Famous Last Words by Leanne Yerdon (inspirational novels txt) 📕

I'm not running away been fighting this so long such a price that we pay we gotta be so strong and I take my life tonight 'cause I have the right to die how I wanna, and leave how I arrived, so alive.

Brompton Cocktail-Avenged Sevenfold....


Chpt. 3

I walked into my global class. I yawned slightly then walked to the back room to my desk and sat down in my seat. Colin slid into his seat on my right and Crystal in her seat on my left. I laid my bag on my desk and eyed the door. I then looked down as Zach walked in, making his way over to his seat beside Macy. I then eyed his facial expression. He looked upset. I sighed and turned back forward. What was wrong now..? I asked in my head. I then waited to get his attention.

“Whats wrong?” I mouthed when I finally got the boys attention. He shrugged. The teacher then went to the front of the room.

“Your test is online. No talking or using notes.” She mumbled and then sat back down at her desk, watching all of us as we pulled out our laptops. I quickly opened the test and read over the 30 questions on it about the Roman Empire. After a good 20 minuets of typing, I finally finished with a 90 on my test. I looked over to see Zach scribbling on a piece of paper,doing his corrections. I shut my laptop and put it in my bag and walked over to his desk, pulling out a chair and sitting beside him. He looked up briefly then back down at his paper,scribbling across the paper.

“You gonna tell me what’s wrong now?” I asked. He shook his head and laid his hand on the key pad of his laptop scrolling down the questions of his test. I laid my hand on his gently. He didn’t even look at me. I sighed and pushed his hand aside lightly as he went back to his corrections. I pulled up his stickies and glided my fingers across the keyboard.

You wanna tell me now?
I typed. He kept his head down on the paper. His hand gliding across it. I hit the space bar. He didn’t even flinch. I then tapped it a couple times. Him looking up at me with a smirk. I smiled and tilted my head. He chuckled and looked up at the screen. He sighed,pulling his hands to his lap. He kept his eyes on his lap.

“I was informed that your fake.” I slumped back in my chair. What?! I screamed in my head. I looked at the floor. I could hear as if Macy was laughing behind me.

“You out of all people know I’m not.” I said. He nodded.

“I know that’s why I just shrugged it off.” He said. Just shrugged it off? Are you kidding me right now? I said in my head.

“You didn’t even try to defend me?” I whispered. He shook his head, laying his hand on my knee leaning towards me.

“No I defended you in the hallway remember.” My jaw dropped. What I heard was right. What his friend said was I was a fake. All he said was no. I pushed his hand away and stood up.

“Okay.” I mumbled and pushed my chair in and walked back over to my seat. The teacher then walked to the front of the room.

“Now everyone in each row will be a group we’re reviewing the last 3 chapters today.” She mumbled and returned to her desk. Everyone in my row then turned back to me and surrounded my desk. Crystal ditching her group and joining ours. I focused on the grey desk in front of me. Blocking all of there conversations and voices out. What did I ever do that was so terrible to deserve any of this? I never lied to anyone unless I didn’t want them to get hurt or for anyone to start drama. But even when I say nothing people still have to do this to me. I felt the tears creeping up to my eyes. My hand shot up.

“Yes Casey?” Mrs. Glown asked. I stood up.

“May I go get a drink please?” I asked. She nodded and pulled out a pass writing the time and where I was going. Zach eyed me as I walked up to her desk.

Thirsty.

I mouthed to him. He chuckled and smiled. I nodded.

Love you Baby.

He mouthed back. I blushed.

Love you too.

I mouthed and grabbed my pass off of the desk and turned out of the global room. The fountain was down the stairs and by the bathrooms by the cafeteria. Our school was small. I walked down the stairs. I smiled at who I saw outside the glass doors that were in front of the cafeteria that led outside. I walked over to the fountain and grabbed a couple gulps of water then walked over to the doors. I knocked on the glass. I giggled as Mason almost jumped out of his skin. I opened the glass doors a bit. Bryce just leaned agains the wall of the school a cigarette in his mouth and the smoke coming off of his lips.

“Look whose skipping now.” I said, a childish grin rising over my lips. Bryce chuckled as we both watched Mason pick up the cigarette and put it back in his mouth.

“Is there any place I can go that you won’t see me? I have a free period though sis and you better get to class before the cigg smoke gets on your clothes.” He said. My brother wasn’t stupid he knew the school always was against teen smoking. If you smelt like smoke you were imediatly sent to guidance. I shrugged.

“Not like I care. I got written up in Spanish might as well go for a record and get written up in Global too.” I said. Bryce nodded and blew smoke from his lips, holding the cigarette in his fingers.

“I heard about that from Aiden. Its alright I heard the sub was up your ass its alright. You meant well.” He said, pulling the cigarette back up to his lips. I looked over at Mason. He was quiet. The cigarette between his lips and his foot up agains the brick walling of the school.

“Hey you look sexy with lung cancer.” I said to him. He looked over at me and then stood up properly and dropped the cigarette onto the sidewalk, stepping on it. He then turned to me, stepping through the door and wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me into him.

“You look sexy with anything I’m guessing.” He said against my neck. I shivered as his warm breath hit my neck. I practically melted into his arms. He then kissed my neck, nibbling on it. I shuddered putting my head against his shoulder. He held me tighter to his chest. I then looked over at Bryce. His jaw almost hitting the floor. I then blinked, my mind coming back to earth. I did everything I could to move muscles..To make them respond. But no.. I then felt his tongue against my skin. I bit my lip and then finally pushed him back.

“I..Have to go..” I said and turned and ran to the stairwell. I put all my energy to getting up them. Why..? How?!?. I screamed in my head. I walked into my Global class. My eyes wide and breathing shaking. I then threw my pass back into the garbage. Zach looked at me confused. I forced a smile on my face and rushed back to my seat. I folded my hands on my lap and read over my notes. I felt like I wasn’t in my skin. I felt like my heart would beat out of my chest. I shuddered and then shoved my books back into my bag as the bell rang. God help me. I pleaded looking up briefly then back down and started out the door.

Chpt. 4

I kept my eyes on the clock. Only a couple minuets to go. Why did this period always take forever? I asked as our Math teacher continued to write more to the math notes on the board. I smiled as he finally finished. I then saw Jamie throw her hand up. If anyone had a question we had to stay after. No matter what. I pulled her hand back down.

“Put your hand up and I’ll legit hurt you.” I said playfully. She chuckled and held her hand back to her side. I sighed in relief and pulled my bag to my side. I heard the ding from the bell and walked out of the room to my locker. I ran my fingers over the dial and pulled my hoodie off the hook and slammed the locker door shut. Ally ran to my side,her boyfriend on the other. They both stared me down as we just made it down the stairs...All three of us. I groaned.

“Can I help you?” I asked aloud. David shrugged, while Ally nodded. Her arm intwining with mine as we met the hallway towards the glass doors that met the parking lot and buses.

“Where’s your boy toy?” She asked. I sighed and shrugged. He was always gone and out of school right before the bell since his classes were usually right by the doors. Never even cared to wait for me. I sighed. No big deal. I shrugged.

“Not.Here.” I mumbled and pushed through the doors. I glanced over to see if he was there with his friends. Nothing. I scoffed. Silly me for actually thinking he cared. I said to myself and walked between two buses and to Bryces car. I looked to see Mason and Bryce both standing there, sitting on the hood of the car. Bryce spotted me and smiled. I kept my head down as Mason