Wonderland by Bellaa Dream (superbooks4u .TXT) 📕

I felt a little bad. I knew i was about to get a earfull. Leanna sighed. "LAYLA ZAYNADA KEYANNA WANG, Young lady you ought to be ashamed of your fucking self. Thats.. Just.. Ugh! No! You can do so much damn better! Girl. Do you understand what you just did?! You just let the demons back into your life. Are you willing to deal with the consequences?! HUH? NO you arent! You know what. If you get hurt. Just know that i told you so. And when you run back to me. Ima always be here, But ima laugh. In your face for being an idiot!" I sat there in total silence for a few seconds. My throat was dry. "Well.. Uh. Leanna.. Im gonna call you back" I struggled to say. " You better not hang this pho-----"  Leanna yelled.

I hung the phone up. That wasnt what i wanted to hear. But what did i want to hear? What was i really expecting to hear? I heard footsteps behind me. Jay slowly wrapped his arms around my waist. "My jayden senses are tingling. There telling me that my bae is upset. maybe even a little hungry. just like me. But really tho what's wrong?" I weakly giggled. "You silly.. But nothings wrong with me. Im fine. And i am hungry as hell. How'd you know?" I ran to my phone the was on the couch and ordered chinise food. He scarfed his food down and i sat there giggling hella hard.

Lasiren bust through the door. "Hey sis, im finna go get a couple things. Ima stay at sean house for the rest of the week." "Um.. okay. but wait do i trust yall enough to go to school and stay there and no trouble out of both of yall?" "Yes yes yes yes yes!!" He yelled from the bathroom. Jay laughed hard and lasiren was running around the appt like a crackhead. "Shit's not funny jay!" I hit his arm playfully. "It actually is. That nigga is grown! Stop worring bout him." "Well.. I guess you right." Lasiren came out the room carying something that was hidden purposly. But i shook it off. I brushed it off for a while only to be on the sweet side with jay. I knew he could do it but it just took the right chick to bring him to it. 

I started freaking out. Lasiren hadnt contacted me in 2 days. We cant stay away from eachother for 3 hours even if we tried. Let alone 42. Not a call, Nor a single text to tell me he was still alive. Maybe he was just having too much fun? Maybe he just forgot bout lil ole me. NAH. This, Was not normal what so ever. My phone rang at about 2:45. It was lasiren. I knew this cause he had his own ringtone. It was his voice saying "Nigga pick up its big daddy" I chuckled. "Bae can you answer that?!" I yelled out. "Yes. Mhm. This is his brother-in law. Yes. Yes. No. Oh my god is something wrong? Oh no."

My slight smile dissapered and my heart dropped to my ass. Jay walked in shaking his head. Tears welled in my eyes. "Take the phone." Jay's voice cracked. "Hello..?" I hesitated. "Um. Hi miss wang this is detective Kimswayla. Sorry to say, But your brother Lasiren has been shot and it seems like he wont make it. Could you possibly make it to the hospital right away?" "Oh GOD. Okay Okay." I jumped up , slid my sandles on, grabbed my keys and jetted off.

Jay struggled to keep up with me. Pains kept striking my heart. I loved him too much to loose him. I swear i'd die a little inside if he.. I shook that thought away while i bolted through stop lights and cut through parking lots. I was such a SAFE driver. But this right here was a serious matter. Me and jay raced through the hospital to find Sean's parents sobbing and Sean lieing there dead. Lifeless. Still. 16 and dead. Was lasiren...? NO. The detective and the doctor ran towards me.

"How is he?!" "He's in stable condition now. He vitals were changing drasticly but their under control now. Lasiren was shot in the chest twice and in the left leg once." "Thanks.." I turned to the detective. "So.. How did this happen?" "We dont exactly know the full story. But bystanders say it might have been drug related. There were two young guys around the same age as him and Sean but they were walking alongside Sean and Lasiren and one of the other guys shot Sean, He was still concious. Lasiren ran after them but was shot. He crawled back to sean and held him. Sean died minuets later. Lasiren soon passed out from im guessing blood loss. 

My Head Dropped. "When can I see him? I just wanna see him" I whispered. "We dont know yet" She expressed with sorrow in her voice. I cried even harder. Jay grabbed me and held me tight as I sobbed into his chest. Slowly I was angered. I softly banged on Jay's chest "I JUST WANT TO SEE HIM!! LET ME FUCKING SEE HIM!! I REFUSE TO BE STAREING AT HIS LIFELESS BODY!! I WANNA SEE HIM NOW. RIGHT FUCKING NOW!"

I knew people were looking at me like "this crazy bitch" But i didnt care. If acting an complete ass was going to allow me to see my brother, then so be it. "Okay Miss Wang. You may see Lasiren now." The doctor said with wide eyes. I brushed pass the doctor and nearly knocked him down. I ran to Lasiren's bedside. "Oh baby boy! What the hell is wrong with you! If i loose you.. Ill go crazy! Lasiren please pull through! PLEASE!" I cried into Lasiren's shoulder. 

Jayden grabbed me up and sat me on his lap in the recliner. "Chill out bae. He's fine. He'll pull through. He's a fighter. Dont you dare think about him dieing on us. He wont! And we all know this. Just.. Take a nap. Ill let you know when something pops off." I did as he told me and fell straight to sleep. 

I was woken up by Jayden softly shaking me "Aye i gotta go. You're mom is here.

Publication Date: 09-23-2013

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