Goodbye Cheese state and Hello Cali by Missy (good ebook reader txt) 📕

door bolted open, and I stumbled up, and he took another step closer to me, and I brought my knee up and hit him so hard he doubled over. I took off my shoes, and bolted for the door, but I started to swerve and trip over my feet. I put my hands out in front of me so I wouldn’t fall over. I got to the door, and went to open it… it was locked. Panicked filled my body and I pulled at the door started to kick it and cry, and I felt Aaron wrap his arms from behind me, and pull me back. I started to kick and scream tears falling down my cheeks, and he threw me onto the bed, and slapped me hard across the face. It stung, and he got on top of me, and brought his lips down to mine. I bit his lip, and he pulled back, and brought his fist up, and it collided with my jaw. My body went limp and I laid their crying. He raised my dress up, and I heard his zipper going down. I shut my eyes refusing to open them, and he grabbed my jaw.
“ Open your eyes,” he growled. I shook my head and he tightened his grip on my jaw. “ OPEN YOUR EYES,” He hissed. I opened them and he held my face between his hands, and was inches away from my face, and made me look right into his eyes, and then a sharp pain went through my body and I cried out and tears fell down my face. I tried looking away, but he made me continue to look at him. I lasted for about half an hour, and he made me look at him the whole time. He got off me, and I laid their still and not moving, and he just left. I rolled over and brought my knees up to my chest, and cried. I slowly got up, and fell forward because it hurt so bad to walk. It took me an hour and a half to get home
. “ Dad?” I muttered walking into the house. All the lights where out, and at first I thought no one was home, but I saw my dad’s car in the garage. I walked into the front room, and I saw the TV on. I slowly walked into the front room, and saw him laying down on the couch watching TV. “ hey dad..” I whispered.
“ Hey La, I thought you were spending the night at Julia’s?” He asked sitting up from the couch, and when he turned around he saw me standing in the door way with a black eye forming, and my lip was busted. My shirt was ripped at the bottom, and I had bags underneath my eyes. my hair was a mess, and I leaned against the wall.
“ D- Dad..” I whispered.
“ Mayella..” he whispered standing up, and he started to walk towards me, and he stopped in front of me.
“Is she here?” I mumbled looking down. He touched my chin, and tilted my head up.
“ Baby girl.. No she isn’t here.. after you two got into a fight earlier she went to hang with some friends.. Mayella who did this to you?” He asked looking down at me. I felt tears build up in my eyes, and I sucked in a breath.
“ T- T- They..” I stopped because I was choking on my own cries. My knees started to shake, and I fell forward, and my dad wrapped his arms around me, and held me close to him.
“ It’s okay now Mayella. Im here, and I am always going to keep you safe.. forever and always..” he whispered into my ear.
“ D- Dad I shouldn’t of left after the fight.. I was stupid, and I, I ..” I stopped and closed my eyes, and remembered everything that happened and I felt a lump in my throat, and a scream escaped my lips, and I clutched onto him. “ Dad.. They..”
“ Tell me Mayella!” He cried holding me.
“ He.. He rapped me,” I whispered. my dad tightened his grip on me, and I looked up and saw tears falling down his face. I held onto him, and cried myself asleep in his arms, and I felt him pick my limp body up, and carry me up to my bed.
“ Im going to kill them,” He said and I heard him walking out of my room. I want to tell him to stay with me, and forget them but I couldn’t even open my eyes….
Red blinking lights came through my windows, and I opened my eyes, and my head was pounding. I went to go sit up and I felt pain strike me. I remembered what had happened last night, and my body started to shake. The doorbell rang, and I got up and staggered down the stairs, and when I opened the door a police officer stood their looking down at me. the look in his eyes said it all.
“ What happened?” I whispered.
“ Your father was in a car accident…” he said. my body started to shake, and I felt to my knees, and cried my heart out. the police officer wrapped his arms around me, and I cried into his shoulder. “he was speeding down the highway, and a truck didn’t see him, and he just went off the road. By the time we got him to the hospital he had lost too much blood… im sorry.” He said. my body stopped shaking, and I felt light headed, and I just gave up on life.
PRESENT
I sat at my computer desk tears falling down my face, and my body was shaking.
ABoy- Mayella.
CountryMay- You ruined my life Aaron.
ABoy- He didn’t die because of me Mayella. If u hadn’t told him he would of still been alive.
CountryMay- and if you haven’t of rapped me my father would of still been alive, and so would i.
Chapter eleven-
Beep. Beep. Beep.
