tell me by Lady Maudlin (romantic books to read .TXT) 📕

can you tell me to stop loving you,

coz all this years I lived in rue.

tell me to move on,

coz I'm fighting with only one pawn.

tell me to find another guy,

and tell me the reason why.

tell me you hate me,

and how blind I've been not to see.

tell me to stop!

down my weapons to drop.

tell me this chase is crazy,

" us " is a word that can never be.

tell me it's the end,

that some things can't be mend.

tell me, oh, tell me

coz I want my heart to be free.

i know you might not recognize me anymore. i really wish you won't.

you maybe wondering why a random girl like me can love a random boy like you; how a random girl like me can fall in love with a guy she never saw, never see, and will never see; how a random girl like me can love deeply a boy he can't talk and see or years and still love him and love him.

the answer is just so simple. you're the ink of my ballpen and i'm a poet. i can't stop my craving in writing. it's a part of me. i tried hard to search for another guy for me to write my poems for but i found none, but you. you can make me write verses, write stanzas, write poems in just a snap. i know it's weird. it's idoitic. 

but... it had been too long. i lived in grief and guilt. i'm messing your life. i'm screwing mine. i need to let you go... and there's nothing else that can stop me from loving you. you need to tell me. not other poeple but you. it's you who need to tell me. 

tell me, oh, tell me

coz i want my heart to be free

Publication Date: 11-08-2014

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Dedication:
for the guy i once and still love i need to stop