Broken by Jisha Bhalla (that summer book .txt) 📕

She felt that she was a fool to love him

because she gets no attention from him.

He never noticed her

but he is the only one

she ever noticed.

She smiles all day long, even if he

gives her one look,

even though it was not for her but she don't care as she

has a wrong beleif that his that one special look

was for her.

In her heart there's a light which

never goes out

Of his name.

He is always in her mind.

he is the only one she could think of even though

she would never have a chance

with him.

 I feel so incomplete and broken.  

My heart is rended into million pieces.   

The beautiful empty smile that you wear and the 'I don't Care' facade of yours just pierce the seams of my soul which is yet trying to hold on.    

I thought that the empty hole inside me which is dark and lonely can be filled only by YOU  

but you proved me wrong so wrong that instead of filling it you just made a bigger,deeper and darker hole which i guess would never be filled.   

For me you were the only one but for you i was the only fun.  

We both said,'ILOVEYOUFOREVER.'   

But it seems like my forever was a way too longer. 

 Without you i feel like I'm drowning   

  Without you i'm lonely,I feel like I'm breathing but not alive.

  Without you i'm nothing.I'm tired of this emotional drama.I just don't wanna let you go.  

I hope that you miss me like i do.You're always in my mind.   

I'm wondering is is killing you like its killing me.   

I just wanna be happy again I just wanna stare you and smile foolishly like we used to do. 

I want to hug you tight and never let you go.  I just want to break your balls.  

I just want to kiss the hell out of you and take us to our private,wonderful and enchanted world.  

All in all i want you i miss you and I LOVE YOU alot.

Text: Jisha Bhalla
Images: google
Publication Date: 10-05-2014

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