A groan escaped my lips, and I looked at my clock from underneath my blanket. I slowly brought my hand out, and pulled my alarm clock out of the wall, and went back underneath the blankets sighing. Im so tired… I got absolutely no sleep last night. I dreamt of… what had happened to me over and over, and I continuously woke up, and I finally gave up around five in the morning and laid there. I didn’t want to get out of bed. I just wanted to lay here all day. I heard a knock at my door, and I ignored it, and continued to lay in bed. Another knock came, and then someone was pounding on the door. I closed my eyes, and brought my hands over my ears. The door swung open, and the covers where pulled off of me.
“ Mayella get up,” Tristan said sounding exhausted.
“ leave me alone im not going to school today,” I said curling up into a ball.
“ Yes you are,” he growled.
“ No. Im. Not.” I said sternly. I felt two hands wrap around my ankle, and I got violently pulled off my bed. I landed on the floor, and curled back up into a ball.
“ Damnit get up,” he said sounding irritated.
“ Why the devil do you care?” I mumbled into the floor.
“ Stop being difficult Mayella,” he groaned. I stood up, and looked at him, and I actually hissed, and pretended to claw him with my fake nails. He had an amused expression across his face, and he let out a chuckle walking out of my room, but then he stopped and turned back to me. “ BTW! We need to leave in five minutes,” He said walking out of the room.
“ Five minutes?!” I screeched. I jumped around my room, and looked for a pair of skinny jeans. The party is tonight… I’ll get dressed for that later. I found a pair of white skinny jeans, and slipped on a black T-shirt, that said, “ That’s what she said.” yes immature I know, but I always get a laugh from dozens of people when they see it. I smirked, and threw on a pair of van shoes, and brushed my hair out, and threw my book bag over my shoulder. I walked out of my room, and into the kitchen, and Tristan wasn’t there. I walked up the stairs, and bolted outside, and saw him sitting in his car. I sighed, and made my way towards it. I saw Rain in the passenger seat, and Jeremy in the back. I got in the back with Jeremy and he gave me a smile, and looked away. it looked like he was trying to suppress a laugh.
“ What?” I barked.
“ Your shit,” he chuckled. I rolled my eyes, and leaned back into my seat crossing my right leg over my left. “ You’re an idiot,” I mumbled. I heard him gasp, and he put faked being hurt. I looked away from him rolling my eyes once again, and looked out the window.
“ You look like crap,” Rain spoke up.
“ Gee, thanks,” I said sarcastically.
“ You got bags underneath your eyes. look like you got no sleep,” Rain said. I went to go reply, but Tristan did.
“ She was busy with her boyfriend, Ryder,” Tristan said coldly. Our eyes connected in his mirror, and he sent me this look.
“ What the hell?” I mouthed glaring at him.
“ Well everyone is happy this morning,” Jeremy said.
“ Tristan is being a total ass,” I said glaring at him.
“ And Mayella is being a whore,” Tristan said raising his voice.
“ Oh yeah im such a whore, because I have a boyfriend!” I said raising my voice, with as much venom as I could get in there.
“ Alright I think we should play the quiet game,” rain spoke up. “ Know everyone shut up,” he said looking at Tristan, and then turned around to look at me. I pointed to Tristan appalled.
“ he started it,” I mouthed.
“ Sh!” rain growled. I let out a sigh, and looked away from Tristan my hands abled up into fists. We pulled up to the school, and I stormed out of the car slamming the door as hard as I could. Tristan yelped, and grabbed my arm spinning me around.
“ Your crazy!” He said glaring at me.
“ Yeah im one crazy little whore,” I said glaring at him. “ I mean look at me, im wearing a mini skirt, with a tiny tube top, and six inch heels,” I said spinning around. He rolled his eyes. “ And you know what they say about whores right?” I asked taking a step closer to him. he raised an eyebrow, and I brought my hand up, and slapped him right across the face. The sound was loud, and my hand stung like a witch. “ They can give one hell of a bitch slap,” I said turning on my heel, and walking away from him fuming. I walked into the school, and ran into a hard chest. I looked up and saw Ryder looking down at me.
“ hey,” he said smiling.
“ Oh hi,” I muttered. He wrapped his arms around me, and tugged at the hoops on my jeans, and pulled me closer to him, and he crashed his lips onto mine. I was taken back, and then he pulled away grinning.
“ how are you?” he said still holding me close to him.
“F- Fine,” I said looking at the buttons on his shirt. He tilted