Love Grows In The Dark by Eli Lowe (read books for money TXT) 📕

such as my mind, my soul my own body kept betraying me ever since he came into my life.

How could I keep my mind at ease when he was holding me so close to himself that I can even feel his breaths, his heartbeats and everything else. There was no doubt that it was just the mate bond which was kind of compelling me right now to submit to him even when I should have never allowed him to come near me.

His cold lips touched the crook of my neck at last, while I even felt the warm tears which could not help but fall on my skin, making it very clear to me that Kazan was in tears once again. But why now when he ruined everything with his own hands.

“I am sorry, Summer.” Just when I was about to ask him to leave, without bothering much to tolerate his nonsense anymore, I heard Kazan just beside my ears. His voice was even trembling this time.

I could not move as I was now determined to listen to whatever he had to say that he could never say to me directly. But, to my surprise, his tears did not stop at all from getting my shoulder wet while he went on with his words with his same trembling voice,

“I know that you will never give me another chance after what I did, but still I want you to know that I am so sorry.

I never wanted to abandon you willingly, but I had to. And you have every right to hate me. But you know what, I love you the most. I do not know now if I will ever get to stay with you one day, just like I always dreamed. Even if I do not, you must know that I want to live all my life with you only. I want to make our own family. I always wanted so many pups but I have never thought that you would give me one this soon.” He stopped, while his hand moved down to my belly and rubbed around, letting me feel the warmth of his hand.

And in no moment, he repositioned himself as he made me lay on my back while hovered over me all of a sudden.

What the hell did he want to do?

Did he find out that I was awake all this while?

I got scared for a little while. But to my surprise, he scooted down to my belly only to lift up the shirt that I was wearing tonight.

First, his hands caressed me all over the place and then he started to shower me with a lot of kisses there. No, this time his kisses were not for me actually. It was for his pup.

“Daddy loves you, okay? Be good, and do not trouble your mommy much.” With that, he carefully laid down beside me again. I guess now it was my turn to get kissed as I felt his lips once again on my forehead, while he kept his hand on my stomach all the time.

“Daddy loves your mommy so much. But your mommy is angry with me because daddy had hurt him. Would you tell your mommy that daddy loves her?

Will you help daddy to win mommy's heart once again?

If you could do that, then I can also promise to bring you a brother or sister to play with.

So, can we have a deal?” Kazan kept saying on his own, as if he was talking to the pup.

My heart was becoming a hollow all of a sudden. I did not know how to react cause I have never seen Kazan in such a way? He was behaving just like a child.

And I was struggling inside about what to do with him now. I just can not pretend any more. If I kept listening to his words any longer I might end up forgetting about what he did to me for the sake of this pup, which I did not want to do at all, not at least now. So, he must go.

But even before I could open my eyes, his arms pulled me close to his chest once again, leaving no space between us, while he made sure to enclose the last bit of distance as his lips touched mine ever so softly.

“Don't ask me to stay away from both of you Summer. It was already heard to leave you once, but how could I do that again, when all my happiness is with you only. It is our love that is growing inside you now, and I want to stay by your side all the time cause I want to see you growing chubbier within a few months maybe. Now I am dying to see you with your huge belly. I just can not wait to feel that little thing kicking inside you. Oh! Summer, I think I am going to go crazy.

Because, I will have a family of my own very soon, which I always desired but never had one.

But...but that can only happen if you agree.” Kazan's excited voice came down to sound like a depressed one just when he uttered the last few words and I could not help but let my heart thump like crazy cause the word 'family' did not fail to arise my desire as well to look forward to a little family which I could call my own.

In a few ways, I and Kazan were no different, as I can see.

But still, I was not at all ready to forgive him just like that.

Once again, Kazan enclosed my lips with his own as if no matter how many times he kisses me, he was just not getting enough. But, I knew that it was now time to stop him, otherwise I might lose against my own heart.

So, with just