Love Grows In The Dark by Eli Lowe (read books for money TXT) 📕

“I said, now. Right now.

I do not want to touch you at all when you are already touched by someone else. So, wash each and every part on your body, and I do not want to repeat, Summer.” Kazan's words did not fail at all to relay the fact that he was so much disgusted with me right now. He did not even want to touch me only because I was kissed by Markus without much of my wish?

Why was he punishing me in this way when it was not me who did anything wrong?

Why am I this much unfortunate to get punished for other's sin, each and every time?

And now, even Kazan thinks that I betrayed him when I knew that nothing like this I could ever do to him.

Why?

Why this kind of things only happen to me?

Oh yes, how can I ever forget that I am the unfortunate one?

So, I had left nothing to say.

I got down from the bed carefully only to drag myself to the bathroom, so that I could stand under the cold shower in the middle of the night.

I did not know how long I kept washing and scrubbing my entire body under the shower but it seemed quite some time as I had already started to feel that my skin might fall off at any moment if I kept going on with whatever I was doing since I came into the bathroom.

The cold shower was successful enough to hide the warm streams which never stopped flowing on my already wet cheeks for quite some while now, but little did I care.

Cause, no one cares.

Standing under the running cold water I promised myself one more thing tonight. I promised that this time would be the last time ever, when I was going to prove myself to anyone. And after this one last time, I would never care to do the same, no matter who the person is. I would never try to prove myself ever again for any of my deeds, not even to my mate.

Yes, I took the oath tonight.

My mind was so engulfed with all the thoughts right at this moment, that I failed to see the one who had already invited himself inside the washroom during this time without any need for my approval.

But I did realise the sudden presence of that very person in no time, just when the same sturdy hands pulled me back by my waist only to make me crash right into the bare hard chest of Kazan. And it did not take long enough for me to realise that he was completely naked too.

“Why are you touching me now? I am not clean yet. I am still impure. So, go away.” I yelled without realising that my words would fall into the deaf ears. I tried to push him away but it seemed that the more I tried the more he kept pulling me towards him.

“Try as much as you want. But make it very clear in your mind that you are stuck with me forever and so am I.” His drunk voice was enough to make me all terrified once again, but still, I was never meant to stop fighting, as I was not at all born to submit. No. Never.

At least, I thought so.

“Let me go.” I pushed him hard this time but it only made the night even worse for me. No, I could not make him lose his grip on me even for a bit, instead, he pushed my face against the wall and the next moment he was already moving inside me like some beast.

Kazan clenched both of my hands together at my back while the cold wall felt even colder on my skin as he kept pounding inside me from behind without any mercy.

“It hurts. Let me go.” I screamed in pain but, this time he did not stop.

“Exactly mate. It hurts. I am hurt too, more than you could ever guess.” His warm breaths brushed against my ears ever so menacingly while I had left with nothing but to endure the brutal torture of my mate tonight.

“I hate you.” I screamed in utter rage.

“Same here, Mate.” Right at this moment, I realised that he was no more the same Kazan whom I knew till this morning. He was not at all gentle, he was no more interested in making love and of course, he had no intention to care for the pain which he was giving me right now. Yes, he completely became a monster tonight.

And I did not know when I will be free at last.

So, I closed my eyes and let the tears fall finally, while I kept waiting for him to show some mercy to me at last, only if he wished.

Kaith's P.O.V

The corridor was now absolutely dark and quiet, and so was the night outside.

The dull screen of my phone was telling me that the time was past midnight now and everyone must be already sleeping ever so soundly without any worries to baffle with.

And I?

Well, I had to stay awake tonight. Cause there was something which I needed to know as soon as possible.

I did not forget at all about what Kazan had asked me to do this morning. Maybe, that was the only reason why my suspicions had increased even more than before. Even though I never mentioned, alpha Benjamin was always someone very suspicious, if not to others then to me at least, and the way he became the alpha of our pack right after the death of Summer's mom and dad, appeared even more suspicious.

But before, when I tried to find out the reason for all of my doubts, I could found nothing. And that was why