Slap by Zoey.Stark N (notion reading list .txt) 📕

“Maybe.” I said. He kissed me one more time and I went home. When I got there though King was waiting on me. Okay, let me just say King is HOT with a capital H but I mean it doesn’t mean I am going to fall for him. Right? Ughhhhhh I don’t know when did this turn into one of “those movies”. Chapter 2: Premission Granted Half Way

Standing on my porch at dusk of the afternoon was the one guy I wasn't expecting to see tonight.
“Where have you been?” King ask.
“Zleeps is not going to be happy about this.” I said.
“What Zleeps don’t know won’t hurt him.” He said while we were walking into my house. Parents aren’t home for a week so ummmmmm yeah this is probably going to be like on of “those movies”. I hate those movies the girl always ends up picking the wrong guy.
“King, you know how I feel about you but, it’s not going to work out.” I said.
“It could work. We could make it work.” He said. Great now he’s in love with me. Anybody else. Hmmmmmmm maybe the little boy next door too.
“King I…………” I was saying before he cut me off and started kissing me. Okay, was it so wrong I didn’t want it to stop this time either. I knew it was wrong towards Chase and Zleeps but I couldn’t help it no more. King knows how I feel about him but I wouldn’t never act on them because of Zleeps. I pushed him away.
“I can’t do this and you know it.” I said looking away. I looked at the clock and saw that Zleeps and everybody else wouldn’t be here until 6pm and well it was only 4:45pm.
“Why can’t you stop thinking and just let go?” He asked frustrated.
“Because I just can’t okay.” I said. He came up to me and kissed me gently on the lips. I can’t do this to Chase so; I pushed away one more time.
“I know that you need to ask permission from your secret.” He said.
“How do you know about that?” I asked.
“I kind of followed you after school and I sorta hacked your phone too.” He said.
“I will see, but I still need time.” I said walking upstairs to call Chase. King wasn’t as good of a kisser as Chase but he was good. I called Chase to see if I could just use King as a cover up story for us and explained it all he was on board with it too. After that I went and told King everything he was on board as well. He wanted a chance and I guess this seems like the only one he’s going to get. He walks in my room and kisses me once more gently on the lips only this time I kiss him back. He laid me gently on the bed and kissed down my jawline and then he started to kiss me on my lips again. I wanted to stop it but at the same time I didn’t want it to stop. He kissed me one more time gently on the lips and stopped and laid down on the other side of me.
“Why do you tease me?” I asked.
“Because you do the same thing to me.” He said.
“How?” I asked.
“You’re so beautiful, you have the prettiest eyes ever, and I love the way when you smile and it lights up the whole room.” He said. I kissed him on the lips and he was shocked at first but soon enough he got into it to. I heard somebody come into my room so me and King jumped up really fast. It ended up being Zleeps he ran out and well I guess you can say we were busted.
“Zleeps don’t go.” I said to him when he was going outside he stopped.
“Why should I stay you have all you need? Or should I what you wanted?” He said. Okay, I will let that one slide.
“I’m sorry.” I said now with tear falling down my cheek. No one has ever made me cry the way I would cry for Zleeps.
“Why?” He asked.
“She didn’t want it to happen, she was so worried about hurting you. You knew how much and how far I would go to get her and to love her. And you knew how much I wanted her to love me back. What is so wrong about that? And why blame her?” King said.
“Don’t you turn this on me King. You know something and you know that I can’t say that thing because I am afraid to but you’re supposed to be my friend.” Zleeps said.
“Y’all both need to stop. Zleeps you will always be my first love and first boyfriend but we broke up. I’m single, I can date who I want to. You’ll always be my friend and you’re always going to be a big brother to me. I want to try and see what happens between me and King and if it don’t work out I will let you say I told you so. I don’t want to hear another word about it okay?” I said.
“Fine.” They both said at the same time. We walked back in and we waited for the rest of the group got there so me and King can tell them. We waited silently and thought maybe this isn’t right towards Chase. Something in me wanted to be with Chase and something in me wanted King too. King was sweet and maybe it might work but in the end I am going to have to marry Chase. Which hey that’s not too bad.
“What are you thinking about?” King asked.
“Nothing.” I said picking up my cell phone and texting Chase. I texted: “Are you sure about this?”
And sent it. I had a text from Zleeps.
To: Slap
From: Zleeps
Are you seriously going with him?
I texted back “Yes I know you mad but……” I sent that, I know I couldn’t finish the sentence but I need you give this a try. I kind of miss Chase, weird thinking that. I got a text back from both Chase and Zleeps. I looked at Chase’s first it said:
To: Cecialla
From: Chase
I might get jealous but it is what you want, yes.
Okay, could he make this any harder. I texted back “I just don’t know……can we have a date tonight at 11pm?” I sent that and went back to see if Zleeps sent one back but he didn’t. That made me come to the conclusion that he was really mad. I walked over to him.

Chapter 3: The Talk, Faint Dream, and Date

I wanted to get near him enough where he could hear me and not King hear me.
“Can we talk?” I asked.
He hesitated at first, but he eventually walked upstairs with me. When we got to my room I shut the door.
“Please talk to me, Zleeps.” I said.
“Why? You don’t need me you got King.” He said.
“Zleeps I will always need you, your one of my best friends I can’t just lose you.” I said.
“Why?” he asked.
“I have been holding back on going out or being around King alone for almost a year now, and you know why? Because I didn’t want to hurt you.” I said.
“You want to know why though? Why I tried to keep you away from you?” he asked.
“Why?” I asked.
“Because I thought I was still in love with you.” He said (Great, ughhhh…...it’s officially one of “those movies”). I was speechless, why didn’t I know this? I thought he didn’t love me no more after he had suggested we break up. Yes I said it was a mutual decision but in the end I didn’t want to admit that he broke up with me. The worst thing I could’ve done right then………...happened I fainted. The darkest overcame me but then next thing I know it my scenerie changed. I was having the weirdest dream I was sitting on my bed in a beautiful white princess looking dress. I get up walk downstairs and there stands Chase, Zleeps, and King. They were all holding a corsages in their hands and also all in different tux colors too. Chase was wearing an all white tux with a black bow tie, Zleeps was wearing an all grey suit with a pink tie, and King was wearing an all black suit with a black tie. I was suppose to choose one. I look at Chase’s first it was a simple beautiful red rose, Zleeps was a perfect pink rose, and King was a white rose. I stare at their hands I look at the red rose I start to walk towards it but then Chase disappears out of thin air, so I walk towards the pink rose Zleeps disappears out of thin air, and then I got towards King he just all of a sudden walks out of the house leaving me there. Then I woke up I was laying my bed I walked downstairs to see if anybody was here but there was no one. I look at my phone and see that I had a text from Chase.
To: Cecialla
From: Chase
Ok, be there at 11
I look at my clock it was 10:45pm, I had to get up and get ready. I fixed my makeup and stuff and then went downstairs to cook some popcorn and make a little bowl with candy in it. Finishing the bowl with candy I sat it on the coffee table then went back to put the popcorn in a bowl and set it on the coffee table. Chase was there at exactly at 11pm. When I opened the door I was shocked that he was wearing black skinny jeans and a black tight shirt he is like every girl in schools dream. He walked in and I led him to the living room. My living room had all this nice fruniture, but this very huge wrap around couch that could probably sit 10 people,