in many parts so much true tenderness and delicacy, that it hath cost me many a tear.ββ ββAy, and do you love to cry then?β says the aunt. βI love a tender sensation,β answered the niece, βand would pay the price of a tear for it at any time.ββ ββWell, but show me,β said the aunt, βwhat was you reading when I came in; there was something very tender in that, I believe, and very loving too. You blush, my dear Sophia. Ah! child, you should read books which would teach you a little hypocrisy, which would instruct you how to hide your thoughts a little better.ββ ββI hope, madam,β answered Sophia, βI have no thoughts which I ought to be ashamed of discovering.ββ ββAshamed! no,β cries the aunt, βI donβt think you have any thoughts which you ought to be ashamed of; and yet, child, you blushed just now when I mentioned the word loving. Dear Sophy, be assured you have not one thought which I am not well acquainted with; as well, child, as the French are with our motions, long before we put them in execution. Did you think, child, because you have been able to impose upon your father, that you could impose upon me? Do you imagine I did not know the reason of your overacting all that friendship for Mr. Blifil yesterday? I have seen a little too much of the world, to be so deceived. Nay, nay, do not blush again. I tell you it is a passion you need not be ashamed of. It is a passion I myself approve, and have already brought your father into the approbation of it. Indeed, I solely consider your inclination; for I would always have that gratified, if possible, though one may sacrifice higher prospects. Come, I have news which will delight your very soul. Make me your confident, and I will undertake you shall be happy to the very extent of your wishes.ββ ββLa, madam,β says Sophia, looking more foolishly than ever she did in her life, βI know not what to sayβ βwhy, madam, should you suspect?ββ ββNay, no dishonesty,β returned Mrs. Western. βConsider, you are speaking to one of your own sex, to an aunt, and I hope you are convinced you speak to a friend. Consider, you are only revealing to me what I know already, and what I plainly saw yesterday, through that most artful of all disguises, which you had put on, and which must have deceived anyone who had not perfectly known the world. Lastly, consider it is a passion which I highly approve.ββ ββLa, madam,β says Sophia, βyou come upon one so unawares, and on a sudden. To be sure, madam, I am not blindβ βand certainly, if it be a fault to see all human perfections assembled togetherβ βbut is it possible my father and you, madam, can see with my eyes?ββ ββI tell you,β answered the aunt, βwe do entirely approve; and this very afternoon your father hath appointed for you to receive your lover.ββ ββMy father, this afternoon!β cries Sophia, with the blood starting from her face.β ββYes, child,β said the aunt, βthis afternoon. You know the impetuosity of my brotherβs temper. I acquainted him with the passion which I first discovered in you that evening when you fainted away in the field. I saw it in your fainting. I saw it immediately upon your recovery. I saw it that evening at supper, and the next morning at breakfast (you know, child, I have seen the world). Well, I no sooner acquainted my brother, but he immediately wanted to propose it to Allworthy. He proposed it yesterday, Allworthy consented (as to be sure he must with joy), and this afternoon, I tell you, you are to put on all your best airs.ββ ββThis afternoon!β cries Sophia. βDear aunt, you frighten me out of my senses.ββ ββO, my dear,β said the aunt, βyou will soon come to yourself again; for he is a charming young fellow, thatβs the truth onβt.ββ ββNay, I will own,β says Sophia, βI know none with such perfections. So brave, and yet so gentle; so witty, yet so inoffensive; so humane, so civil, so genteel, so handsome! What signifies his being base born, when compared with such qualifications as these?ββ ββBase born? What do you mean?β said the aunt, βMr. Blifil base born!β Sophia turned instantly pale at this name, and faintly repeated it. Upon which the aunt cried, βMr. Blifilβ βay, Mr. Blifil, of whom else have we been talking?ββ ββGood heavens,β answered Sophia, ready to sink, βof Mr. Jones, I thought; I am sure I know no other who deservesβ βββ ββI protest,β cries the aunt, βyou frighten me in your turn. Is it Mr. Jones, and not Mr. Blifil, who is the object of your affection?ββ ββMr. Blifil!β repeated Sophia. βSure it is impossible you can be in earnest; if you are, I am the most miserable woman alive.β Mrs. Western now stood a few moments silent, while sparks of fiery rage flashed from her eyes. At length, collecting all her force of voice, she thundered forth in the following articulate sounds:
βAnd is it possible you can think of disgracing your family by allying yourself to a bastard? Can the blood of the Westerns submit to such contamination? If you have not sense sufficient to restrain such monstrous inclinations, I thought the pride of our family would have prevented you from giving the least encouragement to so base an affection; much less did I imagine you would ever have had the assurance to own it to my face.β
βMadam,β answered Sophia, trembling, βwhat I have said you have extorted from me. I do not remember to have ever mentioned the name of Mr. Jones with approbation to anyone before; nor should I now had I not conceived he had your approbation. Whatever were my thoughts of that poor, unhappy young man, I intended to have carried them with me to my graveβ βto that grave where only now, I find, I am to seek repose.β Here she sunk down in her chair, drowned in her tears, and, in all the moving silence of
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