h.e.r by tylerpatterson (life changing books to read TXT) 📕

i see her and i have a sense of excitement i wonder does she still have fellings for me.maybe if i dress really fresh today shell notice me i just need that one look and it will boost my motivation i love the look in her in eyes when the just stare at me for more than two simple seconds while her best friend loves me more than her i began to wonder if were just not ever meant to be. evrey time i dream shes in it evrey time i open my eyes to a new day i expect her to miraculously send me that one text message saying how she loves me and wants me back. while still her friend loves me i act as if shes not even a factor in my life completly blocked in my mind.if i ever see her what am i gonna say o hi u broke my heart over summer no i dont think so i just want things to be normal and have one cute girl that i like to myself and the rest just really good friends. i like making things as simple as possible.

i just cant understand how life can be that unfair when the girl who makes your heart water love someon else. but i guess thats why they gave it the name life you may think these words mean nothing that all this is senseless but i dont really care it dosent matter expression through writhing can make an individual feel alot better about themselves and thats what im doing. i wish that one girl would happen to go to this site and see how i truly felt even though its a small possibility i put evrey little spark of hope in my mind. no distraction can disturb me as i write this. if i had another chance i would show her how i truly feel i would make her feel like a queen show her what love truly is.but i guess shell never know until she reads this. to: sm.

Publication Date: 08-28-2010

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