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โCaspian,โ I began, but this only caused him to sob more loudly. He carried on in this fashion for some minutes as I continued to pat his back and make soothing noises in his direction. Stoker went on sinking billiard balls and rolling his eyes at this display of emotion until Caspian stuttered to a stop, winding down like a clockwork toy.
โI do most sincerely apologize, Miss Speedwell,โ he managed. โI do not know what came over me.โ
โYou are clearly in great distress,โ I consoled. โPerhaps it would help to unburden yourself.โ
He nodded, gulping a few times as he scrubbed at his eyes with the heels of his hands. โYou are very kind. Yes. I think it might.โ
He half turned his back on Stoker, who moved steadily through the game, hitting and sinking and retrieving the balls over and over again, as if he feared interrupting the pattern might cause Caspian to recall his presence and stem the flow of his confidences.
The lamplight fell half across Caspianโs features, highlighting the noble brow and handsome nose. He looked like a prince from a tragic play, steeling himself to commit some act of self-destruction.
โDo you know anything of my father? You might have heard that he was talented and much loved. The truth is, he was a sad disappointment to his family. But not to us, my mother and me. He was a second son, superfluous in every way. He left St. Maddernโs to make his own fortune. He met my mother in London and decided to marry, although he had precious little to offer. You see, my grandfather made it clear that everything would be left to my uncle Malcolm. Nothing of the estate is entailed, but the Romillys have always aped the customs of the great and good. Primogeniture is the habit here, and my father always knew he could not look to the Isle to sustain us.โ
โHe sounds a unique and interesting man,โ I said softly.
The large brown eyes, soft as a spanielโs, warmed with gratitude. โHe was! The Romillys run to melancholia, you know. But not Papa. He was merry as a grig, always ready with a joke or a tease. He used to turn every situation, no matter how desperate, to something of a game. Even the times the creditors came and took our furniture away, he used to make us pretend we were castaways on a desert island and had to build our lives anew in the jungle. It was magical,โ he said, his voice dreamy.
It sounded frankly dreadful to me. There were few things in life more tiresome than a man who would not shoulder his responsibilities, and whilst I appreciated an optimistic spirit more than most, a man who played at crocodiles and tree houses instead of securing steady employment would have met with a sturdy kicking were I his wife.
I forced myself to smile. โHow resourceful,โ I said.
โHe was,โ Caspian assured me. โAnd he brought me up always to believe that I must follow my own north star, that I must never surrender to base ambition but listen to the dictates of my heart.โ
โAnd what does your heart tell you to do, Caspian?โ
โI mean to go on the stage,โ he said with such gravity that I only smothered a laugh with the greatest of effort. I covered it with a cough, and he put a solicitous hand to my shoulder.
โAre you quite well, Miss Speedwell? Shall I pour you a glass of water?โ
โThank you, no. I was simply overwhelmed by the force of your passion, Caspian. You are clearly well suited to your chosen profession.โ
He preened but did not remove his hand. โDo you really think so? I feel it, here,โ he said, thumping his chest hard with his closed fist. โThis is the seat of an actorโs life, here in his breast,โ he added, taking my hand and placing it flat upon his waistcoat. I could feel the thump of his heartbeat beneath his clothes, steady and quick.
โI am overcome with emotion sometimes,โ he added. โMy passions run quite near to the surface, you understand. It must be so, if one is to access them and share them with an audience.โ
โQuite right,โ I murmured as I discreetly withdrew my hand. Stoker had not made so much as a sound, but I could sense his feelings as clearly as if he had climbed atop the green baize table and shouted them.
Caspian was shaking his head mournfully. โIt is difficult to entertain oneโs dreams without the support of oneโs family.โ
โDoes your mother not approve?โ
A gentle smile touched his lips. โWell, Mama would approve anything I wanted, I believe. But she is nervous of the insecurity of the life of a player. There is so little that may be relied upon from one year to the next. This matters not at all to me,โ he hastened to assure me, โbut Mama wants a guarantee that I will not starve. That is why she insisted we come here,โ he told me, pitching his voice quite low. โShe wanted to secure Uncle Malcolmโs interest.โ
โHis interest?โ
โIn my well-being. As it stands, Uncle Malcolm is a traditionalist, just like my grandfather. Mertensia may be his sister, but I believe he will leave St. Maddernโs and all its encumbrances to me as the only male in the direct line. We both, Mama and I, thought it high time that he make a separate allowance to me as his heir beyond what he gives to Mama.โ
I thought of the raised voices, the passionate plea and the cool dismissal, and of Caspianโs certainty he would inherit. โAnd Malcolm refused?โ
Resentment darkened his eyes. โIt is not unusual, you
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