The world BLACK,WHITE,GRAY,AND DARK BLUE by Alone Girl (100 best novels of all time .txt) 📕

I think when it all comes down too it everybody in this world thinks good or evil or black and white but really it is good and evil black and white and gray and dark blue.nobody is perfectly good and nobody is straight up evil we are a mix those kids who wear those be you or love yourself well those mother fuckers can go too hell cuz those tee shirts don't mean shit if nobody bothers too listen i believe people can just fuck off cuz anti bullying campaigns don't stop bullying if a kid is an asshole they aren't going too stop because of a fuckin poster or wrist bands if anything the only use for those wrist bands are too hide the scars on cutters wrists schools say hey we got a no bullying policy but they don't fuckin follow through well like i said this world is goin down and we are all goin with it

 My whole life im told who i am now i sit and think who am i am i some asshole who just commit suicide or will i fucking grow up and be who i am told to be and go to college drive a safe car get married have kids with an amazing husband or who i want to be join the air force drive a fuckin motorcycle then go to college and be fuckin homosexual like i fuckin want i am scared to fuckin tgink about it my mom tried everything to keep me the girl she thinks i am but when you start to dream about what youll say in your suicide note something is fucked up

 When i was thirteen my best friends dad cheated on her mom she called me and was crying. Said im so alone her little brother was crushed she didnt want to be in such a scary and evil world i fliped cause about a week later she came over to my house to hangout she was wearing long sleeves i was curious at one point her sleeve slipped up all along her arms were cuts i was freaked really freaked like super freaked all i could think was the world poisoned her too over and over my world almost crashed no it did crash i felt like i failed i knew the evils in this world yet i did not protect her then i decided i would rid her of the poison it didnt work today we barely speak she doesnt wear short sleeves i wish we still had connections

Can you really blame me my eorld has be twisted into a place where people hate people.people hurt people.people judge people.people make other people feel .... unsafe. Whether you think it or not we are all guilty.you,me,and this whole fucked up world.we are all apart of this world you, me,and this whole poisned unsafe yet sort of beatiful world.i feel unsafe and thats okay i might be alone and i might be unsafe but im not broken yet

Text: Me
Images: Bookrix
Editing: Me
Publication Date: 05-10-2017

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Dedication:
To my lovely mind and it dark a scary places