"The Feelings of an Outcast." by Lici Heart (digital e reader .TXT) 📕

Empty inside,

Dealing with the silence in my head.

Friendless and Alone,

Afraid of the world now,

Afraid to trust.

Abused adn Used,

Unable to feel nothing but Sadness and Anger.

Being Unwanted and Ugly,

Slowly dying inside.

Hopelessly searcing for freiendship,

for love, and for acceptance.

Hoping to have an relationship, but unable to.

Always left alone,

Always misunderstood,

Always criticize, and

Always left out.

The silence grwing bigger,

The Abuse getting worst,

Unwanted becoming not welcome here.

Hating myself more and more each day,

Anger turn t loathing,

my light slowly going out.

Wishing I could get away,

from this place I call hell,

wanting o give up and just disappear,

But yet I fight to keep my head above the water.

I fight even through my lonelness is growing.

I fight even through the silence is growing.

I fight even though the emptimess in my heart has widen.

I fight even through I feel sad and alone.

I fight even throught I am unwanted and not welcome.

I fight even through I don't fit in anywhere.

I fight even through I am Abused.

I fight even through I am Afraid.

I fight even through my hope is disappearing.

I fight even through my light is diming.

I fight even through I hate myself.

I will keep on fighting,

searching for that on ting I'm looking for,

"Love."

Text: Lici
Editing: Lici
Publication Date: 09-06-2014

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