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Controversy

Febe Pepe

Published by Febe Pepe, 2016.

This is a work of fiction. Similarities to real people, places, or events are entirely coincidental.

CONTROVERSY

First edition. July 27, 2016.

Copyright © 2016 Febe Pepe.

ISBN: 978-1536584387

Written by Febe Pepe.

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Table of Contents

Title Page

Copyright Page

Dedication

Fiction Disclaimer

© Copyright

Clues

At 1:15 A.M.

Knowing

Alone

Depression

Disturbed

G I R L

Cold Ice

1950s Lady

One Day I Will Break

Interrupted

Pain Killers

Collarbones

Aspirin

Thigh Gap

Belly Fat

Nutella Filling

Plaything

Her Forest

Jutting

Truth

Controversy

Voices in my head

Birthday

Home

Leo

Miel

Mouth mantra

Gloss

Later

Zebra

Clase

Summer of the Niece

What I See

Junio & Julio

Notes

Nervousness

Pain

Watch Me

Drunk Thoughts

Thirsty

Mademoiselle

Black Hair

Gaslight

Wrong

Gata

Curious

Meditation

Aro

Ace

Draining

Girl at the bar

Find Somebody

The Blame Game

The Right

Memories

Old Flame

Everything

The Dam

Snake

M

Little Girl

Hungry

Grudge

Internally Bruised

Connect

To anyone who has helped me feel great about my writing, and to never ever feel ashamed by it, you're beautiful.

Fiction Disclaimer

This is a work of fiction, any resemblance to persons living or dead is coincidental. The opinions expressed are those of the characters and should not be confused with author’s.

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Clues

Interrupted - an abyss

Nutella Filling - suicidal

Truth - coming out

Controversy - a long overdue breakup

Miel - sensible

Junio & Julio - the mirrors

Nervousness - internal body pain

Snake - in the closet

At 1:15 A.M.

I'm sorry that you hate me so much.

I'm sorry that you think I don't write about you,

Because I do,

Especially in the hours after midnight.

I'm sorry that you think I don't share,

But I do now, because I'm not that much of a hungry and scared child anymore.

I do share now,

But only because I'm scared I'll get fat if I eat a whole meal.

I'm scared my stomach will get too full,

Then I'll feel worse after.

I'm sorry that you think I'm the most annoying child ever,

I'll keep my mouth shut,

I promise you

I'll never talk again

Cause God knows how much I hate my personality and my mouth much more than you do.

I'm sorry that you think I'm an ungrateful child,

It's just that I'm so sad, angry, insecure and anxious all the time.

My very fast upcoming future makes me happy and yet rebellious at the same time.

So I don't care if you run around the house,

Claiming that I'm ungrateful,

Because you'll never get the full meaning,

And understanding of me and how I feel inside.

You don't really know me,

Even though you tell other people and claim that you do,

You don't.

You're just oblivious to what I actually do outside of your home.

Knowing

It's okay really it is,

Or maybe it isn't.

As you point out all my flaws especially in my damn face.

You pull at my cheeks and my chubby chin,

I really just hate it.

I don't care if you say that my chubby cheeks are cute,

Because it's not,

They're ugly.

And what gives you the right to point out my damn acne to me every single day.

Should I point out your bad skin?

And how it looks freakish in certain areas.

Don't even think about judging me on the way

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