Goodbye Cheese state and Hello Cali by Missy (good ebook reader txt) 📕

Who’s in their!” I heard Pete and Alan scream. Sobs started to come from my mouth, and then they stopped pounding on the door, and then I heard a click, and the door handle started to turn. A scream escaped my lips, and my eyes met with Ryder. His eyes where full of fury. I stood up, and grabbed the first thing in my reach was a bottle of shampoo, and I chucked it at him. he flew at me, and I took a step back, and ran around him, and ran out to the room, but then someone grabbed me from the side, and threw me to the side. I laid their crying, and then I heard someone walking towards me. they grabbed the back of my hair, and pulled my head up, so I looked them in the face.
“ What where you doing in their?” Ryder said evilly.
“ I-,” I couldn’t catch my breath. Everything that had happened to me a year ago flooded in my memory, and I started to cry harder. “ You all rapped Nella!” I screamed hitting Ryder. Ryder picked me up, and pushed me against the wall.
“ And no one is going to find out, do you hear me!” he screamed in my face. I flinched, and nodded my head. he smirked, and lent forward to kiss me, but I moved my face, and his lips touched my neck. He let out a chuckle. “ Your still my girlfriend,” He said.
“ Fuck you, you crazy jerk!” I cried pushing against his chest. He grabbed my shoulders, and shoved me against the wall our bodies touching.
“ You’re going to stay my girlfriend, and keep your mouth shut about this, and you’re going to do everything I tell you to do,” he spat in my face.
“ You can’t do that!” I hissed. He turned around to look at Pete and Alan. They stepped forward, and they both grabbed my arms, and held me in front of Ryder. He brought his hand up and hit me across the face. I bit my lip, and held back my cry.
“ You listen to me, if you tell anyone about what had happened, we will all deny it, and so will Nella, and then we will come after you, and fuck with you so bad, you wished you were dead,” he said pressing his hand against my neck. Tears slid down my cheeks.
“ Nella… shell tell,” I muttered.
“ Trust us… she won’t,” He said showing me an evil smirk. My lips started quivering, and I bit my lip.
“ Why do I need to be your girlfriend then?” I cried.
“ because Mayella, your one of the hottest girls in the school, and you’re going to be mine. You’re going to wear what I tell you to wear, do what I tell you to do, talk to who I want you to talk to, and hang with who I want you to hang with.”
“ And what if I don’t?” I spat. The guys tightened their grips onto my wrists, and then I felt a huge punch in my stomach. I leant forward coughing, and sobs escaped my lips.
“ That’s what’s going to happen,” he smirked. The guys let go of my hands, and I fell forward, and Ryder wrapped his arms around me, and crashed his lips onto mine. My stomach churned and I have never felt so vile in my whole life. He took a step away from me smiling. “ Let’s get going,” he said wrapping his arm around my hip. I slowly walked next to him.
“ Cya later May,” Pete and Alan said. I looked down at my feet, and I walked out of the house next to Ryder biting my lip to hold back my cries. We got into his car, and I sat their trying to be as far from him as possible. I felt his hand on thigh near my knee, and then he slowly raised it higher. I touched his hand.
“ Stop,” I muttered. He started to tighten his grip on my thigh, and I removed my hand, and bit my lip letting out quiet sobs. “ Im supposed to go- go to a friends,” I mumbled.
“ You’re going home,” he said.
“ but-,” he stopped me, by tightening his grip again and pinching my thigh. I let out a cry because it hurt.
“ you’re going home,” he said his voice lowered. I nodded my head, and we pulled up to the front of my house. I went to go open the door but he stopped me. I turned towards him. “ Give me a goodnight kiss,” He smirked. I regretfully leaned forward, and he kissed me, and licked my bottom lick sticking his tongue in my mouth, and then he pulled back with a smirk across his face. I turned away, and walked to my house in a daze. I opened the front door, and stepped inside and slowly closed the door. I stood their staring into space, and I leaned against the door, and fell to the floor tears running down my cheeks, and my sobs filled the house.

Chapter twelve-
When Saturday came around I laid in bed all day. Didn’t even move. Next was Sunday and I still didn’t leave my bed except to go to the bathroom but I didn’t eat or drink anything. I tried but I couldn’t keep anything down. I laid in my bed, and I heard the front door open from upstairs, and I curled into a tight ball shutting my eyes tightly. I heard Rain, Jeremy, and Tristan’s voices coming from the kitchen, and I felt like someone had their hands wrapped around my neck cutting off my air. I sat up, and held my head in my hands trying to catch my breath. Someone knocked on my door, and I looked up and saw the door slowly opening. Tristan came in laughing and smirking.
