Love Grows In The Dark by Eli Lowe (read books for money TXT) 📕

Cause, soon the delicious smell of the food was all over the house, declaring the very fact that something great was cooking, and which was obviously beyond my expectations from Kaith.

But, no.

I was proved wrong when I got hit by another familiar smell.

And in no time I knew who it was. It was not Kaith as I thought before, but it was Kazan.

Why was he still here?

What was he trying to do? Why did he not leave right after getting whatever he wanted from me?

I could not help but freak out from inside, thinking about what else Kazan wanted to torture me with.

As I kept thinking, both of the smell kept coming closer and closer, bit by a bit. I was lying on the bed with my eyes closed as I had no intention to let him know that I was already awake, so that I could save myself from talking to him. Cause I did not want to interact with him in any kind of way anymore.

Soon, I heard the door of my room opened with a mild sound and the sound of footsteps came closer to me only to stop at once at the nearest.

After a few whiles, I felt the mattress dipped down a bit, making me totally aware of the fact that Kazan sat just beside me and in the next moment I felt his big and rough hand which was placed carefully on my cheek.

I did not get what he was trying to do?

What was the use of all these after what he did last night?

I wanted to scream... I wanted to shake his hand off me as soon as possible...I wanted to run away as far as I could, but I did nothing whatever I wanted to do right now, instead, I just kept lying on the bed without a single movement.

It was more like, I was lying like some dead.

And I had no intention to become alive once again.

I kept lying for quite some time as Kazan did not bother to move his hand away from me, until...until I felt those cold lips on my forehead, all of a sudden.

I was shocked entirely.

But it seemed that I did not have to hide my intense emotional conflicts any longer, as he did not wait for any time further after kissing me, and left my house in no moment.

Episode 46

Kazan's P.O.V

I walked out of her house early in the morning, even before she was awake. Cause even if I stayed back until she was up, I was afraid thinking about how I was going to face my mate, when I knew very well, what I did to her last night.

I was indeed afraid to see that I broke Summer in the worst possible way and that too for what? How was I supposed to make her understand that I had to provoke her to stand against me only because I wanted to keep her safe from all the dangers that I was about to indulge myself in, since this moment?

And the pathetic thing was that I could not even tell her why.

Yes, I had to hurt her only to keep her safe and sound.

Because I could even make do with the fact that she hates me but I could never ever see her life at stake, only for the justice I was determined to make from a very long time. And now I need to act fast cause things are not that simple what I had assumed before. Now I know, how just one single wrong move can cause other's life to be at stake. I had learned my lessons once, but not now. Definitely not now, when she is also involved in all these from the very beginning.

I wonder sometimes, that how both of our fates were always connected with each other since when it all started in the very first place years ago, without much of our knowledge. And little did I know back then that this exact fate would drag both us to stand in front of each other in such a way where we would crave for each other but still, it seemed like we were always meant to end up standing against one another.

Now how do I accept the fact that the love we always lacked and desired the most, would come in our life once and then it would never let us stay happy together?

I felt empty once again.

Cause I left my heart, my love and every good thing back with her...with my mate, Summer. I did not know if I would ever get to tell her that I had to hurt her for her sake only, I did not know if I would even get the time to make everything right once again, and I did not know either if I would be alive to return back to her or not, but I wanted to keep her safe as long as I was there.

From now on, Summer must hate me. Yes, she must, at least when there is always someone to watch us now. And I just can not afford to make a single wrong move.

I have to make them believe that Summer was never with me in all my plans to get the justice what we failed to get years ago.

“I am sorry, Summer.” I muttered under my breath and got on the bike only to turn my wheels to my next destination, making an oath to myself that I would not look back.

This was always my battle to fight, and in some way, it was also Summer's...but I would definitely make them pay for what they did to both of us. I would definitely make everything right this time, I would give Summer what she always deserved, I would