Silent Joys And Broken Toys by Lula Mae (essential reading TXT) 📕

Silent Joys And Broken Toys

I'm Her ..............................6
Satisfaction Bringer.........8
You And I.........................10
Drama Queen.................12
Gun...................................14
One, Two, Twee!..............16
Accents............................18
Good Girl Gone Wild.....19
I Lost My Sister To HSM.....21
The Color Of Magic......23

I'm Her

My looks are so stunning, my voice, it is so high.
My laugh is so magical, it nearly makes you cry.
When you say the stars are beautiful, remember so am I.
I am your biggest fear and I'm the reason you are here.

I'm her, I'm her, I'm her.
I'm the girl that, they are talking 'bout.
I'm her, I'm her, I'm her.
I'm the one that the blogs are about,
I'm her, I'm her, I'm her.
I'm the girl that, they are talking 'bout.
I'm her, I'm her, yes, I'm her.

I am the perfection, I do not walk, I float.
And I fascinate you with every word I wrote.
When you think I'll let you hold my hand,
your dreams will soon be squibbed.
I am unreachable, 'cause I'm not like the other girls.

I'm her, I'm her, I'm her.
I'm the girl that, they are talking 'bout.
I'm her, I'm her, I'm her.
I'm the one that the blogs are about,
I'm her, I'm her, I'm her.
I'm the girl that, they are talking 'bout.
I'm her, I'm her, yes, I'm her.

And you better believe what I say,
you better believe what I say,
you better believe what I say,
I make you believe what I say.


<<font;_bold>Satisfaction Bringer

They say he's got the magic fingers,
they say he's really good at love.
He is the satisfaction bringer,
and he was send from above.

I really need to check this out,
to know the truth 'bout the rumors of the crowd,
if there's a guy with such qualities,
it's sure that soon I'll get him down on his knees.

He simply can't imagine what's going on between my legs,
when he's around and when he gives me that look.
I wear my best dress and I play with my hair,
but satisfaction bringer doesn't seem to care.

Every girl who ever had him,
or should I say that he had them,
they told he changed their lives for ever,
'cause he is such a caring man.

But he's too dumb to get my signs,
I think it's time to draw the line,
I'm disappointed and I sigh,
but suddenly satisfaction bringer says „hi“.

Satisfaction bringer, yes he took me home,
there I realised that he is quite a bore,
I said to myself „Calm down, it's gonna be worth it.“
Minutes passed like hours 'til the bringer touched me.

I felt his breath, it was so warm,
as he came nearer to perform,
the magic fingers ran down on me;
and then, I swear,
I swear, I swear,
that nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing happend.

3am, I pack my things and leave this jailhouse right away,
but at home the phonebell won't stop to ring.
Satisfaction-weirdo wants to hold my hand,
'cause I'm the perfect girl for his kind of men.

Don't you dare, to touch me ever, ever again,
first grow up and become a man.

Bringer, leave!


You And I

You and I,
a rollercoaster drive,
up and down,
should be fun but I wear a frown.

So take my hand,
You need to know what's on my mind,
while, we're stuck up here,
Our story began, my dear.

No matter what we do we always end up together,
Somehow we always do.

You and I so different, it carried us up high,
but from the top it just goes down, down, down.
Complications, so big grown,
in which we start to drown,
that's why we go
down, down, down, down.

You did change,
the way I see the world around me.
You removed,
the simplicity in my head:
You surely do not think of me as the prettiest girl of all,
and you're not the most perfect person of the world.
And people don't belong together,
they are not in love for ever.
Can you see what happened to me?

Don't know why we always end up together,
I haven't got a clue.
No matter what we do we always end up together,
Somehow we always do.

You and I so different, it carried us up high,
but from the top it just goes down, down, down.
Complications, so big grown,
in which we start to drown,
that's why we go
down, down, down, down.


Drama Queen

You say I'm a pretty girl, you say that you like my curls,
and I think that I like the words you say to me.
And then you kiss and hold me tight. Oh dear god, that feels so right.
But then you turn around and you talk to this girl.

Oh do you like her? And don't you like me?
I see you like her! Oh my god, you don't like me!

Now you're in trouble boy.
Yes, yes in trouble boy,
You made me sad, you made me mad,
I'm going to cry now in my bed.
The world's exisitng with the plan to harm me,
With a loud sob I'm gonna leave this party.
'Cause I'm the weirdest thing you've ever seen:
I'm your little drama queen.

And without something going on you do become quite a bore,
so I pick anything I can be angry about.
And though you didn't say a word that's a good one to be heard.
My dear, prepare yourself for the next big fight.

