Love is louder than the pressure to be perfect... by Derya Uysal (bill gates best books txt) 📕

hear of us.If you remember anything else call me."I handed her my card and walked out of the house.Josh followed me."Mhm...I don't think she has to do anything with it.She seemed nice."Josh smiled."She is really great.But she hates me.And I hate her too,well a bit."I smirked."You don't hate her you love her!Aww!How cute!"I nudged him."Stop it!I don't love her anymore!Not after she betrayed me with that guy."I giggled."Fine.I will take that as a 'yes'"He rolled his eyes."If you feel better than."I smirked at him."What?"I smiled."Nothing.I just started liking you.A bit."Oh god.I can't believe I just said that!I hate him!This can't happend!I can't like him.He is...well Josh and he is annoying.I hate him and he hates me.He smiled."Well i like you too."What?What did he say?He likes me too?What the hell is happening here?!
Chapter 4:Feelings

Josh was sitting in the car waiting for me.I had to drink a coffee now.This was just to confusing for me.I bought two cups of coffee and headed back to the car,getting in.He took his coffee and started driving to my apartment.I drank my coffee without saying a word.Normally I would turn up the music in his car annoying him,but this time it was different.He liked me.And I kind of did too.Why do I like him?Why god?I should hate him.And he should hate me too.Than I would annoy him and he would be annoyed and we would live happyly ever after.Like always when we are together.But now?We are quiet.So quietly that I can hear my own heart beat.And man,it was hot here.I pulled off my jacket throwing it to the backseat.He looked at me."Hot?"I nodded."Kinda."He smiled.That was all?No stupid comment on how I look?Nothing?I waited,looking at him.Nothing.After a while he looked at me."Why are looking at me like that?"I looked away.Than I looked at him again."You don't wanna tell me someting?"He shook his head."No.Why?Should I?"I shook my head."No.It's just...Normally you would annoy me.But today you aren't."He smirked."You miss something?"I rolled my eyes."There you are again.My annoying boss."He laughed.I giggled."So we're here."He pulled into my driveway and stopped the car."Thanks for the drive."He smiled."Thanks for the coffee."I giggled,kissing his cheek,getting out of the car and into my apartment.What did I do?!I am soo confused right now man.I have to talk to someone now...Marissa!I have to call her now.I dialed her number,waiting for her to pick up.Come on!!!"hello?"I sighed in relief."God.I'm soo glad you picked up.You can't believe what happens with me."I heard Marissa giggling."What happened girl?"I giggled."I think I like Josh...Oh my god.I can't even believe I said this now."I heard Marissa gasp."Oh my dear lord.WHAT?!You LIKE him?!What is wrong with you?!"I sighed."I don't know...I can't even think straight now.It's so confusing.But everytime I see him I have to smile.He is...Well...Cute.Kinda.But I don't know what to do.He told me that he liked me too.Marissa cutie,help me!"Marissa laughed."Slow down girl.Well seems like you are falling in love with Josh.Who is,by the way,your boss."Marissa chuckled again."Well I guess I have to come over now,right?"I nodded even though she couldn't see it."Yes please..."Marissa laughed."Right girl.I'm over at 5,ok?"We hung up.I leaned back to the couch and took deep breaths.Ok,why am I falling in love with him?What happens with me?I hated him for 10 years.10!And I know him since I am 10.And we hated each other the day we met.So why did my feelings for him change?What did he do?!I smiled as I heard the doorbell ringing.I got up,opening the door.Marissa came in with a smirk on her face."so so...My little girl is falling in love.Lalalalalaa!"I hit her."Stop it!" I giggled.

Chapter 5:Next day,new feelings?

I was leaning against the wall of the lift,sighing.God...I can't even look at him.The door of the lift opened and Josh stepped in,smiling at me.His smile *-* God,Demi stop it.I smiled back at him."Morning,Demi.How are you?"I tried to act calm."Uhm.I'm fine.How are you?"
"I'm fine.Ready to solve the case?"
"No.Not at all.But I guess I have to."
"Well.It is your job.And I believe that you solve this case in no time."
I smiled and hit his chest before going out of the lift and towards my office.Marissa was waiting for me."heeyy heeyy,giiirl!"
"hey Mary.What are you doing here?"
"I have to tell you something!You know Chester Callahan,right?"
"Yes.He is an actor,why?"
"He called me and offered me a job!!!"
"Oh my dear lord!That's awesome!"We jumped up and down,screaming and laughing.Then Josh came towards us.I stopped jumping and giggled."Hey,why are you both that happy?"
"Marissa is going to be an actress.Isn't that awesome?"
"It is.Congratulations girlie."

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Publication Date: 11-14-2012

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