Sonia Ferguson's Original Songs by Sonia Ferguson (free e books to read online TXT) 📕

Please just know, oh please just know that I'm sorry.

I was never ment to be here in this world.

My paper is running out of room, so I'm gonna have to say it soon.

I'm sorry I couldn't hold on and sorry that I have to go,

I'm going to hevan, please don't you soon fallow.

There is only one more thing left to say. Goodbye.

She said goodbye for the last time.

Goodbye.

 (VERSE 1:)

As I walk, I walk into the real world,

Found so many people, people who were good.

But then I, I turned my head and I cried,

They paint my face on cruel words, 

Words that are not me.

But as I look up, I see the real me.

(CHORUS;)

To all those people I am,

The one that they call weirdo,

The one that they call freak show,

The one that won't live up to who she's suppose to be.

I am, the one that they call hopeless,

The one that they call worthless,

The one that is anything but perfect.

(VERSE 2:)

And as I sit, I sit down in my fake world, 

Because they make me feel bad, they hurt me till I'm numb.

And then I, I turned on the screen and I cried,

Thought I was safe, but they lied, 

They lied until I died inside,

And as I look down, I see the the real me

(CHORUS:)

To all those people I am,

The one that they call weirdo,

The one that they call freak show,

The one that won't live up to who she's suppose to be.

I am, the one that they call hopeless,

The one that they call worthless,

The one that is anything but perfect.

Oh I am! That's what I am! Oh whoa oh.

(BRIDGE:)

And then I got up, I got up from my sorrow,

I then saw some wounded people, people I could save.

Then I helped them up, and I taught them all how to walk,

How to stand up on their own two feet,

They all loved me unlike the world.

As as I look at them I see me.

(TAMPERED CHORUS:)

Cause to her I am,

The one who saved her from darkness,

The one who helps the helpless,

The one who never let the end close in on me.

I am, the one that she calls perfect,

The one that she calls worth it,

The one that will always be here to save the world.

Cause that what I am! Oh that is who I am!

Cause I am...

I am sorry, for all the pain that I’ve caused.

I am weeping, ashamed of what I’ve become.

So as I take my life, I hold onto your hand.

Because you will never understand...

Last week, I saw something horrible,

It was me, but not in the way you would think.

I’ve been being sold, for the money and pleasure.

I can’t take this anymore. I stayed so strong, broke a few times down the road.

Now I am letting go, I’m sorry to the ones loved. So as I take this knife, I take my life.

I am sorry, for all the pain that I’ve caused.

I am weeping, ashamed of what I’ve become.

So as I take my life, I hold onto your hand.

Because you will never understand...

I tried to take the bottle, then I broke.

I never told them the reasons, they’d think I was a joke.

I thought it was all just a dream then I saw reality.

So please forgive me. I’ll take my life, promise me you’ll keep yours.

I am leaving today.I am sorry, for all the pain that I’ve caused.

I am weeping, ashamed of what I’ve become.

So as I take my life, I hold onto your hand.

Because you will never understand...

So I am following my friends up above.

I’m so sorry, to my friends that I love.

And I am sorry, I can’t take all the pain thats dragged me down.

Please forgive me. I am doing this so you wont have to deal with the separation.

I am sorry...

I am weeping...I

am sorry, for all the pain that I’ve caused.

I am weeping, ashamed of what I’ve become.

So as I take my life, I hold onto your hand.

Because you will never understand…

YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND...

I thought that this was all

I thought that this was done

I thought the thoughts of suicide were finally gone.

Tired of thinking I was nothing,

Tired of thinking I was shit,

But now that I think

Were the tears really worth it?

All I did was hide

From the world I thouoght I knew

Publication Date: 07-29-2014

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