The Godsend Backfire: The Beginning by Harold Straugh (books to read in your 30s TXT) 📕

warmth running my thighs and cried some more, where was my Jehovah? I prayed to him, I cried out to him and nothing.

Just when I thought I could take no more, Wretch came bursting through the door.  He was bleeding out the side and caught laughter from Lilith and Derium, who seemed to be enjoying the debaucheries going on with me.  He started to spin in a circle and buck, then picked up faster and faster.  The laughter died down as a cloud of dust formed a tornado around Wretch.  The spinning stopped and the dust cloud cleared and there stood Lucifer in all his glory, like I had never seen him before.  His wings outspread, a tail that twitched wildly back forth.  He was easily as tall as two full grown adults. His horns started on his forehead, curved up, back along his skull and down by his ears, much like a ram’s horns form on their head. His skin seemed alive, it was like he had a fire that danced under his black skin.

He looked back at me, his fangs were black and his black eyes were filled with hurt, “NOOOOOOOOOOOO, MY SON, WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU?” he screamed.

When he turned around and looked at Lilith and Derium, it was the first time they had a scared look on their faces.  They took off out the door before Lucifer could make a move, I can’t say the same for everyone else.  A few people escaped as Lucifer produce two, flaming battle axes and started hacking people.

Two people tried walking in, I looked, and I don’t know if it was because I was delusional, but they appeared to have wings.  They gave Lucifer a look, turned around and left.  After viciously murdering about twenty people, he quit and turned attention to me.  He easily removed the shackles from my wrists and ankles and scooped me up.

“I am so sorry my son,” his tears fell upon my face, I was in too much pain to realize what he was saying, he was calling me his son, “I tried to be close, I wanted to find Lilith, I didn’t know she would do this. I will kill her for this.”

His words triggered something in me, “NO, I’m going to kill her,” I said.

He nodded and with flap of wings, we were through the roof and off into a cave in a set of mountains on the other side of the lake, equally between the two villages.  He put me down and then turned into more of his mortal form.  He stood at the entrance of the cave, staring off into darkness.  It was then, I could no longer control the pain, and passed out from the pain.

When I woke, the sun was shining in the cave. I went to sit up and tensed up, the pain was still there.  Lucifer was still at the entrance of the cave. I spoke up, “Is it true, am I your son?”

He turned around quickly and looked at me, “You’re awake,” he said as if avoiding the question, “But yes, you, Derium, Lilith, Mylicious all mine.”

“I was your son,” I said, “she took everything from me.”

“You will always be my son, no matter what, but you can be healed. I know people and my blood that can heal you.”

“Why did this happen? How was she able to take my powers?”

“Its my fault really. I have lots to explain, then we heal you. I feel like you need to hear this in mortal form so you can feel my words and my sincerity,” he said walked over and sat by me.

“Lilith wasn’t always like this, nor was Mylicious and Derium….”

“I want to deal wtih him as well, I don’t want to kill him, just make him suffer, will I have the power for that?” I asked, “What about Sodom and Gomorrah, I want to kill them all, will I be able to?”

“Yes, you will, I believe they deserve it for what they’ve done.  I’m sorry this has happened to you, as I’ve mentioned I wasn’t expecting Lilith to act this way.”

“Its not your fault, but they will all pay.”

“Lilith used to be sweet, when Eve decided she wanted Adam instead of her, she lost it and killed them both.  Jehovah stripped her powers, but I used three of the oldest witches I knew to restore her power with my blood, but she came back more hateful than I expected.  After the seduction of Eve, then the murder of both Adam and Eve, Jehovah buried her and blocked her from me.  Then he told me not to reproduce with humans and have any more offspring.  I had three more and out of anger he kept you and turned Derium and Mylicious into what they are now.  He took what they loved and turned it against them. I’m just hoping when you are healed, you don’t come back different like Lilith.”

“I hope not either, but can I ask you, how soon before I am healed, I can’t take this pain,” I said, being honest, “Will Lilith know I’m healed?”

“No, because you’re coming back as something different, not completely of my blood.  I think that’s what went wrong with Lilith, but I don’t want you to suffer any longer.”

“Then by all means I’m willing to deal with whatever happens to me, lets just get me healed…but what about Derium and Mylicious, will I be able to hear them in my head?”

“You are of the same mother, so I believe so, even though you will be less Nephilim blood than them.”

“Let’s go please, I’m hurting.”

“They’re coming here,” he pointed to sky, which darkened with storm clouds.  Lighting struck just outside the cave and three witches appeared in the cave, one of them being Mer-Alz-Azkiban’s mother.  I narrowed my eyes at her, but it was then