Poems ~ by Kerry & Alexandraisonfire (best self help books to read TXT) 📕

Truth ~

Don't be fooled by the smile you see, Don't be fooled by the laughs you hear.

I can assure you, Neither of them are real. I'm broken, I'm dead inside.

My heart has turned the darkest shade of black, To match my soul..Nothing matters anymore.

I'm going to smile when you glance up at me, I'm going to laugh when you say something you think is funny.

But I know, That none of it is real. I know when you left me, All of my emotions followed after you.

They all think I am over you, They all think that I am ok.

But i can assure everyone reading this, I'm not...

Would it be the same ~

Well what if we could go back in time?

We we're still together, We still kissed.

I still loved you, And you were always missed.

I needed you by my side, Each and every day.

What if, What if everything was ok?

The smile on your face, The sparkles in your eyes.

What if you never cheated?

And you could go back and chose a different path...

Would you?

Or would it be the same? You leaving me broken again.

Alexandra wrote a small song….(Don’t judge…)

She smiles,
Woo oho
Everyone think's she's ok
Woo oho Yaaaa
Don't believe everything you read in magazines,
She's broken inside...
She's about to break downnnnn


She's going to deny her feelings for you.
She's not going to whisper,
I love youuuu...
She's afraid,
Of the hurt and pain she may run intoooo
Woo ohoo

She's going to promise, Everyone she's okkkk
Ohh Yaaa
But in reality, she's going insane.
Wooo ohhho


Without you, She's not ok.
She hugs her pillow, Tight at night,
Staring at the sky, Knowing no one's there,

Why would you take him? She whispers casually. He was my everything, He showed me the waaaaaaaay, He gave me air to breath, And brought the smile to my face...He promised me foreverrrrrr.
Ohhhh
Where is he nowww?

I miss the cool smile he got on his face, The tears that filled his eyes, The ones i was there to wipe away.

Where is he nooooooow?
I miss him so much,
Where is he noooow?
I miss him so much,
Where is he noow?

Why can't I have him back...?

How do you react~

What do you say when your life is
Crashing down, you’re falling to
The ground wishing you knew what
To say, how to react and what to do.
If the person you still love tells you
That he’s never loved you that it was
A lie. Do you say I understand or just
Run away and cry..?

its true~

I don’t know if I tell you this too much,
Or if I don’t tell you this enough. But I really
Truly do love you… Forever and stuff and I
Have since we started to talk. Ya you may
Have made mistakes, and they may have made
My heart break. But I guess I am ok. You
Stitched my heart together in a way… But
Still it is in two I know I seem like a fool,
For forgiving you…Maybe I am, but I love you.

i can't do it~

I can’t imagine smiling anymore,
it’s just too far out of reach,
there's no more words to say when all I want to do is scream.
Wherever I am,
I still want to just cry my heart out…
all those happy dreams I had one point in my life,
turned into nightmares;
now getting mixed into reality.
When I wake up in the morning I clean off the smeared makeup,
and dry my tear stained cheeks…
as I sit there and wish I could take my last breath.

Stalled~

I’ve stalled on this long enough, today is the day where I will go through everything and delete it.

Slowly deleting everything you are to me, everything that has us connected will be gone forever.

I’m trying to get you out of my mind, I’m trying to get over you.

I come across a message. “baby are you ok?” asked by you.

My heart swells up and the aches and the pain on full volume, I shouldn’t have let it go on this long.

If I don’t let him go, I’ll never be happy again. I guess I’m going to have to let you go.

Slowly Slipping, But your making me stay~

Dear...

I love you more than my life, and you continue to hurt me more and more every day...
every time we talk you always say you love me and you miss me...
Is that so i don't give up on you? Because you can feel me slowly slipping away...?
Cuz if it wasn't for those couple words that you say everyday...
i would of waved goodbye to you and never looked back...
But cuz you never stop saying that your my everything and you love me....
i can't let go......
i don't want to mess up you life any longer, but as long as you do what you do...
i have no chance of ever getting over you <3

In love with you~

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