Shattered: A Salvation Society Novel by Bella Emy (pdf to ebook reader .TXT) 📕

“Damn, she’s so pretty, baby… just like you. And she looks so damn delicious. I just have to have a taste.” Leaning into me, he sweeps his tongue along my slit.

“Kalen… oh!” My head whips to the right.

“Just as I thought, delicious. I’m about to have me a full course meal. Lean back and enjoy, sweetheart. I’m starving.”

With those words, he pulls my panties down in one swift movement, and throws them to the ground. He then dives back into me once more, whipping his tongue back and forth, front to back, and eats me out like I’ve never been eaten out before.

“Fuck, don’t stop!” I beg. But there’s no need to because he doesn’t give any indication as if he were going to. He just keeps on giving me more and more of what I want. What I need.

I reach up and grab my breast with one hand, while the other lands on his hair. I grab a fistful of his hair and he goes harder, deeper, licking me and sucking on my clit till my eyes roll back once more.

“Holy fuck… I’m going to… ahh, yes… I’m coming! I’m coming, don’t stop!” The waves of pleasure hit me without warning, and I ride them like the tides of the ocean.

As I come down from my high, he grabs my hips and slides me down so that my face lines up with his. “God, Lexi. You sound so sexy when you’re coming. I want to make you come again so I can hear you all over again.”

This man. This incredible man who knows exactly how to please me is making me horny for him all over again with his words alone.

He leans down and my eyes close as he kisses me, and fuck, he’s so good at it. Just like everything else. I don’t have a single complaint, which usually, I find at least one or two things that don’t sit well with me.

But not with Kalen. He is every single ounce of perfection possible.

As our lips pull apart, he lifts his head up, looking me dead in the eyes. “Baby girl, I want you so fucking badly, baby.”

I open my eyes to take in the beautiful sight of Kalen Starling. I can’t believe after all these years I’m lying naked on his bed in the bottom deck of his boat and he’s sent me to the stars already once tonight.

And those words, his words, are music to my ears. “Me, too. Please… me too. Fuck me…”

It’s like he’s hearing me for the first time ever. The look in his eyes is telling me he’s finally heard me. Even though I hadn’t said it to him in these exact words before, I know my actions were pretty clear about what I wanted.

Never once tonight, when he leaned in, did I pull back.

Never once tonight, when he kissed me, did I ask him to stop.

No.

Instead, I welcomed him and begged him for more. And this time, I was clear. Clear as day. And I’m ready now, after all the years, all the pain, and all the heartache, to welcome the pleasure and possibly a different kind of pain that sleeping with him tonight may cause my heart. Because in the morning, when the sun comes up, and all is said and done, I know we can never go back. I know things between us will be different. How, I’m not sure yet, but I know there is no way I will be the same once I give myself to him tonight.

Because we’ve already gone there before, and once we did, things changed between us. If the same thing happens again now and he no longer speaks to me after we sleep together for this second time, I will be forced to completely let him go and walk away for good.

Am I ready for that? I don’t know. I wasn’t before, even though I thought I was.

But right now, at this moment, all I want is for Kalen to love me, touch me, and fuck all the uncertainties I have from my mind. I just want to feel and not think. And for once, I want to feel good.

Kalen searches my eyes, looking for something. “Lexi, before we go any further, are you sure this is what you want?”

I don’t respond right away. He had asked me the same thing the first time we slept together. And I did want it. I was sure. But I was also certain we’d be together forever.

This time around, yes, I’m sure I want it, but I’m uncertain what the outcome will be once we’re done.

Still, I don’t say a word. I just keep my arms wrapped around the back of his neck as he hovers above me.

He speaks once more. “Lexi, I need to know before we go any further tonight that you truly want this. The last thing I want to do is make you unhappy or upset, especially on your birthday, or have you regret something in the morning.”

I close my eyes only for a moment. As I open them once more, I say, “Kalen, there’s no stopping what’s about to happen next here tonight. We’ve done so much already, but I want more. I want this. I want you more than I ever have, and I want you to take me through the night like this is your last day on Earth. Make me forget all about the past. Make me forget about the stress that I’ll be dealing with once I go back home. Give me one night of pure pleasure, the sweet oblivion that I’m craving for. Give me you.”

He nods. “Okay, Lexi. I can do that.”

I bite down on my bottom lip. “I know you, can. Now fuck me like you’ve been dying to fuck me for years.”

He gives me that devilish smirk that I love so much, turning me on further. “Lexi, you may not believe me, but I