwardly walk to our seats together. Mrs. Pomeroy gets up from her chair and comes over my way. "Are you okay sweetie?" Mrs. Pomeroy asks me in a whisper voice. I nod at her and she walks back to her seat and pull out a big teachers book. "Okay class lets get our notebooks out and do the daily routine, and Ian can you show Lucia what to do?" asks Mrs. Pomeroy. "Sure" Ian says and he takes out his notebook and a pencil, and tells me every morning we write a paragraph on what happened so far today, or we could read a book. I get out my personal journal which is with a black cover, and a picture of my mom,dad,brother,me, and Carrie all smiling and laughing with eachother. I get a little lost in thoughts at the photo then I feel a tap on my arm. I turn my head to see that Ian's watching me. "Who's are those people in that photo?" Ian asks me in a whisper. I look around to make sure no one's listening, but some people are already talking with the people. "Their my family, that's my dad, my brother,our housemaid,Carrie,me, and my mom." I say, but when I mention my mom I can feel a tear driving down my cheek. Ian wipes the tear from my face and moves his thumb around my cheek. I smile at him. Then the bell rings, and I grab my stuff and rush toward the door. 

    I rush toward my locker and put my ELA notebook in my locker, and grab a fresh new notebook for next period. I grab my schedule from my bag and see what I have for next period. Social studies. Great I'm already gonna fail school I think to myself. I rush into class and see Lev sitting in a seat all by himself, and no one seems that they want to go near him. I go next to him and sit down. "So you are the hated kid here." I whisper at Lev. Lev almost jumps out of seat, must be scared of me. "I told you I already am the hated kid here." Lev says with rage in his voice. I guess some people heard us