Say, Am I ugly? You think I'm ugly?
You said I'm ugly! Oh my god, I am ugly!

Now you're in trouble boy.
Yes, yes in trouble boy,
You made me sad, you made me mad,
I'm going to cry now in my bed.
The world's exisitng with the plan to harm me,
With a loud sob I'm gonna leave this party.
'Cause I'm the weirdest thing you've ever seen:
I'm your little drama queen.

Maybe it is just a phase, maybe it will go away.
Don't you realise how naive you are?
'Cause everytime you think it's gone, I make you feel like we're done.
Just to see how you come to apologize.

Now, do you want me? Do you still want me?
Please, say you want me! Oh my god, you don't want me!

Now you're in trouble boy.
Yes, yes in trouble boy,
You made me sad, you made me mad,
I'm going to cry now in my bed.
The world's exisitng with the plan to harm me,
With a loud sob I'm gonna leave this party.
'Cause I'm the weirdest thing you've ever seen:
I'm your little drama queen.



Gun

Show me, where do you go.
Tell me what do you know.
Bang bang, is what I say.

I am right behind you
and I have seen you through,
Come on, I want to play.

Cause I,
I am a gun.
And I,
I am no fun.

And I'll give you everything that you have seen in those
old black and white Marlon Brando movies
and with me by your side,
everyone will succumb.

So, I have seen you through,
I want to know what's true,
you'll never let me go.

Now, show me, where do you go.
Tell me what do you know.
Bang bang, is what I say.

Cause I,
I am a gun.
And I,
I am no fun.

And I'll give you everything that you have seen in those
old black and white Marlon Brando movies
and with me by your side,
everyone will succumb.

Cause I,
I am a gun.
And I,
I am no fun.


One, Two, Twee!

We are the unfeedable ones.
So needy and greedy and never content.
And every decade is better than ours,
and so we're dancing again in the 1990s disco.

Where they ask us:
Why are you here, when this is not your year?
And that is why we are here, 'cause this is not our year!
Why are you here, when this is not your year?
And that is why we are here, 'cause this is not our year!

Dressin' up with stars, dots and stripes,
we want to feel this retro vibes.
And all the stuff fits in our frame that's old and twee,
'cause even the nowadays rockstars aren't like,
they are supposed to be.

Still they ask us:
Why are you here, when this is not your year?
And that is why we are here, 'cause this is not our year!
Why are you here, when this is not your year?
And that is why we are here, 'cause this is not our year!

We are the unfeedable ones.
So needy and greedy and never content.
And every decade is better than ours,
and so we're dancing again in the 1990s disco.

Where they ask us:
Why are you here, when this is not your year?
And that is why we are here, 'cause this is not our year!
Why are you here, when this is not your year?
And that is why we are here, 'cause this is not our year!



Accents

Accents are,
so popular,
this is why I sing this way.

It worked with Kate Nash,
and SoKo as well.
This is why I'm now the polish girl.

'Cause with my accent I'm so cute,
it keeps people in a mood.
And my ukulele sounds so good,
and that also worked with Julia Nunes.
'Cause with my accent I'm so cute,
it keeps people in a mood.
And my ukulele sounds so good,
and that also worked with Julia Nunes.

Accents are,
so popular,
this is why I sing this way.

It worked with Kate Nash,
and SoKo as well.
This is why I'm now the polish girl.


Good Girl Gone Wild

Amused by everything that's bad and wild,
she found her way to this boys side.
She used to watch him from far away
planning to talk to him one day.

She's tired of being good,
she feels misunderstood,
'Cause the hum of his motorbike is her favourite sound.
She doesn't want to care,
if she got uncombed hair
or if she gets her new white dress quite dirty.

He noticed her long time ago
'cause of this wild glance in her eye.
Though she looked like the biggest square,
he figured there's something behind.

She's tired of being good,
she feels misunderstood,
'Cause the hum of his motorbike is her favourite sound.
She doesn't want to care,
if she got uncombed hair
or if she gets her new white dress quite dirty.

And so they met up one night,
he took her hand and held her tight,
that's how the good girl gone wild.
And he asked: „Girl can I kiss you?“
She replied: „It's not only kisses I want.“

She's tired of being good,
she feels misunderstood,
'Cause the hum of his motorbike is her favourite sound.
She doesn't want to care,
if she got uncombed hair
or if she gets her new white dress quite dirty.


I Lost My Sister To HSM

Where are all those stories gone?
The one that touched my heart?
And what has happend to the