A Girl's Perspective. by K. B. Bott (ebook reader computer TXT) 📕

I'm not sorry. I'm not sympathetic.
You were wrong. You were pathetic.
This is over. This is stopping.
We're not better. We're not changing.

And I, I should have never believed.
No I, I let my body take hold of me.
But I, I had this burning feeling.
Yes I, I understand it had no meaning.

I'm not forgiving. I'm not alright.
You are worthless. You are life.
This is fake. This is secondbest.
We've been pretending. We've been less.

And I, I should have never believed.
No I, I let my body take hold of me.
But I, I had this burning feeling.
Yes I, I understand it had no meaning.

This isn't normal. I can't forget.
Nothing is right . You failed the test.
But I won't control it. And I can't care.
There's something you have. I'll take the dare.

There's no single shred of proof.
You can't even accept your own lie.
I hope she was better.
Clearly, I was secondbest in your eyes.
If adultary is the game you play,
You're satisfied by ruining this fairytale;
Then, you should know I'll find better than what you were.
And you won't meet another to put under your spell.

Little boy, pretty boy, I can't escape.
A small choice, just one choice, sealed my fate.
Three words, only words, said too much.
An innocent thought, oh that thought, was more than enough.

Add fuel to the flame. I want to catch fire again.
Control is hard to regain. Lust is a tricky sin.
Break me down if you'd like. I'm all yours to take.
I know you want to peek inside. You really don't have to wait.

Sweet boy, natural boy, you may begin.
One short night, just another night, don't let it end.
So many hopes, those silly hopes, keep us going.
An innocent game, oh this game, let's keep playing.

Add fuel to the flame. I want to catch fire again.
Control is hard to regain. Lust is a tricky sin.
Break me down if you'd like. I'm all yours to take.
I know you want to peek inside. You really don't have to wait.

I'll brace myself for this ride. You can lead the way.
So listen to every cry. I'm here for your display.
This rhythm is intoxicating. I'm not sure when it will die out.
As long as our hearts keep beating. Let's stay mouth to mouth.

Add fuel to the flame. I want to catch fire again.
Control is hard to regain. Lust is a tricky sin.
Break me down if you'd like. I'm all yours to take.
I know you want to peek inside. You really don't have to wait.

I don't think you'll forget me.
But I'm not looking toward the future.
No, we can't possibly see.
Don't even think about forever.

Publication Date: 11-29-2011

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