Letter To Kevin by Annie Gilmore (always you kirsty moseley txt) 📕

To an angel in my life, to you Kevin...


Dear Kevin:

So many years has passed by since you left in that cold autumn day, I know that you had a purpose in leaving this world so soon, the purpose was to come back to me as an angel to make my walk in life smoother, so I can believe in my dreams and achieve them at some point. You were the image of the perfect man for me, the perfect boyfriend and husband, the one that fitted with me like a pair of good shoes that fit just right. Your face was the face of an angel, it had so much peace and tenderness and I feel that in your soul as you draw closer to me every single day, is like you are telling me "Annie, don't ever give up, I love you and I will give you a purpose for you to go on", softly you come to me, just like a spring breeze that caress the face tenderly, just like you were, a tender soul. I had wanted to find love again but you know I was actually looking for you, your a soul like yours, now I am convinced that is impossible, I don't have to look for love I already have love in my heart and is your love.

Life hasn't been easy for me, I had lost so many people along the way, my little sister, a girl that like you was an angel on this earth, who gave me such an amazing love and to top it all was my best friend, also my mother who was the bravest woman I had ever met, who cope with incredible loses and kept walking just to be my pilar of strengh. I owed so many things to this wonderful woman, the love of my life. When your soul touched me again I was going through a crisis but you made sure I knew you were near, you came back to teach me the way to go and to make me understand the power of love. Your love is an amazing force in my life. Sometimes I feel lost in time when you come softly to me and whisper our story in my ear. I can see our son eating those fluffy poundcakes with raisins, or the three of us having dinner together, I feel safe in my own little world with my two men, two men named Kevin. Some days I am still confused about so many things in life but once I feel you close I know that everything is going to be better and that I can't let you down. You deserve that I go on and try to ignore all the things that hurt me and focus in the beauty you are giving me, the power of a story that shines with beauty.

Kevin, I write you letters to express how I feel, I have a whole collection of letters in a box, all of them for you, I don't need to mail them any where because I know your soul will grasp every word I write to you. Last night as I look for a book I came across two of those letters that by coincidence were not in the box, you came back again to me, is like you never leave I just sometimes get missed up with wordly things and I don't notice your presence but when I feel the magic you do come back and touch me, you hold my hand like when we walked in that carpet of autumn leaves so long ago, those leaves of different colors, always autumn reminds me of you. I love you, I know that your heart and mine are married, are one. Don't ever step away from me, just stay close, give me that tender touch, caress my soul with yours. I want to feel safe in your arms when I close my eyes, with you I am always safe. As I close this letter I want to just say, thank you angel, my perfect one.

Yours forever more...

Annie

Text: c2013
Publication Date: 01-12-2013

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