Random Thoughts by Kalai Selvi Arivalagan (beautiful books to read TXT) 📕

Should I give up
the feeling of loneliness
that sucks my spirits so deep
to leave me withered.
At heart I could listen
to those non-voiced voices
that pray desperately to be
blessed and have peace at life.
Not yet to realise
how they wrong and
ruin lives of others
who shrivel at the other end
accepting whatever that comes
their way to live a worldly life.
Are their souls so hardened
to lack compassion and oneness
to let others live their choice
for everyone born here  - has
the right to live as they are.

 Days without any achievement

 Makes me feel abandoned

 And stand away from crowd..

 Bubbling spirits slowly fade away

 Once again remind me 

 Days dissolve into seconds

  Erasing invisibly 
       what I have gained 

   inspite of struggles and troubles! 

Finally reaching the spot

lashing its gory tail

picking errors and typos

unknowingly we ushered

the disgusting printer’s devil

Age is only a number here

for none can defy

knowledge gained in rolling years.

At last allowing to reach

the most acclaimed mile stone

still something is left undone.

Your mighty soul may not be at peace

silently wishing to be here

to read word by word

tethering space to format

we wish you are here

for some more years to come

not so old to go away

leaving us stunned and shocked.

Repeat, repeat and repeat
to be again, again and again
I feel the drops of salty tears
climb down my cheeks
and stain a path of curse on me.
So hot should I feel at heart
to withstand that lashed pain
and forget whatever it be.
Time may set the clock
to rewind again and bring back
those cherished moments of
love and warmth together
and be once again a normal soul.

      Boozed grey cells litter
      uncontrolled lash of words
      leaving an invisible scar
      on my ailing heart
      Uninvited you blabber nonsense
      shattering peace at home
      strewn bottles thrown at trash
      picks on my blood pressure
      Dry tears blur my eyes
      for I wait for the day to come...
      For unknown pain sizzles our love.
                                                                                      

Publication Date: 04-02-2019

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Dedication:
My random thoughts