The Soul of a Fallen Angel by Vince "Arkus" Love (read e books online free TXT) 📕

The pain inside drives me to find what is right

But the hurt derives from the side of me I can’t seem to hide

And I cant seem to ride the righteous path without falling off

Every once in a while, think about calling it off

And say fuck it, I don’t wanna help these people anymore

All they do is kick me around and im starting to get bored

This redundant shit, im done with it, my mind is exploding

And the love I once had for mankind is silently eroding

But growing inside is a wrath, a beast contained within the confines

Of my soul, sometimes I wonder if the wrong lines

Could drive me off the deep end, reach the point of no return

Askin myself if I’ll make it back home, or will I burn

Will I ever learn, fuck that question im sick of asking

What I’ve done wrong with my life and what I seem to be lacking

Packin a nine will get me nothing but nightmares and prison time

And that’s counterproductive cant fuck with it, when my life’s on the line

Is life really mine, or am I just following a script?

Walking single file into a massive bottomless pit

Spit every song like its my last, so my words become immortal

Prayin that someone will understand, and fuckin open the portal

To a new age of our own, fuck the elitist agenda

When you lay back on your ass, it leaves the demons chances to render

a nefarious plot, to enslave those too afraid to speak up

Your immortal soul, not the body you sit back with your feet up

My conscious speaks to me, and they call me insanity’s epitome

Cuz the voices in my head are just instructions from God that HE’s giving me

There’s no such thing as failure in my mission, even if I do it alone

At the end of the day, all I wanna do is go home

But I fuckin cant and it pains me with every breath that I take

Flashbacks of the fiery lake, for God’s sake

Wont you fuckin idiots open your eyes to see we’re killing ourselves

Blind to see sooner or later we’ll be feeling our hell

Imagine your family in front of you smiles on their face

The love you feel inside your heart, creating an unexplainable grace

Then watch as their smiles turn into screams of agony and pain

They’re dying in front of your eyes, blood falling like rain

It seems far-fetched, but that’s what the future holds if we remain atrophic

Sit on our ass and ignore the words of a modern prophet

Im so outspoken in my songs, but in person you’d be surprised

To find the man with such a big voice, can seem to be shy

But the truth is, when I look at people I hold it all in

What goes on in my mind, to some considered a sin

I see people’s pain, past and future, what’s really within

Only when we stand up, will the revolution really begin

The end of the world, the one that satan really created

Revelation of truth, the words Mary Magdalene stated

Faded into the background, ignored cuz she has one less appendage

The beloved disciple was really Yeshua’s one true apprentice

Something women could be proud of, instead they focus on looks

Baby you’re sexier when you have that pretty face in a book

Ladies stop throwing your ass around, shaking it for attention

You just attractin all the men with nothing but evil intentions

Then you end up getting hurt, and youre the only one to blame

You want a playa but get mad when he’s winning the game

Came from such a dark past with a chance to repair

But all you wanna have is manicured nails, and fake hair

And all the dudes wanna do is get up inside a girl

The apple fell from the tree, and it controls your whole world

Existence is distanced, when you become just like the rest

Til you find the one, and karma rips your heart right out ya chest

Payback for every woman whose emotions you ripped to sheds

Now that innocent girl you once knew, is gone and dead

Yes I’m calling everyone out, so that you can get the picture

That life is worth more than money, bitches and pulled triggers

“Look at that, Arkus is teaching the world, go figure”

Hear these words, go home and let your soul shiver

ARKUS

Publication Date: 02-03-2015

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