Me in my mind by Alone Girl (ebook e reader .txt) 📕

Me in my twisted and cruel life

Me IN my MIND.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Very Beginning

 

 

A pretty baby with light blonde hair with

Big blue eyes with hints of green

Was brought in this world

Evil world that god loves

Soon she’ll learn too love it to

that pretty baby girl

Well thats me

That next year in may a 18 year old turned 19

The year before that she got pregnant

She soon gave birth too that pretty baby

That pretty but innocent child

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

13 long and damaging years later

 

Soon that pretty baby grew up

In thirteen long years later

She soon learned too talk

In thirteen long years

She soon was bullied

In thirteen long years

She soon learned too speak fluent sarcasm

In thirteen long years

She soon wanted more in life than darkness

In thirteen long years

She soon became good at writing

In thirteen long year

She soon could cope with everything

In thirteen long years

She was smart and good at hiding all emotion

In thirteen long years

She was in a bitter world

And had no escape

In thirteen long years

She lost herself

In thiteen long years

She was gone

 

 

 

 

Fossils of life

 

Museums have giant fossils of animals

Animals that are no more

She soon found her past fossilized and gone

She soon will have her future

Whatever it holds

She is scared and hiding

She relies on only herself

Only trusts a handful of people

Her identity in a thousand years will be no more than fossils

Her past her life gone lost in time

Hidden from sight

From people

From herself

She’ll be partying in heaven and her past

Well it's her past

She’ll be a fossil but her life won't

It won't be there in a thousand years neither will her

Hair

Her eyes

Her memory

All she wants is too be herself

Maybe she'll touch more lives than just her best friends

sisters by heart not by blood

 

Three long months after she was born

Her best friend was born

A beautiful brown hair hazel eyed

Little girl

Thirteen long years later this is the outcome

Two 13 year olds

Lost in a bitter and unforgiving world

Find sisterhood

Find their way together

She’ll soon figure out

How slowly her sister is dying on the inside

And her sister will soon find out there going down together

There sisters losing this fight in this bitter and unforgiving world

They fight for only each other

But they must also learn too fight

By themselves

For themselves

She’ll fail

Her sister won’t

There sisters by heart not by blood

They carry on slowly

Bottling anger and hatred

Finding themselves lost in what is right

Lost in what is wrong

Their self strength slowly fading

She'll hide her sister will run

They'll lose themselves

They'll hide themselves

They'll will disappear…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HiDe

 

She is a 13 years old

Scared for who she is

Hiding her identity

When she observes her surroundings from afar

She gains information

If she hides long enough she will survive

If she smiles wide enough she'll be happy

If she bottles the anger up

It will go away

If she hides the scars they'll disappear

If she runs she'll disappear

All she wants to do is disappear

Hide from an evil reality

Slowly disappear off this world

Full of liars and sinners

Hide where no one will find her

Hide where no one will hurt her

Hide where no one will yell at her

Hide where no one will scare her

 

 

 

LoSt

 

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

She is gone

She cant find herself

She is lost

She is lost

No one can find her

Where did she go

She is lost

She is lost

She is lost

No one will save her

She is lost

And no one cares

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TEARS ON THE DIRT

 

a girl is sitting in a corner

A girl is crying for her sister

A girl is dying in that corner

Her long sleeves cover her arms

Long pants hide her legs

Long hair hides her face

She beilives their isnt a girl in that corner

All that is left is a she'll

She beilives they stole her

Destroyed her

She wants too be

Loved

She beilives she is hated

Slowly tears hit the ground

Slowly her life will slip away

Her futer gone

Life goals fade slowly

She will slip far away

She is lost but no one cares

 

 

 

 

 

 

Imprint

Text: Me
Images: Google
Editing: Me
Publication Date: 05-10-2017

All Rights Reserved

Dedication:
To my best friend you actually were there