Slap by Zoey.Stark N (notion reading list .txt) 📕

and saw that I was a lone I fell. I just fell out and lately that has happened a lot. When I was out though I felt somebody pick me up bridal style carry me to the nurse told her that they found me past out near the football field; the nurse told the person to just lay me on the little like flatbed chair thingy.

Chapter 5: Not Again

I woke up soon after with my head throbbing. I asked the nurse who had found me she said Chase Tyis and in my head I was like that was sweet but on the outside I just said figures. She called my parents they told her to let Zleeps bring me home. The principal had told her to tell me not to bother showing up until Monday which that means I will miss two days of school and I never miss school. I was mad but the nurse said that I wouldn’t count against me if all my work was done. I was a little upset but I took it. She told me to lie down and that she would wake me when Zleeps came to get me after school.
I don’t how long I slept because when the nurse woke me up I was shocked at what time it was. Zleeps had come and got me at the end of the day and it was which I was shocked that it was. We had rode home in silence but when we got inside the fight began.
“Why haven’t you been eating like your suppose to?” he asked.
“There has just been a lot going on I just haven’t felt like eating.” I said.
“Well, I am going to cook some spaghetti and you’re going to eat a full bowl before I leave got it?” he said.
“I ye captain.” I said. And he did he spent about an hour cooking the food which that is the only dish I will let him feed me because he cooks it so well. I go to my bedroom and change into something comfortable. I change into a pair of shorts and a tank top. I get my IPod set an alarm for 30 minutes because that is how long it is going to take for Zleeps to finish cooking. I go to the songs on my IPod and I play some random song. When it came on I just started to relax. I kind of day dreamed about Chase and a little about King. I got woken u though by the alarm I set. I got up shut my IPod off and went downstairs. When I get down there I find him setting two plates of hot spaghetti.
“I can’t tell how long it’s been since I had this meal with you.” I said.
“On the day we broke up.” He said.
“Oh.” I said just sitting down and started to eat. I hadn’t noticed how hungry I was. After eating about two bowls he decided maybe that I ate enough that he could go he told me to get some rest and left. I got dressed in my night clothes which were a silk tank top with white shorts. I heard somebody knocking at the back door so I went downstairs to see who it was. I found Chase looking worried as ever.
“Chase, what’s wrong?” I said.
“You scared me.” He said.
“How?” I asked.
“Today at school, I thought you were……and well, it just really scared me to find you that way.” He said.
“I’m fine. You don’t have to worry.” I said wrapping my arms around him.
“That’s kind of hard when I am the one who found you.” He said.
“I am fine. All I have to do is eat more often and I need some time off of school.” I said.
“Okay, I am going to be bringing your homework by every day until you come back.” He said.
“I’ll be able to see you more often.” I said smiling and standing on my tippy toes so I can kiss him. He had to lean down the rest of the way so I could.
“I like that idea.” He said.
“What idea?” I asked.
“Being able to see you more often.” He said.
“I wish it was like that where we could.” I said.
“It could, you were close to doing it today.” He said.
“I know I am sorry.” I said.
“No, I actually wanted it to happen.” He said.
“What about your friends and what will they think?” I said.
“They probably make jokes, be rude about it, and most likely be mad that I hid it from them.” He said.
“Mine too, they probably want to kill you.” I said.
“I don’t want that for us but I also don’t want us to lie.” He said.
“I think we should just keep doing what we’re doing and anyways it’s our business not theirs.” I said.
“I agree.” He said kissing me again.
“But…” I said.
“No, no buts.” He said while kissing me again.
“Mmmkayy.” I said while kissing back.
“Chase, I think we should talk some about what’s going to happen during spring.” I said looking down. He took his hand and lifted my face so he could see me face to face.
“I love you. I need you to know that. Spring is going to be the best day of my life.” He says kissing my lips softly. Today was what Tuesday or Wednesday……I can’t remember dang. I just knew one thing right then I was in love with this guy.
“I love you, too.” I said back. He kissed my lips one more time then he showed me the work I missed and helped me finish it.
“So, I guess I have to go.” He said kind of disappointed our time was over.
“Or you could stay and lie to your parents saying you stayed at a friend’s house.” I said.
“You really want me to stay?” He asked looking me into the eyes.
“Of course.” I said kissing him.
“Okay, I will be back.” He said kissing my forehead walking out the front door. When he left out the door I ran up to my room and made sure it was totally clean. I love Chase and I can’t let King know I am letting Chase spend the night either. I clean the bathroom just in case he wanted to take a shower before school in the morning. I heard the doorbell so I went to get it as I went and opened the door I saw Chase there with a small duffle bag.
“Come on in.” I say as he walked in and I shut the door. I showed him to my room where he could put his stuff at.
“So, where am I sleeping tonight?” He asked I am sorry there is a huge king size bed in my room he’s definitely not sleeping anywhere else tonight.
“In the bed with me. Is that okay?” I asked smiling.
“Yeah that’s just fine it will get me for how our married life is going to be like.” He said smiling kissing my cheek. I already had my pajamas on so I told him he could put his on he said he slept in his boxers my heart just started racing.
“That’s fine.” I simply said.
“What do you usually sleep in?” He asked.
“Boy shorts or short shorts with a tank top.” I told him.
“Cute.” He simply said wrapping arms around me.
"What do you sleep in?" I asked him. 

"Boxers." He simply said.

"Cool." I said. We watched another movie and I just laid there in his arms.

 "Baby, do you think you will be marrying me in the Spring?" Chase asked me out of the blue after a marathon of chick flicks. 

"I don't know. I mean Chase I have known you forever and well you track record with keeping a girl sucks." I said brutally honest. Which I guess hurt him a little because he looked down probably thinking that he messed that up.

 "With you it's different. I won't deny that I cheat on girls or that I do get a new girl every other week, but you are not like those girls the only reason I went out with them was so it would make them happy. With you I want us both happy." He said looking into my eyes pulling me closer to him. 

"I will believe that when I see it happen. I like you a lot Chase I might say I love you, but I don't want to fall so hard for you if you're just going to break my heart." I said to him. He looked at me and nodded his head. I continued talking. "Chase, I want to be with you now and I hope I am still with you when Spring comes but I also don't want a guy who doesn't want the same or who wants to keep doing old habits. I mean I have no room to talk but King is my back-up plan honestly which sounds really stupid and kind of selfish of me but still. He's been waiting for his chance for awhile and well it's also a good cover-up story." I finished talking and looked at the blue screen since we haven't put in a new movie. Then all of a sudden Chase pulled my face to his and starts kissing me like crazy. 

"I refuse to let you go. I want you forever and I don't want to lose you to King. You're everything to me now and till you don't want to be with me anymore." He said to me kissing me on the forehead. 

"Good, now let's get ready to bed." I said kissing him one more time. 

"Okay baby girl." He said picking me up taking me upstairs. 

"What are you doing? I can walk you know." I said giggling.

"Yeah, but it's funner this way." He said chuckling. I opened the door that was mine also where I put his bag earlier. He gently put me down and I went to my closet and changed in some black boy shorts and a silky blue tank top. He was changing to when I came out he was already laying in bed waiting for me. I got in bed with Chase, he said nothing which was great and it made me feel at ease when he just held me in silence so I fell asleep fairly quickly that night.