Hidden in My Heart by P. Senores (reading like a writer TXT) 📕

I am a strong person

You'll never see me cry

But do you know the reason why

I love it when it rains

It's because even if i do cry

No one will see

No matter how much my tears fall

I can smile and look happy

He is the seed that slowly sprouts

The tender leaves in spring

The cheerful call of birds when he laugh

Oh how bless can one be

When i hold him in arms

How heavenly he feels

I kiss him in the night

And wish

That he dream beautiful dreams

The things he said broke my heart 

The world i knew broke apart

Although i knew that none of it was true

It hurts to hear his voice

Say it so

That night i hearded an angel sing

The sound so smooth and rich

It is an undefinable melody

That to this day keeps me company

It showed me what is sympathy

And that day i understood enternity

The things i know and the things i see don't match

i know he loves me

The way he looks at me tell me so

But the way he acts says other wise

He pushes me away

He locks himself away

Far from anyones reach

But I'll get there someday

To show him the way

To hold him close

And say that it's okay

To love some one you can not is cruel 

To hear him say he loves you

But be unable to respond

To seek his warmth

But be forbidden to touch

When all you can do

Is seek him in your dreams

To imagine your hand in his

Because you know

That holding him in your arms means death

All you can do is look on and cry silently

I love you

But you can never know

I love you secretly

I love the way you are 

Your child like purity

I love how you never guess

My darkest fantasy

I love you that is all 

No need for discrepancy

Because you and i were never meant to be

I wait in darkness

All i know is my name

I wait for forgiveness 

From the people i disdain

I know not what is sadness

All i know is pain

I am the everlasting 

Ruler of this plain

I know a couple once

They love each other

No matter what they go trough

They were always together

They had fights

But they were tight

They were really meant for each other

I wish we would be like them

To be able to shout and fight

But always be together

To know that no matter

We'll be there for each other

I know your pain

I have felt it all

I know the reason for it all

I feel your sorrow 

I know the reason why

You lost it all

And down the hall 

Recorded laughter rings

Remainder of all lost things

Lying Is a funny thing

When discover 

It can really sting

Unlike a four leaf clover

That's so rarely discovered

You'll need to bend up and over

To keep it all undercover

Princess

Who kisses 

I'm sure everyone misses

As your admirer increases 

So does your bruises