Entitled by cama seeney (the beginning after the end novel read .txt) 📕

you and what have you done with my dearest friend teddy?' I asked. He jumped up off the second had couch, which might I add was surprisingly clean - I hated cleaning really but I felt the constant urge, he always said I was nesting - and pounced at me. Tickling me until I screeched and screamed about needing to pee.

 

It was meer hours after this that I wanted  no begged we went for a walk. At two thirty in the morning it was the most stupid idea I had ever had. He finally gave in and we wrapped in worn out coats, scarvs and hats. He held my hand trying to lead me away from the forest which I led us right into.

 

As soon as I began singing softly he walked grudgingly behind me. I became louder the further we went into the forest. I will forever regret this night because it wasn't anything human that we met in that forest.

 

 

I will never be more sorry...

 

All of a sudden the forest was dark, cold and dingy. It didn't feel welcoming at all. Every branch and rock seemed to want me to tumble. My aching body fell to the floor after almost tripping for the fith time. I put my arms out infront of me and caught myself. My baby was safe, sighing I stood up and dusted myself off. My palms were a bloody mess, I turned to look at Teddy, he was staring off into the distance looking worried.

 

And then I heard it. The crack of a branch and heavy breathing. It wasn't human breathing it was was the deeper, wetter sound of an animal. Heavy and enchanting it echoed all around us I couldn't tell where the sound was coming from. The night was silent, the only sound was the approaching animal and our own very much quieter breathing. It was so quiet around us my own heart beat echoed in my ears. I snorted at how silly this was, but still I looked around searching and found nothing.

 

Sighing I breathed deeply only to inhale the smell of a deep rotting mould, the clouds chose that very moment to move away from the clouds blanketing its shine. Mere footsteps away from us stood a deep black coat. Fur? Yes it must be, the coat growled flashing yellowing teeth. The animal too another step forward, I could now see the deep green and black colours mixing. It was a wolf? Moss and mouldpartially covered its fur masking the deep black coat. The smell was horrendous, the animal stood there waiting.

 

I didn't move a muscle, 'Don't be scared, I am right here.' Teddy whispered to me seconds before the clouds once again covered the moon up. I'd never been more afraid of the dark. Something brushed my angle and I screamed terrified. I was going to die.

 

I gripped teddy's hand and found something grip down on my ankle, something began dragging me away. I screamed again terrified, the taste of fear was thick in the back of my throat - sickening. The teeth clamped down harder in anger this time. It threw his head left and right tearing into the boot, his teeth drew blood but it wasn't enough for the monster.

 

He let go and crawled up my body, his rancid breath puffing out inches from my face. His feet were beside me, suddenly his head went down. He began smelling my stomach before wracking his claws across my abdomen. I screamed in fury, in honor but mostly fear.

 

'Scarlet?' Teddy shouted, his tone questioning and searching. He began to shout my name again but this time it was cut off with a scream and a sickly crunch. A wet sound filled my ears, ripping. The worst images filled my mind. I didn't want to scream for help, I didn't want to breathe. I stood up and moved away from the sound he could be back any second. I scrambled up from my pathetic ball and crawled to a tree, putting all my weight on my arms and legs I pushed myself up. It took what seemed like hours for me to stumble from one tree to another. I head something behind me, a deep snarling sound and scrambled quicker avoiding trees instead of walking to them.

 

I soon found myself free of the forest and screamed for help. A young couple stopped next to me looking terrified, my clothes were torn and bloody. My hands were wet with blood and covered in dirt. My eyes reflected a madness, that insane gleam. I collapsed onto the floor and waited for the lights to follow the sound. Two officers jumped out of a police car and two medics out of the ambulance. The checked me over as I screamed about beats and my best friend.

I was quickly sedated.  

 

 

Bleep me to sleep

 

I woke up to an annoying bleeping sound. I tried to lift my right arm to turn off the bleeping but it must have been tangled up with the sheets or something. Sighing I blinked only to be blinded by the most annoying luminous lights. Did I fall asleep in the living room and forget to pull the curtains closed? 'Teddy' I murmered searching for him with closed eyes, where was that fool? I thought with a hint of sisterly love. The bleeping was still sounding, now that I thought about it, it was going the same pace as my heart. I tried to sit up and found I couldn't. The bleeping, much like my heart sped up. What was going on?

 

The smell of death hit my nose making me gag, what was that smell? I thought with disgust. Sighing I slowly opened my eyes again. The white walls around me were a stark, plain white. Terrified I found one of those in distress button things you only get in hospital. Flashes from last night were plaguing my thoughts. When no one came I sighed and closed my eyes, teeth flashed before my eyes and I screamed.

 

I gulped in air only to scream it back out. Hospital staff rushed in looking confused and a little scared. My whole body began shaking, I accidently closed my eyes and I could hear it, the crushing of bones and ripping of flesh. 'Teddy' I screamed, I pulled what appeared to be an IV from my arm the hole in my wrist bled slowly. I screamed again 'No more blood, no more blood.' I kept seeing him in my mind, his greasy fur, mould riddled and patchy. I don't know when I started to call it a he, it just happened but some how it worked. I began screaming for Teddy again, i couldn't even see what was happening around me. I could smell the death, the fear and misery of this place. Some how i knew he was dead, i knew Teddy wasn't here anymore.

 

In that very same breath my hands flew to my stomach, it was still. Empty of life. I began screaming again. I eventually stopped screaming after the doctor came in and with a stern voice told me to 'Stop.' I did looking at him with large eyes. 'We need to get your child out of your stomach before he begins to rot inside of you. Giving birth to a dead child is mot easy and I know you've  been through enough but we need to start getting better now.' He told me with an impassionate voice, devoid of emotion. I thought right then, that's what I wanted to be. I no longer enter to hurt, I looked into his brown eyes and nodded. I hardly remember the drugs they gave me. I don't know if they were for pain or for induced labour. Remember the hours of pain, my whole body shook with the force of it. I screamed again and again. Sweat covered my brow, I promised to myself as tears freely fell down my face that this would be the last time I cried.

 

I wanted a nasty new side of me. I wanted to be left alone, I wanted to die inside alone. The took my baby away without a word to me. He was dead, like Teddy, like me. They tried to get me to eat, they tried to get me to talk but I didn't want any of it. My life was over why would I care? Nothing was left for me anymore. Six months I didn't want a child, but I also wasn't living. My mind was flashes of my tiny beautiful boy, to the monster that killed him.

 

They asked for my emergency contact, I immediately thought of Teddy and wanted to cry again. Eventually they found my mother, but drunk as she was she was little or no help to them. The male unfeeling Dr was back again. Snapping his fingers to gain my attention, I snarled at him my voice rough and incapable of being used after much missuse. He clicked his fingers infront of my face, the sharp sound making me blink and focus on him. 'I know you've been through some shit. But its time to get up now, in a weeks time well remove the stiches from your stomach. Your ankle will need some work but I have the perfect place for you. Its a community of survivors, people who've been through shit and survived. Rogues mostly, but I believe they'll be able to help you far better than your mother or anyone here in this hospital. I've got your mother to pack your things, your leaving tomorrow. Now eat or ill put you on the drip again.' He informed me, I blinked angrily but nodded. He was right no one could help me. I don't do pitty so its time to go...

 

 

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