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But instead of answering me, he kept standing with his eyes down.
βYou do not need to know.β That was what he even dared to say such a crucial moment. But I am not letting him go without answering me this time, as I was so determined to make him speak.
βI asked, what did you do to her?β I yelled, letting Kazan know how annoyed I was for his indifference.
βI...I was drunk that night, and I could not think properly.
All I could think was that I just found her after so many efforts, even after she tried to run away from me. You know I found her even before when I got to know that my mate was Summer. I used to meet her too in the dark, because she did not want to come out from there to stand before me, letting me know who she was actually. And I agreed to her just like a fool, cause for the first time in a long while I was feeling like I could be happy too...I could even speak my heart as well...I was finally feeling that my heart was whole at last. I just wanted to love her. But I never knew that it was a very wrong decision to agree with her to stay unknown to each other.
Cause, after making me promise, she chose to break hers and did not come to meet me ever again. She might have succeeded to hide from me for the rest of her life as well, if not I got to catch her one day, when she tried to make me reject her.
But I could not even get to see who she was, that day either. It was just that one thing led to another and one day strangely I found her again, when she was in heat for me.
I thought that now I will never allow her to run away from me ever again, as I was determined to win her heart this time no matter what. I was ready to do whatever it takes to make her happily stay by my side always.
But look how unfortunate I am.
Just after the day, when I discovered her as the one and only Summer from our school, I was told that staying with her will definitely cause her death if I wanted to take revenge for mom and dad. I was told that I must leave her, no matter what.
You tell me, how could I have done that? I just found my happiness after years, and that too had a span for just one day? I have a heart too, and it has feelings that could get heart as well.
Even though I was dying to be with her each and every second, the thought of leaving her was killing me. I could not decide how I would go back on my own words, when it was also me who made her agree to stay with me forever, with all her love and warmth.
I was so hard, believe me.
And then you appeared in between us, all of a sudden. I never thought that you would also try to snatch her away from me, but that was not at all going to help even if I let you two be together. Cause we are both the sons of those two whom he once killed along with Summer's mom and dad.
I was really struggling to decide. The feeling of leaving the only one I desired to love was killing me bit by bit as the greed of keeping her to myself only was saying me otherwise. And thinking her with someone else was making me even mad.
Do, that night I ended up at the bar and got drunk. But just when I saw you together, I did not know why, I could not stop envy you two. I might have lost my mind completely and decided to do the worst to Summer, which I thought that it might solve my problems all together.
And.. And that night the drunk me, made love to her without her consent. I...I kind of forced her that night. And that was the last time, as I decided to leave her alone forever making me one hateful person to her and go on with my plans to take the revenge on behalf of all of us.
But I...I could never imagine that all the worst things that I did will be nothing but futile, cause I will end up wishing to keep her by my side once again along with a little one of our own which I did not know was growing inside her since before.
Yes, I ruined everything with my own hands. I am a sinner too.β Whatever Kazan said, shook me completely. I never expected Kazan to do such a pathetic thing to his own mate, to Summer. Even though I had no right to meddle in between them, I did not know why I could not stop feeling angry at Kazan. And at last, without being able to hold the rage any longer, I lifted one of my hands only to grab him by his collar, while the other one was balled up into a fist once again, as I yelled,
βThen how are you different than that brute Benjamin?β
Episode 59
Summer's P.O.V
I was lying on my bed once again, but it seemed that sleep was not at all going to come to me tonight. As I just could not get it all out of my mind what happened today. I kept thinking about how one's perspective could change within just one single day, only if they could enable themselves to think by standing in other's shoes.
Today I got to know so many things, which indeed helped me to clear so
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