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of gesticulation, to hear what had brought himself into such foul company.

He told with perfect truth how it had come of a little contraband trading, and how he had in time been released from prison, and how he had gone away from those antecedents. How, at the house of entertainment called the Break of Day at Chalons on the Saone, he had been awakened in his bed at night by the same assassin, then assuming the name of Lagnier, though his name had formerly been Rigaud; how the assassin had proposed that they should join their fortunes together; how he held the assassin in such dread and aversion that he had fled from him at daylight, and how he had ever since been haunted by the fear of seeing the assassin again and being claimed by him as an acquaintance. When he had related this, with an emphasis and poise on the word, โ€œassassin,โ€ peculiarly belonging to his own language, and which did not serve to render it less terrible to Clennam, he suddenly sprang to his feet, pounced upon the bill again, and with a vehemence that would have been absolute madness in any man of Northern origin, cried โ€œBehold the same assassin! Here he is!โ€

In his passionate raptures, he at first forgot the fact that he had lately seen the assassin in London. On his remembering it, it suggested hope to Clennam that the recognition might be of later date than the night of the visit at his motherโ€™s; but Cavalletto was too exact and clear about time and place, to leave any opening for doubt that it had preceded that occasion.

โ€œListen,โ€ said Arthur, very seriously. โ€œThis man, as we have read here, has wholly disappeared.โ€

โ€œOf it I am well content!โ€ said Cavalletto, raising his eyes piously. โ€œA thousand thanks to Heaven! Accursed assassin!โ€

โ€œNot so,โ€ returned Clennam; โ€œfor until something more is heard of him, I can never know an hourโ€™s peace.โ€

โ€œEnough, Benefactor; that is quite another thing. A million of excuses!โ€

โ€œNow, Cavalletto,โ€ said Clennam, gently turning him by the arm, so that they looked into each otherโ€™s eyes. โ€œI am certain that for the little I have been able to do for you, you are the most sincerely grateful of men.โ€

โ€œI swear it!โ€ cried the other.

โ€œI know it. If you could find this man, or discover what has become of him, or gain any later intelligence whatever of him, you would render me a service above any other service I could receive in the world, and would make me (with far greater reason) as grateful to you as you are to me.โ€

โ€œI know not where to look,โ€ cried the little man, kissing Arthurโ€™s hand in a transport. โ€œI know not where to begin. I know not where to go. But, courage! Enough! It matters not! I go, in this instant of time!โ€

โ€œNot a word to anyone but me, Cavalletto.โ€

โ€œAlโ€‘tro!โ€ cried Cavalletto. And was gone with great speed.

XXIII Mistress Affery Makes a Conditional Promise, Respecting Her Dreams

Left alone, with the expressive looks and gestures of Mr. Baptist, otherwise Giovanni Baptista Cavalletto, vividly before him, Clennam entered on a weary day. It was in vain that he tried to control his attention by directing it to any business occupation or train of thought; it rode at anchor by the haunting topic, and would hold to no other idea. As though a criminal should be chained in a stationary boat on a deep clear river, condemned, whatever countless leagues of water flowed past him, always to see the body of the fellow-creature he had drowned lying at the bottom, immovable, and unchangeable, except as the eddies made it broad or long, now expanding, now contracting its terrible lineaments; so Arthur, below the shifting current of transparent thoughts and fancies which were gone and succeeded by others as soon as come, saw, steady and dark, and not to be stirred from its place, the one subject that he endeavoured with all his might to rid himself of, and that he could not fly from.

The assurance he now had, that Blandois, whatever his right name, was one of the worst of characters, greatly augmented the burden of his anxieties. Though the disappearance should be accounted for tomorrow, the fact that his mother had been in communication with such a man, would remain unalterable. That the communication had been of a secret kind, and that she had been submissive to him and afraid of him, he hoped might be known to no one beyond himself; yet, knowing it, how could he separate it from his old vague fears, and how believe that there was nothing evil in such relations?

Her resolution not to enter on the question with him, and his knowledge of her indomitable character, enhanced his sense of helplessness. It was like the oppression of a dream to believe that shame and exposure were impending over her and his fatherโ€™s memory, and to be shut out, as by a brazen wall, from the possibility of coming to their aid. The purpose he had brought home to his native country, and had ever since kept in view, was, with her greatest determination, defeated by his mother herself, at the time of all others when he feared that it pressed most. His advice, energy, activity, money, credit, all his resources whatsoever, were all made useless. If she had been possessed of the old fabled influence, and had turned those who looked upon her into stone, she could not have rendered him more completely powerless (so it seemed to him in his distress of mind) than she did, when she turned her unyielding face to his in her gloomy room.

But the light of that dayโ€™s discovery, shining on these considerations, roused him to take a more decided course of action. Confident in the rectitude of his purpose, and impelled by a sense of overhanging danger closing in around, he resolved, if his mother would still admit of no approach, to

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