That Day by Karen Deen (best novels to read in english txt) 📕

What I need.

To feel every bit of pain in the best possible way before I finally let down my guard like I’ve never done before.

Because I have no choice but to choose me this time.

Chapter Fourteen

KURT

There is only so much restraint a man has when the woman who makes his heart race is standing almost naked in front of him.

My head is screaming that she needs to recover, but the rest of my body is screaming for her, in every position possible.

Looking down at her on her knees, stripping my clothes with such hunger in her eyes, finally breaks any resolve I have to do the right thing.

Her lips wrap around my cock, my balls tightening, and I know I’m not going to last long. My want for her is intense.

I lift her and climb onto the bed, and the moment our bodies touch, I can’t hold back. We are both too worked up for foreplay. Like she said. We need to fuck.

Pushing my cock inside Asha, a deep groan releases from my chest that I can’t contain. It’s what we both want. To be connected and to feel it at a much deeper level.

But more than that, I can see that Asha needs control. And I’m about to give it to her.

I thrust deep one more time. “You want to fuck hard, beautiful? Then you take what you want from me,” I say into her ear as I bite down on her lobe. Before she has time to reply, I’m flipping onto my back with her still wrapped in my arms, our bodies joined as one. Not giving her even a moment, I thrust up hard, which has her moaning loudly. I push her shoulders gently so she sits up on me, looking like perfection. Her breasts are out, nipples pebbled hard, and I can’t help but reach up and start to tease her, squeezing and pinching her nipples with both hands. The rougher I get, the harder she starts to ride me.

“That’s it, baby, you fuck me.”

She rises on her knees, almost to the point of my cock sliding free, then drops down on top of me. I let her take me like this for as long as I can, but I know my orgasm is building, and her face tells me hers is too.

Clasping my hands to her hips, I let loose. Holding her tight, I thrust up while pulling her down onto me, over and over again, until her panting is so rapid, and her legs are tightening around me.

“Kurt… don’t stop, please don’t stop. Ohhhh…” Asha screams, her mouth open, and head dropping back in ecstasy while I continue thrusting through my own release, it’s like magic.

I’m not sure if that is what the doctor meant when he said to take care of her, but I can say for sure now, Asha is well and truly taken care of.

“Fuck, you’re beautiful.” I reach for her face and cup her cheek in my hand. Her head drops to the side affectionately. “I know I shouldn’t be, but I’m falling fast and hard for you.”

Her eyes are stuck on mine, tears building. “Me too,” she whispers, leaning down now to snuggle on my chest. I love that we can be so intense and then the softness still creeps in afterwards.

Lying here for a few minutes, I feel her starting to move to sit up again.

“Getting ready for round two?” I run my hand over her hair and down her back.

“Like you’d be ready for that.” Her voice says she’s trying to be serious, but the sarcasm comes right through it.

I roll her off me to the side quickly. “Never underestimate my cock. One look from you and he is ready to go, let me assure you.”

“Well, he might just have to gear down, because we need to talk.” Lifting up on to her elbows, she’s about to get out of bed but I place my hand on her arm.

“I know, but stay here with me, skin to skin. Here, in my lap.” Sitting up against the headboard, I pull her between my legs. Her ass is on the mattress, sitting sideways, and legs lying over my leg.

As she takes a deep breath, I can feel what she is about to do, and I take it as the sign it’s time to do what I should have done all along.

“Asha, I know you need to talk, but there is something I want to tell you first.” A little startled, she looks up at me. “You’ll understand when I’m done, and it will make what you were about to tell me a hell of lot easier.”

She rolls her eyes at me. “I doubt that.”

“Yeah, maybe so, but I bet I can prove you wrong.”

Reaching down, I pull the sheet up and over us both to our waists. It’s like we are in our own little world up here. The balcony doors are open, the breeze blowing in, the ocean view, but not another human to be seen.

“I never imagined when I finally met you that I would fall for you like I have. I’ve been watching you for so long it was like you were this glass princess that was totally untouchable. And not in the way that you’re thinking.”

I take a deep breath and make sure I know what I’m about to say and that it all comes out right.

“Asha, I know why you are living in that house and who owns it.” Her body stiffens in my arms, and I squeeze tight, because in my mind I’m already panicking she will want to run. “I need to say this first, so you don’t panic like you’re already doing. The job I left three years ago, it’s not what I told you. For fifteen years I worked as a WITSEC agent protecting people like you.”

Her gasp is loud, shock written all over her face.

Just like I knew she would, her arms are