Forgetting the Pain by Aaliyah Lavade (book recommendations .txt) 📕

Pain ............ Forgetting it. But cant seem to forget. This haunts me forever. My heart, well my heart is broken and I am in pain. Mentally not physically. Everyone in some point in thier life ends up to be heartbroken. I finally understand why people call liking someone a "crush

" I dont think I ever felt this way with anyone or even cried over someone. Im not a person huge on emotions or even talking about how I feel. But I had too. Its killing me on how I'm feeling. Maybe you dont want to read some story about a teenage girl getting her heart broken and feeling SO sorry for herself. In truth, yes I feel sorry for myself that I fell for everything, everything he told me when I was with him. And how I'm sobbing over his ass. Oh! I also LOVE to cuss. I think it helps me with my anger. My heart has a dagger right through it or a sword. And it will NEVER heal. No matter how hard I try it's just too badly wounded.



Some say you can heal your heart. I say once it's broken there is no way to fix it or pick up the pieces without crying. I'm not a person huge on emotions or crying. I HATE crying it makes me feel weal and pathetic but I'm not weak or pathetic that's why I hate crying. I suppose you would like to know how I got my heart broken. Its tragedy love story it still continuing.

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It all started with HIM. He was popular and the schools bad ass. Something about him just made all the girls fall for him. Especially me. I thought it would never happen. I think the longest conversation we ever had was when we were talking about this band we both just so happened to like called Evanescence. I love thier music. Thier amazing, he thought the same. Is there anything this guy doesnt like? He is just so.......... just so perfect.
Your probably thinking that I'm lovestruck or obsessed with this dude. Well your wrong. I dont know what my deal is with him. I dont want to be like those other girls who fall for him then get thier heart broken. Isnt that what he wants? He knows girls like him and are obsessed with him. I think he has a list! Wow I sound stupid. But I dont wanna be another girl who falls for him. Im better than that. Way better

Publication Date: 05-15-2011

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Dedication:
My friends who were with me when I was in pain. This is also to anyone who has ever been hurt. My heart goes out to all of you :) <3