Love Grows In The Dark by Eli Lowe (read books for money TXT) 📕

not even show her that I love her so much that I would never hesitate to come before her if death arrives to knock at our doors. I could not even leave her with anything good and that too, only because I wished to protect her from all the bad, even when I had to become the worst in her life?

Isn't fate unjust to both of us?

I was feeling like I was about to die, but I could not even afford to do that. Cause I needed to stay alive for now, at least until I got to fix everything this time.

I got off from the bed and looked for something to dress her up with, so that she does not feel cold anymore. A t-shirt got into my hands in no time and I carefully put it on Summer without waking her up.

I stayed by her side for quite some time until the first sunlight came to the room, declaring that it was morning at last. All this while I kept thinking that if what I did was right or wrong but I got no answers. All I knew was that I could not let Summer stay on good terms with me anymore, neither with Markus. Cause if she decides to stay with anyone of us, it would be the same for her. She would definitely be in danger if not now then later, from which I must keep her safe always, at any cost. But little did I know that I would get to do what I had decided, in such a way that I had to pay with something which was so precious in my life.

Finally, I had to get myself together for the sake of her, even when my heart kept breaking ever so badly. I stood up only to get out of her room after wearing all the clothes which I took off last night.

I thought of making something for Summer before she wakes up. I did not know if she would even like to have anything that I made, after being such a worst person to her since last night, still, I wanted to. At least for once. So, I got into the kitchen and prepared breakfast with whatever I got in hand. I wished if I could stay back with my mate and watch her eating, but I think I could not do that anymore.

Anyway,

Nothing to regret now. Cause it was me who ruined all the opportunity to be loved by her ever again. But I wanted to tell her that I would love her till my last breath but what was the point in saying all those words which will be of no meaning to Summer since today.

So, I decided that it was better to keep it all inside me like I always do.

After I was done making her breakfast, I took it to her room and kept it aside for her to have later, only if she wants to.

Summer was still sleeping but even in her sleep, her brows were furrowed as if she was disgusted with something. Maybe, she was disgusted with me. Yes, it must be it.

I could not hold myself back from touching her for the one last time.

Yes, I needed her badly. But I knew that I probably had lost all the right to ask for her love.

So, I sneaked a kiss in her sleep for one last time before I went out, leaving my heart behind with her, but only if she knew.

****end of flashback****

Episode 47

Kaith's P.O.V

After what I had witnessed last night and also after all those things that I got to hear from dad, I decided to start quiet, at least for some time. But one thing kept bothering me since I came up with my decision. I just could not make my mind about whether I should tell Summer about all these or not? Cause somewhere at the bottom of my heart, I was feeling like she has all the right to know, but the fear of seeing the past repeat once again, just did not allow me to tell Summer about all what I got to know recently.

She could be strong and inevitable but alone she was nothing against all those vicious beasts. And I just could not afford to take the risk. Now I know why no one talked much about the past, cause there was no one alive to talk about the truth unless one decides to stay quiet even after knowing everything. And that was what I had decided to do since now until the right time comes. This was what my dad did once and now it was my time to do the same.

Yes, I should not let anyone get even a little bit of hunch about the fact that something big is about to happen, or blood would shed without any kind of mercy, turning the earth red, making each and every single effort and endurance of a few people for years go all in vain. No, none of us could afford that now, at least when everything was about turn right at last. So, I must wait for Kazan first.

And till then I needed to stay by Summer's side, like before, without giving anyone any kind of reason to suspect.

“Hey, Sam!! Are you home?” I asked loudly as soon as I get into her house this morning, expecting Sam to reply but I could not hear a single sound right at the moment.

I wondered if she was even here or not. But just when I was about to go inside her room, the door opened even before I could knock and there she was. Sam was standing just in front of my eyes but it seemed like she was now changed in some weird kind of way. I did not realise