Protocols 2 by DeYtH Banger (dark academia books to read txt) 📕

depends from you. (SPACE))

(OFFTOPIC: My old friend... after all doesn't sound very friendly... nowadays, just fast pin point fact)
So let's go Like that

 

 

After one problem strikes another... then another... The small problem was created by me, then my friend creates a bigger one... then I go and try to fix the whole trouble and as you see the image it goes as worst as shit.

 

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I was Going to apologize and suggesting her we both to go out ... somewhere around Saturday or Sunday.... at that time on Sunday... (My birthday was) it was going to be great moment and time to try to fix the problem which was as first created in a first place... but still I wasn't planning ... to go and fuck her... to be her boyfriend... I was just going to give her a chance she to choose...

 

 

if she wanted to me and her just to be friends nothing less, nothing more...... no problem... let be friends, if she wanted we to be in relationship... okay... okay... okay... no problem. I was going to agree both ways, after all people should be free in choosing, but the laughing thing was horrible, then a strange look when I said that "I want to fix the stuff"... - I mean to fix the problems which came out one after another, it was awkward moment, then it came the moment in which I suggested for out and she said "No Thanks"... It was fucked up.... COME ON... COME ON, WHAT SO BAD TO GO WITH SOMEBODY OUT, i MEAN TO GO WITH A GUY WHO JUSST WANTS TO FIX THE PROBLEM?

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THERE WAS AN ERROR AND THE ERROR WASN'T FIXED, NOW THE QUESTION IS HOW DO YOU DO WHAT YOU DO?

 

 

 

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After all this was the problem which should impact me in very high level, but still the impact was smaller than I thought, then it came a second problem... on my birthday I didn't had what most kids have...like a birthday candles... cake... and so on and so on... Friends... BUt it went like... some guy wwas very very very agressive with me and in the same time... I go out with one friend on the privious day a guy promises that he is going to come... but no further information has ever been given.

 

 

(Note: WANNA MORE..?)

 

P.S. - Why do I live you to choose for me?

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I decide here... my rules... my text... my story... so listen if you care... if you don't care act as a peace of shit and be a biatch.

 

 

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Promises and lomises... we were going to go out... it wasn't insult, but the promise was damn fucked up... I thought that this guy is going to be serious but after all we end up with him not acting serious and me... waking up here... can't piss in the toilet so I go and jerk off... and jerk off... so to piss easily

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What I want to ask now, what if I want a girl friend, but I just can't make it up to this level... I neither communicate with them... neither got a lot of friends which are communicate with girls, with time the story gets fucked up and fucked up and fucked up....

 

 

(Note: He done it... he done it... he just rejected me because of football, the other guy even doesn't answer the phone and the last person - who is my new friend first I look like a peace of shit with my new pictures and as a second he is gone... - Hahahahaha...)

 

 

 

Math = Life

by 

DeYtH Banger

 

24/06/2017 

 

 

Math has made a change in my life

that's the whole truth of the story which I am going to

tell ya.

LEVEL = Honesty, because here I am going to stop

hiding my real face. Life isn't something like a

Symbolic, asotic, analytical association.

Life is irony, everything is just

one big job walking together Hands in hands with

problems.

I play with math when I am bored,

I play with math when I am confused,

I play with numbers when I don't have anything left in my pockets,

I use random numbers for my choices, better random way than the old

ways...

I play with math when I just can't deal with the way the people are looking at me.

That's who I am

I should accept myself once and for all!

I have potential to be greater and smarter and genius

But does it worth, to roll one more time this fucking dice

which life has provided me with?

Scared

 by DeYtH Banger

 

 

 

25/06/2017

 

 

 

 

Note: They said "Humans are a disease which is spreading around the global world faster than ever before."

 

 

…

 

 

 

You are scared

 

No need for me to go in a complicated way… talking, communicating with all of you in a manner in which few of you have the grey thing inside their heads to understand me, correctly.

 

 

…

 

 

 

You wake up in the morning,

 

Sounds and noises start wandering

In your brain "Why" and "How"

Are the questions which continue to

Ask yourself over and over.

 

 

 

…

 

 

 

The end, so simple words,

 

But it's difficult to keep track,

 

 

…

 

 

 

 

Sometimes we say "The End", but sadly

 

It's not fucking over,

It's just the beginning of convincing ourselves,

that everything it's going to end…

 

 

…

 

 

 

But that's a merely illusion,

 

For people with deillusions.

 

Hope

25/06/2017

 

by DeYtH Banger

 

 

When I wake up 

I always thing and belief in the change.

 

…

 

Everything is going to be fine.

Everyone is going to change.

Everyone is going to find their mistakes.

Everyone is going to become open as a individual person.

Everyone is going to free themselves.

Everyone is going to find what I have found

Everyone is going to find what I know.

 

 

…

Look me, typing and writing and having hope for the better…

 

The time as always is our enemy,

It always takes the hour from our hands

Time is nothing more, nothing less

 

Than a…

 

Nasty, rough and naughty son of a bitch.

 

Head

 by DeYtH Banger

 

 

25/06/2017

 

 

…    And my phone is my school bag …

 

 

….

 

Look me, how really bad I am,

Like others and holly spirit of gravels!

 

Rhetorical, passionate, this are the words which you should and you will describe me.

 

Sun - Symbolism of few inches madness and few inches insanity, merely both together hands in hands are the simple creation of One-Hundread percentage.… 

 

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Nothing more than the greatest morgue is the true sunny day.

 

 

And

….

 

As you already know I started talking about my phone, then for the sun and what everything does have to do with "Head".

 

 

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Okay, okay… YOU WANT IT… YOU GONNA GET IT….

 

 

Head - Passivity and Activity ... Goodwill and Malice, Anger and Agony. Positivity vs Negativity…- Do you want me to continue?

 

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I think it's too much,

For you to handle!

 

 

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Lyricism and passion, lies and fraud…

 

…

 

We know the stories which are written by using one million words.

 

End is end and what's true it's true…the stories always don't answer the real question… of reality and brutality.

 

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