“ Best weekend ever,” He said loudly, and he went to go speak again, but he looked up and when he saw me his expression went blank. “ Are you OK?” He muttered stopping. I nodded my head. “Liar,” He said stepping closer. I scooted back.
“ J-,” I stopped because my breathing was so shortened I couldn’t even speak, and sucked in a deep breath shaking my head. “ Im fine,” I croaked.
“ That’s a loud of bullshit, look at you!” he said. I sat on the bed not looking at him, and then I felt him wrap his arms around me and pulled me out of bed.
“ Cut it out,” I said struggling. He carried me across the room, and had me stand in front of the mirror and he stood behind me.
“ Look at you Mayella,” He hissed. I looked down with my eyes shut refusing to look up. I felt his hand touch my chin, and he tilted my head up. I kept my eyes shut. “ Damnit Mayella, Look at yourself!” He said lightly shaking my shoulders. I slowly opened my eyes, and my breath caught when I saw myself. I didn’t even recognize the person standing in the mirror. I didn’t realize someone can change so much in two days. All the color in my skin was lost, and my cheeks didn’t even have my natural blush. I had bags underneath my eyes, and my lips also lost color. My eyes looked hollow, and black. My hair was a mess, and looked dead, and I looked weak. “ What happened to you?” Tristans voice rang through my head. I snapped back into reality. I didn’t even realize he was standing next to me. I side stepped him, and leaned against my wall.
“ go,” I whispered.
“ Mayella!”
“ Get the hell out!” I screamd at him. He took a step back looking at me. “ Tristan,” I hissed looking away from him. I heard my door slam shut, and I looked up and I was alone. I fell onto the floor, and leaned against the wall bringing my knees up to my chest, and I felt tears falling down my cheeks. I gave up….
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Tap. Tap. Tap.
I tilted my head up, and looked around my dark room.
Tap. Tap. Tap.
I slowly stood up, and swayed to the right and then the left, and put my hand on the wall trying to regain my balance. I let out a deep breath, and walked over to my door and opened it. My breath caught and I took a step back.
“ How did you get in here?” I whispered.
“ You shouldn’t leave the doors unlocked,” Ryder smirked. He stepped into my room pushing me back, and I stumbled back and stood their gawking at him.
“ Didn’t… didn’t Tristan see you?” I muttered shaking my head.
“ babe no one is home,” he said dryly. I felt the world just fall apart. I looked up and Ryder was right in front of me. he brought his hand out touching my face. I flinched at first and he let out a laugh. “You look like crap, you better not look like this tomorrow,” he said his grip becoming tighter on my cheek. I nodded my head. He then kissed my forehead, and I flinched and he kept his lips there. “ So wanna lay down together and just chill,” He said grabbing my hand and pulling me towards me bed. I held back, and he grabbed my arm harder pulling me. I stumbled forward, and he sat down next to him on the bed. I felt his lips touch my neck, and I closed my eyes taking a deep breath. “ Babe,” He said sounding mad.
“ W-what,” I whispered.
“ If you keep acting like this you’re really going to piss me off,” He said evilly in my ear. It sent chills down my spine. I turned my head to look at him, and he pressed his lips hard against mine. At first I didn’t responded but then I felt his hand tighten onto my arm harder and harder each second I just stood still. I finally kissed him back, and his grip started to loosen. He pushed me back, so I was laying and I felt his body weight press against me. I felt like I was about to be sick. Then it stopped. He laid their onto of me, and I heard footsteps above us.
“ T-Tristan’s… h-home,” I muttered. Ryder got off of me and sat up, and stood in front of me. I felt his hand touch my chin, and he tilted my head up, and he pressed his lips against my forehead.
“ Love you,” he said. I kept my mouth shut, and he looked me in the eyes and I felt terrified.
“ Love you too,” I said quickly. He smiled, and then turned around and walked out of my room. I sat there for a few minutes, and I looked down at my hands and I was shaking. I sucked in a deep breath, and I sat up, and went to go take a shower because I felt disgusting. I stepped in the shower, and I stood under the hot water. I felt my knees start to shake, and I knelt down wrapping my arms around my knees and tilted my chin down into my chest. “ I hate you,” I whispered over and over. I eventually shut off the water and stepped out of the shower in a daze, and I threw on a pair of pants and a shirt, and brushed out my hair, and walked out of my room, and into the kitchen. As I passed the front room I saw